B i o g r a p h y
 (by Stephen Thomas)

Erlewine Alanis Morissette (b. June 1, 1974, Ottawa, Canada) was one of the most unlikely stars of the mid-'90s. A former child actress turned dance-pop diva, Morissette transformed herself into a confessional alternative singer/songwriter, in the vein of Liz Phair and Tori Amos. However, she added enough pop sensibility, slight hip-hop flourishes, and marketing savvy to that formula to become a superstar with her third album, Jagged Little Pill. Morissette was born and raised in Ottawa, Canada. In her childhood, she began playing piano and writing songs. At the age of ten, she joined the cast of You Can't Do That on Television, a children's television program. Using money that she earned on the show, Morissette recorded an independent single, "Fate Stay With Me," which was released when she was ten. After leaving the show, she concentrated on a musical career, signing a music publishing contract when she was 14. The publishing contract led to a record deal with MCA Canada.

In 1991, she moved to Toronto and released her debut album, Alanis. Alanis was a collection of pop-oriented dance numbers and ballads that was successful in Canada, selling over 100,000 copies, and leading to a Juno Award for Most Promising Female Artist. However, no other country paid any attention to the record. In 1992, she released Now Is the Time, an album that closely resembled her debut. Like its predecessor, it was a success in Canada, even if it sold half of what Alanis did. Following the release of Now Is the Time, Morissette relocated to Los Angeles, where she met Glen Ballard in early 1994. Ballard had previously written Michael Jackson's hit "Man in the Mirror," produced Wilson Phillips' hit debut album, and worked with David Hasselhoff. Despite the duo's mainstream pop pedigree, they decided to pursue an edgier, alternative rock-oriented direction. The result was Jagged Little Pill, which was released on Maverick Records, Madonna's label.

On the strength of the single "You Oughta Know," Jagged Little Pill gained attention upon its release in the summer of 1995. Soon, the single received heavy airplay from both alternative radio and MTV, sending the album into the Top Ten and multi-platinum status. The second and third singles from Jagged Little Pill, "Hand in My Pocket" and "All I Really Want," kept the album in the Top Ten. In early 1996, she was nominated for six Grammys. Shortly after the nominations, Morissette released her fourth single, "Ironic," which proved to be her biggest crossover success. Morissette won several Grammy awards in 1996, including Album of the Year and Song of the Year. Her much-anticipated follow-up, Supposed Former Infatuation Junkie, was released in the autumn of 1998. An Unplugged set appeared a year later, and in 2002 Morissette released Under Rug Swept. So-Called Chaos followed in 2004, and one year later she took Jagged Little Pill on the road as an acoustic tour, also released on CD.



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Unreleased Tracks #1
- Misc -

1974
20/20
After a year like this one
Awakening Americans
Basket Case
Big Sur
Break
Crazy
Death of Cinderella
Don't Drink the Water
Fake plastic trees
Fate Stay with me
Find the right man
Gorgeous
Guru
Happiness is a warm gun
I don't know (The weekend song)
I Remain
It's a Bitch to Grow Up
Keep the radio on

King of intimidation
Let's do it
Limbo no more
London
 


Unreleased Tracks #2
- Misc -

Madness
Movement I - Mercy
Movement III - Hope
Movement VI - Innocence
Movement IX - Faith
My Humps
No
Norwegian wood

On the Tequila
Orchid
Permission
Pollyanna flower
Pray For Peace

Question
Spoon
Still
Superstar Wonderful Weirdos
Symptoms
Tantra
The Guy Who Leaves

There are worse things I could do

Unsent (Demo)
Wunderkind
 


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Unreleased tracks

1974

( Live with Ryan Adams )

Ryan :
I was born in 1974
on a calm meticulous street
someplace in the sun
oh the air was sweet
and enough lights sprang sparks
through the window of the room
not as raw to a ridiculous tune
slightly out of key in the mother hour

Ryan & Alanis :
So leave me alone
So leave me alone
So leave me alone
I'm busy breaking bones

Alanis :
I was born in 1974
in a breached feet-first way
my twin opened the door
my very first dose of chivalry
I was dawned princess potential potent
with gold star and matching impression
big between two doors
small and loved and proud and unthreatened

Ryan & Alanis :
So leave me alone
So leave me alone
So leave me alone
I'm busy breaking bones

Ryan :
I bet you were strong
when you should have been weak
like a dam that wanted to break
I wish I were the stones
your river learned to roam
in whispering gaze

Alanis :
You were told in a kind North Carolinian way
to slow down, back up, or be hated
thank god you did not
and thank god you did
an angel either way

Ryan & Alanis :
So leave us alone
So leave us alone
So leave us alone
We're busy being grown

Alanis :
November 5, 8:17 PM
Scorpio &
A gem

Ryan :
June 1st, 9:39 AM
Gemini &
A lullaby

*** Thanx a lot to Dardo for this one ***

20/20

( Flavors Of Entanglement Japanese Bonus Track )

I would never have been in such a rush
I would never have tried to control
I would never have worn such fear lenses
I would never have held on so tightly

I would have kept my boundaries set
My loving no’s, my unwavering yes’s
Risked abandonment and stood by that
And thereby felt constant connect

This fountain of regret, this looking back with 20/20
Torturous hindsight if I knew then what I know now
This mountain of remorse won’t repeat with my understanding
This wouldn’t have happened if I knew then what I know now

I would have gone slower, pushed infrequent
Would not have rushed into such commitment
I would have shown restraint as my feet got wet
I would have baby-stepped into intimate

Oh this fountain of regret, this looking back with twenty/twenty
This torturous hindsight if I knew then what I know now
This mountain of remorse won’t repeat with my understanding
This wouldn’t have happened if I knew then what I know now

I would’ve known much more
Known that time was all we had for future depth to unfold
I would’ve had more faith at every step
I would’ve kept intact through the whole process

Oh this fountain of regret, this looking back with twenty/twenty
Torturous hindsight if I knew then what I know now
This mountain of remorse won’t repeat with my understanding
This wouldn’t have happened if I knew then what I know now

If I knew then what I know now
If I knew then what I know now

A Year Like This One

(Performed at the end of the Jagged Little Pill era)

After a year like this one
I'm surprised I do not hate your guts
And, After a year like this one
I'm suprised I still love music just as much
After a year like this one
I'm suprised I did not eat my arm
And, After a year like this one
I'm sorry if I'm not cordial to everyone

La la la la la ....

After a year like this one
I'm suprised I do not hate your guts
And, After a year like this one
I'm suprised I still love music just as much
After a year like this one
I'm suprised I did not eat my arm
And, After a year like this one
I'm sorry if I'm not cordial to everyone

La, la, la, la, la.....

After a year like this one
I'm supised I am convinced at all
And, After a year like this one
I do not roll my eyes at the cynical
And,After a year like this one
I can't help wonder how they've been
After a year like this one
I think I'll leave it all to my next-of-kin

La, la, la, la, la.....

After a year like this one
I'm suprised we're all not raving drunks and
After a year like this one
I want you to choose the restaurant
After a year like this one
I"ll need a good whole 16 months alone and
After a year like this one
I think I'll make the west coast beaches my new home

La, la, la, la, la.....

Awakening Americans

( Hands clean B-side )

We watch movies of murder and we censor the breast
Give thanks for the murders of Chris Columbus
We kill our own and we vote for the men
The lesser of evils and us starring the role of victim

I wonder how we change if we can in this land
I wonder how many mountains we'd move if we bent together
Us priveleged Americans

We pass our revisions onto the next generation
We kneel to the Gods of corporation
We eat when we're full and we hoard all the rest
With our hands on remotes we say "Yes, We're the best"

I wonder what we change in this land, cause we can
Even with western centricity this rampant
Us ugly Americans

Tired are not my hands
But see strangers and enemies as part of me, is real.
For me this awakening Canadian

We teach our offspring for themselves, every man
We shrug shoulders and create yet another -ism
We dissuade our young from using their imagination
We avert our eyes from this our very own manifestation

I wonder what will change in this land, cause we can
I wonder how many mouths we'd fill if we band together
Us awakening Americans

Basket Case

(Green Day cover / Jimmy Kimmel Live!)

Do you have the time
To listen to me whine
About nothing and everything
All at once
And I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone
No doubt about it

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid
Or am I stoned
Rob from always on the run dot net is so bad and copy paste is a sin
I went to a shrink
To analyze my dreams
She says it's lack of sex
That's bringing me down
I went to a whore
He said my life's a bore
So quit my whining 'cause
It's bringing her down

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid
Oh yeah yeah yeah

Grasping to control
So I better hold on

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid
Or am I stoned
Am I just paranoid
Or am I stoned

Big Sur

( Havoc and Bright Lights Bonus Track )

Highway One
Crystalline-haunted sun
With the pacific masculine crash

My little one
Enthralled by the redwoods
As I ride amongst monarchs and mist

Me and Anaïs and Henry and Jack Kerouac
Me and the Ohlone, the Esselen and Salinan
Me and Julia, Helmut and Brautigan
All roads lead to Big Sur
All roads home to Big Sur

Deers and ?? and frogs
?? in cabins of logs
Amongst (?) the springs we are barefoot and warmed

Me and Anaïs and Henry and Jack Kerouac
Me and the Ohlone, the Esselen and Salinan
Me and Julia, Helmut and Brautigan
All roads lead to Big Sur
All roads home to Big Sur

I am climbing on the bluff
Beseeching God to answer us
Not much distracts from our shamanic creek breakfast (?)
This wandering (?) heartbeat by the forest

Me and Anaïs and Henry and Jack Kerouac
Me and the Ohlone, the Esselen and Salinan
Me and Julia, Helmut and Brautigan
All roads lead to Big Sur
All roads home to Big Sur

Me and Mickey and a path high on the Molera
Me and Lolly and Bill watching a red-tailed hawk
Me and the ??? all link through Big Ventana
All roads lead to Big Sur
All roads home to Big Sur

Break

( B-Side to In Praise of the Vulnerable Man EP )

Indeed I
Have sucked it up to heights
Unknown to those outside
My body has contained and suppressed
And swallowed and abetted

Oh I
Am a stranger to myself
Beneath altruism dwells
A force uncontended
A voice that is tempered
To boiled and unhindered

Who am I kidding
I am not some Mother Theresa
If I don't say something soon
I will break from the weight
Of the high road I take
No

Indeed I
Need my chance to fail
Some room to unravel
I need a chance to blame for two minutes
Unbridled, unbrazened

So I
Need imaginings of maiming
Fantasies of outright screaming
I need a chance to thrash for minutes
Uncontained, unforgiving

Who am I kidding
I am not some Mother Theresa
If I don't do something soon
I will die from restraint
As a sick subjugate
No

I will move beyond, I'm certain of that
The sooner I go the quicker I'll be back
I would not threaten or cause you any harm
Have to get this out or my light will go out

Who am I kidding
I am not some Mother Theresa
If I don't do something soon
I will die from restraint
As a sick subjugate
No

*** Thanx a lot to Irish_scott for this one ***

Crazy

( Seal Cover )

In a church, by the face,
He talks about the people going under.

Only child know...

A man decides after seventy years
That what he goes there for, is to unlock the door
While those around him criticize and sleep

And through a fractal on a breaking wall
I see you my friend, and touch your face again
Miracles will happen as we dream

But we're never gonna survive, unless
We get a little crazy
No we're never gonna survive, unless
We are a little...

Crazy yellow people walking through my head
One of them's got a gun, to shoot the other one
And yet together they were friends at school
Ohh get it, oh get it, oh get it, oh get it no no no !

If all were there when we first took the pill
Then maybe, then maybe, then maybe, then maybe
Miracles will happen as we speak

But we're never gonna survive unless
We get a little crazy
No we're never gonna survive unless
We are a little... crazy
No no, never survive, unless we get a little bit...

In a sky full of people
Only some want to fly
Isn't that crazy
In a world full of people
Only some want to fly
Isn't that crazy, crazy

In a heaven of people
There's only some want to fly
Ain't that crazy
Oh babe, oh darling
In a world full of people
There's only some want to fly
Isn't that crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy

But we're never gonna survive unless, we get a little crazy
No we're never gonna to survive unless we are a little crazy
But we're never gonna survive unless, we get a little crazy
No we're never gonna to survive unless, we are a little crazy

No no, never survive unless we get a little bit...

And then you see things
The size of which you've never known before

They'll break it someday
Only child know
Them things
The size
Of which you've never known before

Someday, someway...

Death of Cinderella

( Live )

I'm wise and ambitious,
And angry and free,
And smart and available,
And sexy...
I'm soft and appealing,
And wearing pajamas,
And twisted and willing,
And crazy...

And this is the story of the death of Cinderella
She'd grow to be a maid if she couldn't find a fella
Who can use her
And it's all you could do not to throw her on the floor.

And thought-provoking,
And opinionated
Cultured and funny,
And experienced...
Fearless and tender,
And sweetly innocent,
Uninhibited,
Likes a good debate.

And this is the story of the death of Cinderella
She'd grow to be a maid if she couldn't find a fella
Who can use her
And it's all you could do not to tie her to the bed.

I could fall in love a million times before I die,
You could draw me a bubble bath,
We could walk into the sunset...

And this is the story of the death of Cinderella
She'd grow to be a maid if she couldn't find a fella
Who can use her
And it's all you could do not to throw her on the floor
And this is the story of the death of Cinderella
I'm gonna grow to be a maid and I'll never find a fella
Who can use me
And that's all you can do not to kick me in the ass.

Don't Drink the Water

( With Dave Matthews Band )

(Dave)
Come out, come out, no use in hiding
Come now, come now, can you not see?
There's no place here, what were you expecting?
No room for both, just room for me
So you will lay your arms down
Yes I will call this home

Away, away you have been banished
Your land is gone and given me
And here I will spread my wings
Yes I will call this home

What's that you say?
You feel the right to remain?
Then stay and I will bury you

What's that you say?
Your father's spirit still lives in this place,
Well I will silence you

Here's the hitch, your horse is leaving,
Don't miss your boat, it's leaving now
And as you go I will spread my wings
Yes I will call this home

I have no time to justify to you
Fool you're blind, move aside for me
All I can say to you, my new neighbor
Is you must move on or I will bury you

[chanting]

Now as I rest my feet by this fire
Those hands once warmed here
But I have retired them
I can breathe my own air
And I can sleep more soundly
Upon these pour souls
I'll build heaven and call it home
'Cause you're all dead now.

(Alanis)
And I live with my justice
And I live with my greedy need
Oh I live with no mercy
And I live with my frenzied feeding
And I live with my hatred
And I live with my jealousy
Oh I live with the notion
That I don't need anyone but me

(Dave)
Don't drink the water
Don't drink the water
Blood in the water
Don't drink the water

Don't drink the water
Don't drink the water
There's blood in the water
Don't drink the water
Blood in the water

You'll all be dead

*** Thanx a lot to Magnus for this one ***

Fake Plastic Trees

( Live -  Radiohead Cover )

Her green plastic watering can
For her fake chinese rubber plant
In the fake plastic earth
That she bought from a rubber man
In a town full of rubber plans
To get rid of itself.

It wears her out
It wears her out
It wears her out
It wears her out

She lives with a broken man,
A cracked polystyreneman
Who just crumbles and burns
He used to do surgery
For girls in the eighties
But gravity always wins.

And it wears him out
It wears him out
It wears him out
It wears...

She looks like the real thing.
She tastes like the real thing,
My fake plastic love
But I can't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
If I just turn and run.

And it wears me out
It wears me out
It wears me out
It wears me out

If I could be who you wanted
If I could be who you wanted
All the time
All the time.

*** Thanx to Joe who corrected some mistakes ***

Fate Stay with me

(Alanis' First single when she was 10 years old)

What did you think I'd be doing now
While  you left meI was thinking aloud
Would there be no end to my sorrow
Will I make it through tomorrow
Fate Stay With Me Oh,
Please Fate Stay with me, and guide me along my way
There has been so many problems
So please stay, please, stay
Fate stay with me, will you help me on my way
Will you end my troubles
Will you please stay, please...
I wanted money and hope and
A dream to carry me forever

This is all the hope I got left
Help me to get it together, now
I can sing or act or dance but I still won't get far
Unless you help me please to be a big star

Oh,
Please Fate Stay with me, and guide me along my way
There has been so many problems
So please stay, please, stay
Fate stay with me, will you help me on my way

I don't want to be a queen, no,
Or a princess with all my jewels, oh
If you could guide me
And you could help me
But don't go too far, I just want to be a star

Oh,
Please Fate Stay with me, and guide me along my way
There has been so many problems
So please stay, please, stay
Fate stay with me, will you help me on my way

Yes guide me
Forver guide me
Will you stay with me and guide me along the way
If I succeed because of you, fate my friend
I'll be so happy

Find The Right Man

You found the right man in the right place
Once in a while you meet him face to face
It was love at first sight
Honey you've gotta fight
For his love, for his love

He feels the same way, I think you know it
You can't be afraid to show it
When will this hidden emotion
Give you the notion
To make the first move, make the first move

You gotta get it straight
Oh dear don't wait
This might be your lucky day
Don't say that there's no way

Darling you just can't let him go
Deep down in your heart you can't feel it all
I'll be calling all there is
For his love, for his love

You know you can take his heart away
Just look straight in his eyes
And then you say
Hey can't you just see
We'll be great you and me
Oh yeah, oh yeah

You gotta get it straight
Oh dear don't wait
This might be your lucky day
Don't say that there's no way

You found the right man in the right place
Once in a while you meet him face to face
It was love at first sight
Honey you've gotta fight
For his love, for his love

It was love at first sight
Honey you've gotta fight
For his love, for his love (repeat 2X until end)

Gorgeous

( Live )

Testostarone in large amounts
Your Little sister just kick out of
God you can't shave your head
Come to the Show
the boys rock harder
Your mother lent you her slip
She lent you her bright red lipstick
And your shoes are hurting your back
But boy don't you look gorgeaus

You look gorgeous
You look gorgeous
You look gorgeous
How you look gorgeous

This is but an observation
You put a bullet in your foot
You make it hard for us bitches inconsequential in your back bends
And your taste in men leaves something to de desired
You love them to be aloof and self obsessed
They love you in your mini dress

You are looking gorgeous
You're looking gorgeous
You're looking gorgeous
How you look gorgeous

When your voice is raised above a certain level
I'm afraid you must go to the ladies room
I left your competence in curlers

You look gorgeous
You look gorgeous
You're looking gorgeous
How you look gorgeous

Guru

( Havoc and Bright Lights Bonus Track )

I started young
I was enthralled
By your agape
As a student
I kept going
Colour me captured

Disillusioned enough
Needed your guidance
And so I turned
Over to you
To lead me home

And then I said

Guru teacher
Guruji I bow to you
Humbled by your knowledgeable education
Guruji I bow to the divine in you
Please consider me your utmost humble student

And so I fell
Under your spell
I was enraptured
Your every word
I held onto
'Til it was gospel

You weren't deterred
From your asserts
We're identical
I will admit
I saw your face
Inside my face

Guru teacher
Guruji I bow to you
Humbled by your knowledgeable education
Guruji I bow to the divine in you
Please consider me your utmost humble student

I give praise to the beautiful and glorious
It's never too late, what I've learned is amorphous
Thanks for the tip, your advice is important
Never get lost in my North Star ??

In ?? if things feel wrong
GU is for the darkness and RU is for the light
Eye to eye now, we bow, we face each other
Respect ?? with balance for one another

Continue religion(?) on a day to day basis
Fundamental growth started with the basics
It seems smarter than I thought I'd ever be
Until you empowered me now I follow my epiphany

Act low (?) watching smoke rise from chimney
Thanks for giving me a vision what I couldn't see
Not every sigh(?) that I breathe will be the same as you
On this pathway to trans..???.. true

You've had enough
Of subservience
And so you stopped me
You saw my light
Seen as your light
Gave it back to me

I eventually saw
That your jewel
Was in my pocket
It had had been there
The whole time
Throughout my search

And I finally saw

Guru teacher
Guruji I bow to you
Humbled by your knowledgeable education
Guruji I bow to the divine in you
Please consider me your utmost humble student

Guru teacher
Guruji I bow to you
Taken by your knowledgeable education
Guruji I bow to the divine in you
Thanks for pointing back to my inherent wisdom

Happiness is a Warm gun

( Live - Beatles Cover )

She's not a girl who misses much
She's well acquainted with the touch of the velvet hand
Like a lizard on a window pane
The man in the crowd with the multi-colored mirrors
On his hob-nailed boots
Lying with his eyes while his hands
Working over time
A soap impression of his wife which he ate
And donated to the Nation's Trust
I need a fix cause I'm going down
Down to the *itch that I left uptown
I need a fix cause I'm going down
Mother Superior jumped the gun
Mother Superior jumped the gun
Happiness is a warm gun
Happiness is a warm gun
When I hold you in my arms
And I feel my finger on your trigger
I know that nobody can do me no harm
Happiness is a warm gun, mama
Happiness is a warm gun

I don't know

( The weekend song )

Monday morning is not Monday morning 'till Taylor has his coffee
Friday night is not Friday night 'till Jessie leaves the room sweaty
Tuesday morning is not Tuesday morning 'till Nick has his talk with his son
Thursday night is not Thursday night 'till Chris has sex with his bass

Come on to the Weekend
'Cause the Weekend I'll get by
Hold off 'till the Weekend
'Cause there's too much time bein' merrily nice guys

Tuesday morning is Wednesday afternoon when you cry all night
Wednesday early we fall into what I'll Phil-a-del-ph-i-a
Thursday morning is not Thursday morning 'till one of us says
How's your life
How's your life?
Yeah how's your life
How's your life?

Come on to the weekend
'Cause the weekend I'll get by
Hold off 'till the weekend
'Cause there's too much time to think and not much time to cry
Hold off 'till the weekend
'Cause the weekend we'll be high
Hold off 'till the weekend
'Cause we may look tired, but we'll get by

What if there were no more mama's boys
What if no one shared their humble appearance
What there were no consequences
What if there were no more arguments
Well that'd be a shame
And that'd be impossible
And you would be bored
'Cause you wouldn't want it any other way

Hold on 'till the weekend
'Cause the weekend I'll get by
Hold off 'till the weekend
'Cause we may look scared, but we're really nice guys
Hold off 'till the weekend
'Cause the weekend I'll get high
Hold off 'till the weekend
'Cause we may look strange but we surely will get by

What if there were no more mama's boys
What if we all had no thinking together
Would that be a shame...
And that'd be impossible
'Cause you would be bored
'Cause you wouldn't want it any other way

I Remain

( Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time OST )

How crass you stand before me with
No blood to fuel your fame
How dare you wield such flippancy
Without requisite shame

Your very existence
Becomes my sacred mission's bane
You bow to kiss my hand
And I ignore ignited flame

How I’m moved to meet you
Untouched I do remain

To some it seems foreign why I
Would steely forge ahead
This land entrusted to me knows
Not of hallowed secrets

I’ll keep it to myself
While your brave eye swim in my head
Your charm cannot distract me from
The path I’m born to tread

How I’m thrilled to know you
Unaffected I remained
How I’ve learned to like you
Undeterred I do remain

Less daunting as team
And you, unlikely king by my side
And me, so much better for trusting you

My hand over your heart while you
Keep hindrances at bay
Colour me surprised by how our union saves the day

How I’ve grown to need you
As my soldier need fades
How I love to love you
And how loyal I remain

I remain
I remain
I remain…

It's a Bitch to Grow Up

( Flavors Of Entanglement I-Tunes Exclusive )

It's been ten years of investment
It's been one foot in and one out
It's been four days of fodder shed (?)
And I feel snuffed out

It's been thirty three years of restraining
Of trying to control this tumult
How I did invest in such fantasy
But my nervous system has worn out

I feel done, I feel raked over coals
And all that remains is the case
That it's a bitch to grow up

I've repeated this dance at Nauseum
There's still something to learn that I've not
I'm told to see this as divine perfection
But my bones don't feel this perfection

I feel done, I feel raked over coals
And all that remains is the case
That it's a bitch to grow up

I've spent life hovering above bottom
Thinking I can't survive what's below
But I've known through the kicking and screaming
That there was no other direction to go

I feel done, I feel raked over coals
And all that remains is the case
That it's a bitch to grow up

Keep the radio on

Can you relate to what it says 
The lyrics are straight from the heart 
The soul is expressed in the lyrics 
The virtues and vices are released 

Chorus: 
Keep The Radio On, 
This song means so much to me 
Keep the Radio On, 
The words live right through me 
The lyrics are comforting 
Like I expressed them my self 
Keep The Radio on, the song speaks for itself. 

Why Can't You Relate 
To my way of thinking 
Why don't you understand 
All the things I am feeling 
I am not a stranger to opinions 
In fact i have my own 
I am no stranger to delusions
Although you live through mine 

Repeat Chorus 

Keep The Radio On 
Keep The Radio On 
The words have their meaning 
Keep The Radio On 
Can't you feel what they are saying 
Keep The Radio On 

Repeat Chorus 

King of intimidation

( Live )

Spoken : The women of this family seem to feel that they owe it to the men
of the family to look relaxed, rested, and attractive at dinnertime.

For you they live in a quiet monastery
For you they wear whatever you want them to as long as it is short
They count to ten when you tell them how to drive
And when they're afraid they let you speak for them

All hail the king of intimidation
Model of good Christian behavior
For you we wax, nostalgic and our legs
For you we chew our nails if we had any left buy fake ones to do it
We counted to 10 temporarily
And it was somethin' about how you talk down to me

All hail the king of intimidation
Model of good Christian behavior
The room of compromise is full, and apparently you don't want some,
There's only so much we can do to make you rest assured

I am single
I am weary
You're just jealous
You're just confused
You're just hungry
You're in sin now
You're not happy
You are petty

All hail the king of intimidation
Model of good Christian behavior
He knows not of what he has wrongly done
Forgive his ignorant behavior
You are tortured
You are captured
You are busted
We were silent
You were tested
You knew better
You are lonely
Was it worth it?
La,la,la

*** Thanx to Mlp & MatthewJon who corrected some mistakes ***

Let's do it

( The collection LP )

Birds do it, bees do it
Even educated fleas do it
Let's do it, let's fall in love
In spain, the best upper sets do it
Lithuanians and letts do it
Let's do it, let's fall in love

The dutch in old amsterdam do it
Not to mention the finns
Folks in siam do it
Think of siamese twins

Some argentines, without means, do it
People say, in boston even beans do it
Let's do it, let's fall in love

Romantic sponges, they say, do it
Oysters, down in oyster bay, do it
Let's do it, let's fall in love

Cold cape cod clams, against their wish, do it
Even lazy jellyfish do it
Let's do it, let's fall in love

Electric eels, i might add, do it
Though it shocks 'em, i know.
Why ask if shad do it
Waiter, bring me shad roe.

In shallow shoals, english soles do it
Goldfish, in the privacy of bowls, do it
Let's do it, let's fall in love

Limbo no more

( Flavors Of Entanglement Deluxe Edition )

My house, my role
My friends, my man
My devotion to god
All amorphous, indefinite

Nothing's been clear
Nothing's been in
Nothing's felt true
And I’ve never had both feet in
Nothing's been long
Nothing's been yes
Nowhere's been home
And I'm ready to be limbo no more

My taste, my peers
My identity, my affiliation
All amorphous, indefinite

Nothing's been clear
Nothing's been in
Nothing's felt true
And I’ve never had both feet in
Nothing's been long
Nothing's been yes
Nowhere's been home
And I'm ready to be limbo no more

I sit with filled frames
And my books and my dogs at my feet
My friends by my side
My past in a heap
Thrown out most of my things
Only kept what I need to carve
Something consistent and notably me

Tattoo on my skin
My teachers in heart
My house is a home
Something at last I can feel a part of
Sense of myself
My purpose is clear
My roots in the ground
Something at last I can feel a part of
Something aligned
To finally commit
Somewhere I belong
‘Cause I'm ready to be limbo no more
My wisdom applied
A firm foundation
A vow to myself
‘Cause I'm ready to be limbo no more

London

( Live )

Boganvilia fall into the pool
The hard shelled bugs bite my forearm
My right index fingernail chewed to the quick
My cervix is a long scalene
My sprinklers go off at 6pm each day
And sometimes they spray unsuspecting visitors
My pimples are gooses all over my legs
My brow is furrowed and my vision is blurred
And how I do love London
And how I do love London

The birds make guttural sounds and protect me
My friends come to visit and love me a lot
I don't have the energy to fill this
i am lagged from the jet and the 12 hour flight
And how I do love London
And how I do love London

I am intriguied by the boys with the androdonus songs
Sometimes they rhyme sometimes they rhyme not
The steam will smell of eucalyptus in the shower
The hug will feel forced upon you inconsolable thing
And how I do love London
And how I do love London

Deep breaths will not make my brain stand still
To be loved and swallowed are single and depraved
I love speaking french to the taxi drivers
We slept and were cold on the train out of france
And how I do love London
And how I do love London

** Thanx to Moo who corrected some mistakes **

Madness

( Flavors Of Entanglement Deluxe Edition )

I've been most unwilling
To see this turmoil of mine
The thought of sitting with this
Has me paralyzed

With this prolonged exposure
To nearer and averted eyes
I feigned that I've been waiting
Such mileage for empathizing

Now I see the madness in me
Is brought out in the presence of you
Now I know the madness lives on
When you're not in the room (?)

Though I'd love you to blame you for all
I'd miss these moments of opportune
You've simply brought this madness to light
And I should thank you

Oh, thank you
Much thanks for this bird's eye view
Oh, thank you
For your most generous triggers

It's been all too easy
To cross my arms and roll my eyes
The thought of dropping all arms
Leaves me terrified

Now I see the madness in me
Is brought out in the presence of you
Now I know the madness lives on
When you're not in the room (?)

Though I'd love you to blame you for all
I'd miss these moments of opportune
You've simply brought this madness to light
And I should thank you

Oh, thank you
Much thanks for this bird's eye view
Oh, thank you
For your most generous triggers

I'd have to give up knowing
And give up being right
You inadvertent hero
You angel in disguise

Now I see the madness in me
Is brought out in the presence of you
Now I know the madness lives on
When you're not in the room (?)

Though I'd love you to blame you for all
I'd miss these moments of opportune
You've simply brought this madness to light
And I should thank you

Oh, thank you
Much thanks for this bird's eye view
Oh, thank you
For your most generous triggers

Movement I - Mercy

( Jonathan Elias's The Prayer Cycle )

We have slaughtered
In the garden of beauty
Digging graves instead of planting
Mercy for the crucified
A bitter justice
Begging eternity for love

We're nothing
We're everything

I am nothing
Yet I am everybody

We're nothing
And yet we are

Wisdom lights up life's road

I know you

Movement III - Hope

( Jonathan Elias's The Prayer Cycle )

Before my body dies
I pray
That the river I was born to
May again wash over me

By God's touch I pray
That I may move from this consecrated
Earth
Into the next season

A dark season
Beyond the dying religions that
Seduced us

My soul will surrender
And give in to grace

Movement VI - Innocence

( Jonathan Elias's The Prayer Cycle )

By moon we gather
For the ascension
Great sky shelter us
With your endless compassion

Last survivor
It is you who must pass
Into the light of the new world

Under a sky of innocence
We are now all dying
In a slow black rain
Was it a failure
Of man and angels
Was it a failure of love

From this human river
Too cruel for winter
Welcome to the gates
A rehearsal for the silence
Pray we do not enter

Under a sky of innocence
We bathe in the seduction
Beautiful
The light is unravelling now
We open our arms to it

It is close to ground zero

I am no one
Yet I am everyone

We are nothing, but we are all
When I am still, I am inspired

We are not yet born

Half sadness
But half choice

When I am still I can hear
You speak most clearly

Father can you help me
For the ocean is big
And my boat is small

Find the courage

Movement IX - Faith

( Jonathan Elias's The Prayer Cycle )

My unborn forgive me
I only wish I had the strength
To bring you into this world
More faithful

My Humps

( Black Eyes Peas parody )

I drive these scrubber crazy
I do it on the daily
They treat me really nicely
They buy me all these ice-ys

Dolce & Gabbana
Fendi and then Donna
Caring, they be sharin'
All their money got me wearin' fly

My love, my love, my love
You love my lady lumps
My hump, my hump, my hump, my humps
They got you

What you gon' do with all that junk
All that junk inside yo' trunk
I'ma get, get, get, get you drunk
Get you love drunk off my hump

What you gonna do with all that ass
All that ass inside them jeans
I'm gonna make, make, make you scream
Make you scream, make you scream

They say I'm really sexy
The boys they wanna sex me
They always standin' next to me
Always dancing next to me

Tryin' a feel my hump, hump
Lookin' at my lump, lump
You can look but you can't touch it
If you touch it I'ma start some drama

You don't want no drama,
No, no drama, no, no, no drama

My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump
My hump, my hump, my hump
My lovely lady lumps
My lovely lady lumps

She's got me spendin'
Spendin' all your money on me and spending time on me
She's got me spendin'
Spendin' all your money on me, up on me, uh oh me

What you gon' do with all that junk
All that junk inside that trunk
I'ma get, get, get, get you drunk
Get you love drunk off this hump

What you gonna do wit all that breast
All that breast inside that shirt
I'ma make, make, make, make you work
Make you work, work, make you work

*** Thanx a lot to Corqsan for this one ***

No

( Havoc And Bright Lights bonus track )

My mind is invaded
My gates are ignored
My thoughts are negated
And you're on a roll

And I am offended by your acts of shamelessness
Your lack of conscience and your flagrant steamroll

What part of no do you not understand
Do you not understand
What part of no do you not understand
Do you not understand

My sorrow is laughed off
My rage is discounted
My fears are founded (??)
This dam is no more (??)

What part of no do you not understand
Do you not understand
What part of no do you not understand
Do you not understand

Don't touch me
My body is frozen thanks to you
And I’ve sat with these secrets
I'm no longer willing to

What part of no do you not understand
Do you not understand
What part of no do you not understand
Do you not understand

Norwegian Wood

( The Beatles Cover )

I once had a girl, or should i say, she once had me.
She showed me her room, is not it good, norwegian wood?
She asked me to stay and she told me to sit anywhere,
So i looked around and i noticed there wasn't a chair.
I sat on a rug, biding my time, drinking her wine.
We talked until two and then she said, "it's time for bed".
She told me she worked in the morning and started to laugh.
I told her i didn't and crawled off to sleep in the bath.
And when i awoke i was alone, this bird had flown.
So i lit a fire, is not it good, norwegian wood.

On the Tequila

( Flavors Of Entanglement Deluxe Edition )

Bring on the Tequila, oh
On fire on Tequila, oh

My friends and I meet hours before
We make some home made pizza
We do some funny bits back and forth
My knees buckle I laugh so hard

We might end three sheets to wind
And who knows where we'll wind up
All I know is there’s a car waiting
And we’ll figure that out after

I have to keep my eye on my old friend from high school
We’ve known each other for the longest time
She has trouble with her limits, so to speak
She can hoist a really good kick in the butt when she's excited
She doesn’t do it so much anymore
‘Cause we’re all on to her

Bring on the Tequila, oh
On fire on Tequila, oh
Hostess most on Tequila, oh
Bestest friends on Tequila, oh

Then there’s my other pretty friend from high school
The predator in me is put to shame by the predator in her
And now I’ve reeled it in
It’ll be interesting to see how much she’s done as well

Then there’s my friend from Chigago
God do I love all people from Chicago
All ready to light up the barbeque
And be harping on debauchery

Bring on the Tequila, oh
On fire on Tequila, oh
Hostess most on Tequila, oh
Bestest friends on Tequila, oh

Then there’s my Canadian friend
What a fabulous mom she’s become
She’s been tortured in this sense
for the last many of months for obvious reasons

She was like
"Hey where was this part of you when I wasn’t pregnant"
I laughed and did a shot in her honour
As I conversed with her belly

Bring on the Tequila, oh
On fire on Tequila, oh
Hostess most on Tequila, oh
Bestest friends on Tequila, oh

Then there’s my Cupid friend
She sure knows how to dress that one
She’s a wise and worldly girl
But you gotta watch that medication

My favourite beverage is taken to a whole other level on it
I’m not worried about it or I’ll coast around the room
While I trust she’ll temper

My brother came to visit me
And now he’s used to hanging with me and cracking up
But he had no idea about my built up tolerance
No idea about how manipulative I’ve become
I would surreptitiously put it in front of him without him asking
In a pretty little shot glass
His smirk and cackle would only egg me on

Bring on the Tequila, oh
On fire on Tequila, oh
Hostess most on Tequila, oh
Bestest friends on Tequila, oh

Orchid

( Flavors Of Entanglement Deluxe Edition )

Me, and my helmet
Such an unconventional kid
All intense and kinetic
At best tolerated from afar

Not yet arrested
And by that I mean betrothed
Though at start I am duly courted
I've just not been trusted with alters

I'm a sweet piece of work
Well intentioned yet disturbed
Wrongly labeled and underfed
Treated like a rose as an orchid

My friends as they weigh in
Get understandably protective
They have a hard time being objective
So inside we cancel each other out

I'm a sweet piece of work
Well intentioned and unloved
unlabeled and misunderstood
Treated like a rose as an orchid

You've brought water to me
Making sure my bloom rebounds
You know best of what my special care allows

So I've lived in my blind spot
Thought myself usual when I'm not
And your garden is a nice spot
As long as it is brave and where you are

For this sweet piece of work
High maintenance and deserted
I've been different and deserving
Treated like a rose as an orchid

Sweet piece of work
Overwhelmed unobserved
I've been bowed down to but so misread
Treated like a rose as an orchid

Permission

( Havoc and Bright Lights Bonus Track )

I've been a nice girl
Offering much, grumbling low
And I gave all, all that was asked of me
When order was slow and vision was unrelenting

I never stopped long enough
To swim against the tides of old
And I was single-minded too much
To look toward this new true north

So now
Permission to be
Permission to slow
And do the only things that matter to me
The freedom to flow
To where genuine flows
And do the only things that matter to me

And sure, I've had my fun
Played with my roles
With time for a break hard-won
But then after a while
So much done by rote
No longer by inspiration

I never stopped long enough
To see whose was this blind ambition
And I was not sanctioned to stop
And realise whose was this old mission

So now
Permission to be
Permission to slow
And do the only things that matter to me
The freedom to flow
To where genuine flows
And do the only things that matter to me

With this space by the dropping of reins
This license to abate
With this timely leeway

So now
Permission to be
Permission to slow
And do the only things that matter to me
The freedom to flow
To where genuine flows
And do the only things that matter to me

The simple things that matter to me
The simple things that matter to me
Permission to be, permission to slow

Pollyanna flower

(through you I see us)
Between a broken nose and a fake smile
Between piety and gun powder
Between fighting and fleeing the scene
Between the murder and the normalacy
Between aggression and oblivion
Between the brutal and realistically well behaved
Between the screaming and the pulling in the reins
Between tiptoeing and ambling

What am i to do with all this fire?
(I'd like to hate you but I could never hate you)
Why are you still with me in this red space?
(I'd like to slap you but I could never slap you)

Between violence and silently seething
Between my fist and my pollyanna flower
Between forgetting (or fuck you to) your face and it's alright
Between war and denial
(Twice)

Between flying vases and secretly weeping
Between loose cannons and ever down playing
Between the bruises and the nobly differing
Between bursting and boiling
What am I to do with all this burning?
(I'd like to hurt you but I could never hurt you)
Do I overwhelm you in this place?
(I'd like to kill you but I could never kill you)

Between violence and silently seething
Between my fist and my pollyanna flower
Between forgetting (or fuck you to) your face and it's alright
Between war and denial
(Twice)

What am i to do with all this fire?
Can you understand me in this place?

** Thanx a lot to Rafael for this one **

Pray For Peace

I pray for peace.
They require me to kick into high gear.
We may as well have our Ph.D.'s.
Might we compose
Was never taken into account.

I pray they let out or talk it out.
She would give me a wink across the room.
I would've made a really good lawyer.
I had a really good strategy
For putting things back on the wall of the world.

Thank God it was the goddamned wall.
I would have to hide all my valuables.
Who would calm my mother down?
Who would calm me down once I talked her through it?

My mother and I were the official peacemakers.
It was a full-time job.
I would send my mother directly to bed, yeah
Don't collect 200.
We'd talk about it till 5 A.M.
When I'd come visiting her 5 years later.

We would pray for peace.
It was most comfortable and familiar.

Question

( Unreleased tricky collaboration )

Alanis Morissette:

I must be two lips
I must be your sleep
I must be blinded
Keep it a question
Keep it a question
Keep it a question

I must be spoiled
I must be behind
I must be asleep
I must be fearful
Keep it a question
Love ain't a secret
Keep it a question
Keep it a question

I must be two lips
I must be your sleep
I must plan to forget
I must be suffering
Keep it a question
Letting nothing on
Let's keep it a question

Keep it a question
Love ain't a secret
Keep it a question
Let it stop within
Keep it a question

*** Thanx a lot to Elliott for this one ***

Spoon

( from Dave Matthews Band's album:"Before these crowded streets") 

Dave :
Spoon in spoon 
Stirring my coffee 
I thought of you 
And turned to the gate 
And on my way came 
Up with the answers 
I scratched my head 
And the answers were gone 

From hand to hand 
Wrist to the elbow 
Red blood sand 
Could Dad be God 
Crosses cross hung 
Out like a wet rag 
Forgive you why 
You hung me out to dry 

Maybe I'm crazy 
But laughing out loud 
Makes the pain pass by 
And maybe you're a little crazy 
But laughing out loud makes it all subside 
Holding, I'm holding 
I'm still falling 
I'm still falling 

Spoon in spoon 
Stirring my coffee 
I thought of this 
And turned to the gate 
But on my way 
Crack 
Lightning and thunder 
I hid my head 
And the storm slipped away 

Well maybe I'm crazy 
And laughing out loud 
Makes it all pass by 
And maybe you're a little crazy 
And laughing out loud 
Makes it all alright 

Laughing out loud 

Alanis :
From time to time 
Minutes and hours 
Some move ahead while 
Some lag behind 
It's like the balloon that 
Rise and then vanish 
This drop of hope 
That falls from his eyes 

Dave : 
Spoon in spoon 
Stirring my coffee 
I think of this 
And turn to go away 
But as I walk 
There're voices behind me saying 
Sinners sin 
Come now and play 

Laughing out loud 
Come now and play

*** Thanx a lot to Kimsy for this one ***

Still

( Dogma Soundtrack )

I am the harm that you inflict
I am your brilliance and frustration
I'm the nuclear bombs if they're to hit
I am your immaturity and your indignance
I am your misfits and your praises
I am your doubt and your conviction
I am your charity and your rape
I am your grasping and expectation
I see you averting your glances
I see you cheering on the war
I see you ignoring your children

And I love you still
And I love you still

I am your joy and your regret
I am your fury and your elation
I am your yearning and your sweat
I am your faithless and your religion
I see you altering history
I see you abusing the land
I see you and your selective amnesia

And I love you still
And I love you still

Haya...haya...haya...haya...

Background voices :
I see you adverting your glances I see you cheering on war
I see you ignoring your children And I love you still
And I love you still, I see you altering history
I see you abusing the land I see you and your selective amnesia
And I love you still and I love you still

I am your tragedy and your fortune
I am your crisis and delight
I am your profits and your prophets
I am your art I am your bytes
I am your death and your decisions
I am your passion and your plights
I am your sickness and convalescence
I am your weapons and your light
I see you holding your grudges
I see you gunning them down
I see you silencing your sisters

And I love you still
And I love you still

I see you lie to your country
I see you forcing them out
I see you blaming each other

And I love you still
And I love you still

Haya...haya...haya...haya...

Background voices : 
I see you holding your grudges I see you gunning them down
I see you silencing your sisters And I love you still
And I love you still, I see you lie to your country
I see you forcing them out I see you blaming each other
And I love you still, and I love you still

** Thanx a lot to Rafael for this one **

Superstar Wonderful Weirdos

(Demo - Made for Jagged Little Pill but not on the LP)

Sarah's only 10 and she's attracted to older men
And they seem to like her back
'Cause she's intelligent
Billy's a football star
And he drives around in his muscle car
But he really really wants to be a ballerina
And he wonders who am I?
Who am I?
And he wants to be a man
But he doesn't understand
It's alright to be what he wants

I'm calling all Superstar Wonderful Weirdos
Can you hear me call tonight?
I know you're alone in your world
Full of fear though
But the more you run the harder it is to hide

Well, Jonny studies rockets
With his plastic protected pockets so his pens don’t leak out upon the floor
Where Jenny's rolling
And she's scared of growing
'Cause she is 5 feet taller than the girl next door
And she wonders who am I?
What the hell am I?
And she's got a lot to offer
But she doesn’t look like Cindy Crawford
And it makes her cry

I'm calling all Superstar Wonderful Weirdos
Can you hear me call tonight?
I know you're alone in your world
Full of fear though
But the more you run the harder it is to hide

It's a total rejection of the system
It's the honest opinion for the very first time
It's a different position, of living
And its time that you made up your minds

I'm calling all Superstar Wonderful Weirdos
You're not alone tonight
I'm calling all Superstar Wonderful Weirdos
Can you hear me call tonight?
I know you're alone in your world
Full of fear though
But the more you run the harder it is to hide

I'm calling all Superstar Wonderful Weirdos
Can you hear me call

Can you hear me call tonight?
I'm calling all Superstar Wonderful Weirdos

Symptoms

( Hands clean B-side )

A missile sent today
Killed only 3
The rest were saved
They're far enough away to not really feel the direct effect on me

They caught him today
Based ridiculously
On his race
They weren't sure
He even did it
But they needed a random face

All these symptoms symptoms are simpler cuz
I've had moments in my life when I've contributed by believing
We are separate
We are separate
Disconnected in this unity

He won today
Smug self-satisfaction
On his face
He blew the others
Out of the water
He said and was glad
They were disgraced

All these symptoms symptoms are simpler cuz
I've had moments in my life when I've contributed by believing
We are separate
We are separate
Disconnected in this unity

He stole what he could
He only had minutes before he'd be caught
He justified every penny taken by blaming the gap between the rich and rich not

All these symptoms symptoms are simpler cuz
I've had moments in my life when I've contributed by believing
We are separate
We are separate
Disconnected in this unity
Separate we are separate
Disconnected in this unity

Tantra

( Havoc and Bright Lights Bonus Track )

Hand upon the dimmer switch
To rough from delicate
Our one and only sacred itch
We scratch it cuz we can

You make it fast or slow in a way only you can
You drive your car with masterful experience

You're my hot one woman man
Your flame in your control inside your dominion
And here I watch you wield
your passion with command
And channel animal
Into our sacred tantra our tantrika

Arms around our future
With warmth along my back
Safety in this rapture
The most freedom I've had

And you unlock me love, in ways only you can
You keep me moving 'tween power and submission

You're my hot one woman man
Your flame in your control inside your dominion
And here I watch you wield
Your passion with command
And channel animal
Into our sacred tantra our tantrika

Exploring this our enticing portal
Delivering us into new heights
Beyond my fantasies straight into possible
The closest we've come to this unite

We've been on a roll since
Your breath first grazed my skin
This fire unfolds steadily
And it keeps me warm within

We keep progressing as you offer full spectrum
And we'll keep depending until our days are done

You're my hot one woman man
Your flame in your control inside your dominion
And here I watch you wield
Your passion with command
And channel animal
Into our sacred tantra our tantrika

The Guy Who Leaves

( Flavors Of Entanglement Deluxe Edition )

Get up
Don't get up
I beg you to sit tight

Sweet girl
I'll be a ghost girl
Forget it, I am fine

If anything
A witnessing
Is all I needed that night

Until I get what I'm to get
He'll keep being compelled to flee
Until I out his false story
He'll keep playing the guy who leaves

Brother, oh brother
Solo you did bust out
All I knew was
You didn't invite me
So begin seeds of self-doubt

There is nothing
As harrowing
As how I translate facts (?)

Until I get what I'm to get
He'll keep being compelled to flee
Until I out his false story
He'll keep playing the guy who leaves

Baby, oh partner
How well you've played this part
Similar, oh, how familiar
Reluctant truth you impart

And how you served necessity
Repeat until she sees light

Until I get what I'm to get
He'll keep being compelled to flee
Until I out his false story
He'll keep playing the guy who leaves

There are worse things I could do

( Grease / Live at Tinley Park) 

There are worse things I could do, than go with a boy or two 
Even though the neighborhood thinks I'm trashy and no good 
I suppose it could be true, but there are worse things I could do 
I could flirt with all the guys, smile at them and bat my eyes 
Press against them when we dance, make them think they stand a chance 

Then refuse to see it through, that's a thing I'd never do 

I could stay home every night, wait around for Mr. Right 
Take cold showers every day, and throw my life away 
On a dream that won't come true 
I could hurt someone like me, out of spite and jealously 
I don't steal and I don't lie, but I can feel and I can cry 
A fact I'll bet you never knew 
But to cry in front of you, that's the worst thing I could do 

Unsent ( Demo )

Dear matthew I like you a lot I realize you're in a relationship with someone right now and
I respect that I would like you to know that if you're ever single in the future
And you want to come visit me in california I would be open to spending time with you
And finding out how old you were when you wrote your first song

Dear eric I liked you too much I used to be attracted to boys who would lie to me
And think solely about themselves and you were plenty self-destructive for my taste at the time
I used to say the more tragic the better the truth is whenever I think of the early 90's your face
Comes up with a vengeance like it was yesterday

Dear terry I love you muchly you've been nothing but open hearted and emotionally available
And supportive and nurturing and consummately there for me I kept drawing you in
And pushing you away I remember how beautiful it was to fall asleep on your couch
And cry in front of you for the first time you were the best platform from which to jump
Beyond myself what was wrong with me

Dear marc you rocked my world you had a charismatic way about you with the women
And you got me seriously thinking about spirituality and you wouldn't let me get away
With kicking my own ass but I could never really feel relaxed and looked out for around
You though and that stopped us from going any further than we did and it's kinda too bad
Because we could've had much more fun

Dear terrance you were an adventure besides being a few decades older than I was
You used to write the most poetic loveletters and I still have them you were in
And out of several marriages and you liked them young and naive so you could have
The power and the dramas to feel fear I wonder what your wife thought of all of this

Dear christian we learned so much I realize we won't be able to talk for some time
And I understand that as I do you the long distance thing was the hardest and we did
As well as we could we were together during a very tumultuous time in our lives I will always
Have your back and be curious about you about your career about your whereabouts

Dear taylor I missed you a lot there was a period of time when I was too mad to even bring up
Your name and it killed me to hear you discount the time we spent together I knew all along
That we had different tastes in moderations and we couldn't hang out forever and while it lasted
It was hilarious

Purgatorying

( There are different versions of this song.
The words in brackets [ ] are the words as she sings them in the other version )

Intensate [entertain] me for the tenth hour in the row again
Anesthetize me with your gossip and many random anecdotes
Fill every hour with act timid to your ear candy
Drop me off at intersections in any city metropolitan

And keep me in this state
And keep me purgatorying
And sing [rock] me back to sleep
This is far more than I have bargained for

Start every week with a break-neck urgent design
And end every speedday with my briefcase representing free time
Spending my fruits, my purchases become my lifeline
Please give my love to my family i'll doubtfully be home at christmas time

Please leave me in this state
Please keep me purgatorying
I'll be damned if I'm to wake
This is far more than I'm equipped for

I've held you up like a dear
As if [like] you're the sole owner of wings
This unrequited tunnel of vision
And I wonder why i've not been writing

Please keep me in this state
Please keep me purgatorying
I'll be damned if I'm to wake
This love is far more than I have bargained for
I'll be damned if I'm to wake
This is far more than I'm equipped for

*** Thanx a lot to Sylvy for this one ***

Wunderkind

( From The film The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe )

Oh perilous place
Walk backwards toward you
Blink disbelieving eyes chilled to the bone
Most visibly brave
No apprehended bloom
First to take this foot to virgin snow

I am a magnet for all kinds of deeper wonderment
I am a wunderkind oh
I live the envelope pushed far enough to believe this
I am a princess on the way to my throne
Destined to serve
Destined to roam

Oh ominous place
Spellbound and un-childproofed
My least favorite chill to bear alone

Compatriots in place
They’d cringe if I told you
Our best back pocket secret: our bond full blown

I am a magnet for all kinds of deeper wonderment
I am a wunderkind oh
I am a pioneer naïve enough to believe this
I am a princess on the way to my throne
Destined to seek
Destined to know

Most beautiful place
Reborn and blown off roof
My view: about face weather, great will be done

I am a magnet for all kinds of deeper wonderment
I am a wunderkind oh
I am a groundbreaker naïve enough to believe this
I am a princess on the way to my throne

I am a magnet for all kinds of deeper wonderment
I am a wunderkind oh
I am a joan of arc and smart enough to believe this
I am a princess on the way to my throne
Destined to reign, destined to roam
Destined to reign….destined to roam…

*** Thanx a lot to Corqsan for this one ***

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