Buxom

That eye's half open

Please another for me
Cold veins are thirsty
I’m caught in between
Death break doorway out
How he’s in the known
Like color in the eye
Time caught in between
Dad please help me out
This could be the end of me
Such color in a knife
Please another
For me I’m thirsty
Time caught in a decision
And to think that
That if I listen it would be the end of me
Dad please help us out
Or I’m gonna go like you did
Such color when I think of you
I’m thirsty
And their feasting
I’m spinning
I’m raised

The way you sleep

Close all the doors
Lock me in
I’m yours
It’s been so hard to sleep lately
With you I’m not what I should be
But you’re liking me
It’s been so hard to sleep lately
I have already lost it all
Your such a game and I’m about to fall for it
I’ve been watching you sleep
And it’s amusing
It’s so hard to sleep lately
I have already lost it all
Your such a game and I’m about to fall for it
I’ve been watching you sleep

Leave Undone

Say goodbye (say goodbye) to an old friend
Take a ride (take a ride) with a new one
Where all your troubles stay locked up so deep in your soul
And all the people that you call your friends, do they know

Say hello (say hello) to something that wasn't there before
Something that makes me wish I'd never been there before
You said, you said
Nothing would change, nothing would change

Say goodbye (say goodbye), there's nothing more to say
I've been down this road before and I'll crawl again this way
You said, you said
Nothing would change, nothing would change

(don’t leave me behind with nothing alone)
It lies with me
It lies with me
It lies with me
And it's all I see
It lies with me
It lies with me
It lies with me
And it's all I see

Powerless

Hey, we could do you feel this night
You should give something too
Believe
I just might go walking outwards
Please take my legs
My leap is useless without him
See he holds me like no one does
Powerless
I wish you weren’t gone
My love has gone and left me alone
Or have I left
Hey, in the dream garden I’ll wait
Wait for you
Show yourself, I do, to show you
That I’m old, I’ve failed, I’m scared
I have no wind, I have no will, I am alone
But you know that I always try
Powerless
I wish you weren’t gone
My love is gone and left me alone, I’m alone
Or have I left
Show the side that you show no one
Overpower me
Show your love and give her something
That she won’t forget
You start I’ll follow
You love her you leave

Nothing hurts

You haven’t changed
And neither have i
What you gave to me
Is nothing you hide
It doesn’t work
And nothing hurts
More than this hurts
I was hoping you’d show me something
The night of your show
I was floating around
I was a door for you
Now see it and go through
It doesn’t work and nothing hurts
More than this hurts
I was hoping you’d show me something
What you gave me was black
And I’m giving it back
And you haven’t changed
And I wasn’t lying
I wasn’t lying

The bed

Second best at best
You’ve been careless with me
What do you see that you like
In that black bearded bitch
My rusty frame
Shall I fall
To an aching body
Always alone
I have to leave now
To get through to you
The lows of love, the lows of life
The lows of seeing a man die
I’ve been waiting for this
Getting you in it-the bed
What do you need
What do you like and what do you get from this
My thick shame, shall I fold to my empty body
Now I have to leave this
To stick through to you
The loads of pain, the loads of lies
The loads of seeing men die
And I’ve been learning how to fall
I’ve been stopped, trapped, bought
It’s been seeping through my dreams, dreams
And it’s coming out in screams
Heavy hate like a bow shooting slow
Well I’ve been there and I’m not scared to go back

Frail

Still beating with your pulse
And now where are you
I’ve been waiting, waiting, waiting
Awake and bruised
And I’m not doing too well
I’m not doing too well
No, no, no I won’t settle, no
I want you, where are you
Cause I’m not doing too well
I’m not doing too well
Still beating with your pulse
And now where are you

Living behind the sun

I can't wake up from the dream of a girl
Who stopped loving me
Carelessly she took to the sky
And left me behind
Into the night
She flew from my side
Her voice faded from my head
I can't believe what's happening to me
My body lives on but my soul is dead

Somewhere between the sun and the night
You changed your mind
Nothings the same and nothing has changed
I still wait like a fool

Steady she goes full speed ahead
A cloud of black smoke chokes me in my bed
Too weak to let go
Too strong to give in
All that I’ve wanted is lost once again
I torture myself every minute that goes by
Your throwing the bate and my heart slowly dies
Boiling and red you finish me off
You lie through your mouth and I can see it in your eyes

Somewhere between the sun and the night
You changed your mind
Nothings the same and nothing has changed
I still wait like a fool

Peresoso

Morgan, how is my friend
Would you tell him, I don’t miss him
Does he know how many times
I was alone while I was with him
Next to her I’m dark blue in black
And you see through me and I’m not proud
I’m shaking and it’s getting light out
And I’m still pouring my eyes out
What he gave, I never got
What he wants, is something I’m not
Next to her I’m dark blue in black
And you see through me and I’m not proud
At least just let me know, don’t go, alone
At least just let me know, don’t go, alone

This face has worked against me

Blue eyes don’t help losing skies
Even I know it’s better to be alone
Blue eye’s don’t help
When no one looks at them
I know that I shouldn’t go but it’s better for me to be alone
Blue eye’s don’t help
When the face works against them
So stay alone and don’t let anyone in
Cause that’s the best way not to hurt
I’m not here to get to know you
I know well we’ll go our own way
Blue eyes don’t help when no one looks at them
I know that I shouldn’t go but it’s better for me to be alone
Make me leave
Before we start to like feeling this way

If You Forget Me

Blue miss sunday

They say I seem lonely
They try and console me
They’ve even told me to get on some pills
But I am too proud to take a sick curse
I wish they could see me
I am not like them
I’m just a sad girl
Some say a blue girl
I wanna be a new girl
Is that so bad
Some days are too bright and they just go on
But in the moonlight I see everything
I wish I could keep this beautiful mood lost
I really see now sadness is happy
Cause I’m a sad girl
Some say a blue girl
I wanna be a new girl
Is that so bad
Can’t find a man in my sad condition
I wanna be a new girl
I wanna be all new

Three

Hey doll
Now you found a place
To crawl into
You hide so well
So sad when no one finds you
Lone, lonely girl

Hey doll
You got what you’ve always wanted
You stand so tall
But still you’re feeling nothing
Lonely girl

Birdback

I chose the road of a bird
But I always miss the turn
And the early breezes
I missed those too
Now I’m barley here
And I’m missing all my boats
And I’m all unfigured out
And the sun won’t smile on me
I’ve been adoring your sweet smelling skin
You have almost enough to make me forget
Is heaven still now
I can’t wait
And in the confusion I’m locked and lost
Please stay
The music lifts me high and for a second I’m in heaven
But not a birdback, I’m always pulled back
When the dirt in the air and the wrong keeps coming up clean
Even a bird can…can never leave here
I’ve been adoring your sweet smelling skin
You have almost enough to make me forget

Form

Form and you like what you are
But they don’t so you form
With the hope to be the best you can be
In a world with nothing
It’s all lies and so am I and no one listens
Form now your awake and the nightmare goes on
Time it’s the gun that stops for no one
For life is a gift they say
It’s all lies and so am I and no one listens
For life is a gift they say and I just wanna give it away
And the love that I want they insist doesn’t exist
It’s all lies and so am I and no one listens

Afraid of loving you

Don’t say I’m afraid of loving you
You’re everything I’ve wanted to
Don’t say m heart was never true
Everything I do, I do for you
You can have me I’m yours ‘til the end of the night
You can take me I swear I won’t put up a fight
Lay next to me and sleep a while
We’ll let the hours slowly pass us by
Whisper soft into my ear and promise me we’ll lie forever here
You can have me I’m yours ‘til the end of the night
You can take me I swear I won’t put up a fight

Firehead

He started out with cold hands that stared me down
And this heat reminds me of his warm heart
But he wouldn’t have me and me I’m so sad
They come and go, at least they come, they come and go
He used to have me over in nights so dark
Howling in the speaker sounds of who we are
He drinks so he can be the man he’s not
And is he still diseased, very handsome man
Maybe where your going you won’t need those needles
He wasn’t happy
They come and go, at least they come, they come and go

Key

You think you can have both of them and I want you to know
That I’m in, I’m in
And this time I’m staying to bur the trail that you left, you left
And if I was cold, well then you would stay inside me, warm me
Here I’m safe so here I stay
Lift me out, lift the doubt
You asked me to say what I had done
I told you just like I told everyone
I still have some doubts that you are the reason
Still this is just so hard cause I know that I’ll be left like always
Here I’m safe so here I stay
Lift me out, lift the doubt

Spooky

He waits for no one and I’m all by myself
He keeps me down where I belong
Well I’m not waiting anymore
I’m in your room and you’re ignoring me again
I know that now we’re alone and I should probably
Do something about it
And I know anger makes you grow but I
Sadness is mine
I’m not waiting anymore
And I know anger makes you grow but I
Sadness is mine

Heaven please

Heaven please I have fallen
On my knees and out of your arms
Take me back I am good now
Heaven please I have given
Everything to sing for you
Give some back
Love now

What's the game please stop pretending
That you don't hear me
Heaven please come down and save me
And bring that man to me

Heaven please I’ve been walking
Gates whose entrance I am denied
Let me in let me in now
Heaven sweet I am calling
At your feet I been true to you
Paid my due's say I’m through now
La la la la la...

Siren song

On a hot summer wind
That the night had blown in
A vision a siren in black
With green velvet eyes
And a porcelain smile
The fireflies danced in her hair
She said
Please can you help me,
“I’m lost and I’ve nowhere to go
Please can you be the kindest soul?”

Well I couldn’t resist
Her undauntable charm
As she brushed passed me through the door
There was something inside burned I just couldn’t hide
I’d never seen beauty before
“please can I stay
For my body is weak to the bone
And can you tell me are we alone?”

Heaven is only
One kiss away
And I can take you
As long as we stay

Well, the first lie I told
Was my wife had been gone
One year ago to this day
And I still hear her cries
In the trembling night
And the nightmares just won’t go away
“Please come close
And look deep in my eyes”
And I watched them turn black as night

Heaven is only
One kiss away
And I can take you
As long as we stay

Heaven is only
One kiss away
Hells here on earth boy
So drink for today

Well I watched her lay sprawling
Beckoning and calling
Burning holes right through the floor
And the wind started howling
And my hands started shaking
And the smell of death rose through the air
“This is the last thing
That I’ll ask of you
Embrace me tonight
And let us take flight”

Her siren song seeped slowly into my head
As I drew her close to my lips
And as they gently touched I felt a terrible rush
As the life was crushed right from my heart
With my last breath I watched
The black angel of death spread her wings in bliss
For she had stolen my soul through a kiss

Heaven is only
One kiss away
And I can take you as long
As we stay

Heaven is only
One kiss away
Hell’s here on earth boy
So drink for today

With the voice of a girl who still hasn't learned

Hate never wins
But hate can be so charming
And I’m behaving but it’s as if I’m losing
I sit with time but hope never wins
So it gets right down back to my bones
I let it in I let it go
You should see them
If you’d really get a look
Those shallow eyes like a long blank book
I miss the heart I thought would be there when I grew up
Before you have a lot even the row
Still they lack one thing I have…pride
So it gets right down back to my bones
I let it in I let it go

If you forget me

If you, if you forget me my darling
You’ll find me by the wayside where you left me
So toast to all my miserable failures,
I’ll never see your beautiful face again
If you, if you forget me my sweet
And tear all of the pictures and the letters too
And let them fall in the streets and the doorways
On this wind blows my love to you
On this wind blows my love to you

My Beautiful Sinking Ship

Hearts and hands

Keep close
Darling got me he moves slowly from me
He's cold your eyes on me
He won't know that you got me

Sound asleep it's everything I want it to
In the light it fades away
Hold a dream and turn it into grey

Last night I slept blowing rooftop
Fell over edge falling woke up

Sound asleep he's everything I want him to
In the light he is what he is
Hold him tight and watch him fade away

Love is this running
Am I stopping
Will you hold
Love am I running
I'm not stopping
Not for nothing
Love I’m just running
I'm not stopping
Not for no one

Keep close your eyes on me
As I go darling lost me

My beautiful sinking ship

This is it tow the line
We barely made it back this time
On the deck half open eyes
Looking up to see the sunlight
Swing and sway
And we sail away
Oh my ship is a big black stain
In this sea of fish and fame

Tears and holes in the sails
She's gold but getting frail
We'll just keep taping up the floor
Ignore the water and hope for the shore
Water's a seeping in and the ship is filling
All the ores have gone off course
But loyally we stay aboard

Is this the end the top for me no
Chin up stiff lip just wait and they'll give
Oh my my my I’m a stone
I can't unleash my bells
Can't unleash my bells
My ship can't find it's way home...

You in the glass

Deep in the woods
It was grey all around
Only one rose
That never was meant to be found
"This is for my love who is no longer here"
Inside these words were written in ink and tears
First story from you
Now you awake when I begin to dream
I open my eyes and you turn off machines

You should be here with me
I know you are near

In through my hearts twisting and winding chords
There is a place where love soaks in all its pores
Under the sea deep in it's water core
You will find me weightless and waiting

In a car at night for a long way home
The saddest song on the radio
Her in your arms on the seat next to me
Reflection in glass wishing she was me
All happy with you

Cause you should be here with me
I know you are near
You should be here I know you are near

The man I love

( George Gershwin )

Someday he'll come along
The man I love
And he'll be big and strong
The man I love
And when he comes my way
I'll do my best to make him stay

He'll look at me and smile
I'll understand
And in a little while
He'll take my hand
And though it seems absurd
I know we both won't say a word

Maybe I will meet him Sunday
Maybe Monday, maybe not
Still, I’m sure to meet him one day
Maybe Tuesday will be my good news day

We'll build a little home
Just meant for two
From which I’ll never roam
Who would, would you
And so all else above
I'm dreaming of
The man I love

Maybe I shall meet him on Sunday
Maybe Monday maybe not
Still I’m sure to meet him one day
Maybe Tuesday will be my good news day

We'll build a little home
Just meant for two
From which I’ll never roam
Who would, would you
And so all else above
I'm dreaming of
The man I love

You could walk forever

The walk that walks
And takes me forever
Leads me down the road to never
The shoes that take me don't matter
And I’ve been walking forever

You could wear fancy clothes
You could hope that I wear your rose
But inside you know what's true
And baby it's not you
The walk that I’ve been walking forever
To make sure no one finds me ever
I could wear pretty clothes
And I could wear your rose
But inside you know the truth
You know
I'm not like you

Alone with you

Something has to change
Something has to give
I could re-arrange my mind
And what I did
If I were to choose
Either way I loose
I could be alone
Or be alone with you

Empty space
To fill an empty place
Everything I see
Is meaningless to me
If it's how you feel than it's real

Was I wrong to just go on and on
You never knew that I was gone
What does that say of me
You never thought that I
Only needed you
Just for a little while

Empty space
To fill an empty place
Everything I see
Is meaningless to me
You make me tired
Life wants to live
You just want to watch it

Why I choose to never grow

Does he know all my woe's
He watches from above
In his time a sickly mind
And sick I understand
Took the car and closed the door
Turned on the heat
And with a bullet in his hand
Good bye baby
All his doubts fears and clouds
Infect me more with time
And why I chose to never grow
Is mine
Now you know what you could do
Make the angels watch with you
When my time comes take the road to you
Just he knows
Strange things grow
To please my tired mind
Now his eyes become my eyes

Living behind the sun

I can't wake up from the dream of a girl
Who stopped loving me
Carelessly she took to the sky
And left me behind
Into the night
She flew from my side
Her voice faded from my head
I can't believe what's happening to me
My body lives on but my soul is dead

Somewhere between the sun and the night
You changed your mind
Nothings the same and nothing has changed
I still wait like a fool

Steady she goes full speed ahead
A cloud of black smoke chokes me in my bed
Too weak to let go
Too strong to give in
All that I’ve wanted is lost once again
I torture myself every minute that goes by
Your throwing the bate and my heart slowly dies
Boiling and red you finish me off
You lie through your mouth and I can see it in your eyes

Somewhere between the sun and the night
You changed your mind
Nothings the same and nothing has changed
I still wait like a fool

Forget tomorrow

Lonely nights like an endless spire
They don't take me higher
They just bring me down
Frozen heart maybe I could love you
If you feel the coldness
You could sit by me

Please don't go stay and close the door
Stretch the night out forget tomorrow

It was bright till he brought the darkness
When I saw him pass without a single word
Fragile heart and I tried to love him
But I couldn't love him
Maybe I can't love

So my friend can't we just pretend
Live the moment forget our sorrows

It's the sound and the words your mouth make
All the stories you fake and they're just for me
It's your heart and the way I see you
And the way you see me
Maybe we could love

Please don't go stay and close the door
Live the moment forget tomorrow

Lost at sea

We sailed for so long
I had forgotten the way home
Sometimes when I look at the sea
My thoughts turn to you
I guess this will have to do
While I sail alone
Beneath a sky of blue
No land in sight not a bird above
Only this tiny vessel I have
Please don't wait for me

Gold in the girl

You know me so well now
There's nothing more to tell now
So you know all about my dad
And the fucked up life we had
If I cry you're scared that i
Might never lift my eyes

But when I’m hard
You say I’m cold
The walls are up the gates are shut
Well guess what
You're right
You're right
You're right
So just leave me alone

Now I’m five
And I know I’m alive
Cause I’ve been beaten and shown
And this is my home
I'll just go deep in my room
Far from all of you
All the tears I’ve saved for years
In wells of gold I drown

So now you see it's hard for me
To let them go so easily
You're right
I'm cold the doors are closed
So just leave...
You're right I’m cold
The doors are closed
I've made my bed and you'll lie in it
And if I go down down down
I'll take you all with me

I broke up

When I was young I dreamt of days
When I’d be old and far away
I never knew those family fights
Would be replaced by lonely nights

Lonely nights my lonely nights
I live in them in my blue light
I dream of days when I’ll have you
I wonder if you’re lonely too

Out of bed she paints for hours
This girl has had to see the bad
She knows the value of a heart
Still she breaks fall apart

Fall apart I fall apart
Right out of sleep and into dark
And in the dark a dim lit star
That shines right over where you are

Lonely nights my lonely nights
I live in them in my blue lights
I dream of days when I’ll have you
I wonder if you’re lonely too

When you walk these lonely streets
If I’m not there think of me

Heaven please

Heaven please I have fallen
On my knees and out of your arms
Take me back I am good now
Heaven please I have given
Everything to sing for you
Give some back
Love now

What's the game please stop pretending
That you don't hear me
Heaven please come down and save me
And bring that man to me

Heaven please I’ve been walking
Gates whose entrance I am denied
Let me in let me in now
Heaven sweet I am calling
At your feet I been true to you
Paid my due's say I’m through now

Five seconds to hold you

Five seconds to hold you
Then you'll slowly vanish from my arms
Please don't speak or break this spell
You know it doesn't matter

Five fathoms below you
I've waited a lifetime
But as you drift by over me
You know it doesn't matter

Five years without you
They couldn't tear a moment from my mind
But memories fade and so did yours
You know it doesn't matter anymore

Blood red orange

Blood red orange sun the world runs
Slowly around me slowly around me

Stars in my eyes oceans in yours

I'll do it my way I’ll do it my way
Is that what you do
Is that what you do

The Stars at Saint Andrea

Red Morning

Streams of streets that seem to change you
But you know they'll always find you
Know one ever really knows you in light of the heart that beats over your head
Until you listen to it
Until you run right to it
There's no right way to do it
It's the light of the heart that beats over your head
Turn up the stereo I can't hear when you talk so loud
I want to go wherever it goes I want to be there in the red red red red morning
You found places to stimulate you but you know they'll never change you
You could run forever and find that the heart still beats over your head
Turn up the stereo I can't hear when you talk so loud
I want to go wherever it goes I want to be there in the red red morning

Don't Take It Away

Now don't take this away
I could do that too
Don't take this away
I could finish you
We had one eye closed
All that time

Follow me to nowhere
If you want to go there
Follow me to nowhere

You could arrange my trial
My head was heavier than light
And I got really good at telling lies
And making up a story every night

Follow me to nowhere
If you want to go there
Follow me to nowhere

Don't take this away
You know I couldn't end it anyway
Your holiness is blinking in my face
And you could really put me in my place

Follow me to nowhere
If you want to go there
Follow me to nowhere

In Your Room

In that room did you care
I never knew anyone who stared at me
Quite like the way your staring at me now
And if all these empty words you speak
Could change the boy who's at your feet
I think you need not look farther than your arms

Cause I’ll never change
And you'll stay the same
And I’ll never change

If I could change the boy at my feet
To a man who didn't have to speak
I wouldn't have to use my arms to measure
Something about the room that day
And how I knew I'd go away
Now all I can do is stare at you
And think what I'm about to do

Cause I’ll never change
And you'll stay the same
And I’ll never change

I stared at the light too long
And I did everything to keep from falling
When all is said and done
Do you think it was worth it
Patterns move across the floor
And it just doesn't feel the same I'm sorry
When all is said and done
I think it was worth it

Cause I’ll never change
And you'll stay the same
And I’ll never change

My True Love

She'll never know
How she stole my true love
For my love
Never told oh my love
Locked all the proof
Oh my love in his heart
Girl check the holes
You never know you never know

He keeps the rock I gave him
In his pocket still today
Keeps my picture in
A locket by his bed
All the promises he made to me
He gave to her instead

As the garden grows
Rain and leaves cover me
Girl keep the knife by your side
If you need to cut

How could I let it by
This time

Closed my eyes and watched you
Open up three doors
Love is blind love is blind
Now that I see you
And I know what you are
If I could die I would

One day you will know
As the wind begins to blow
Think about the stories
That he brings from where he goes

All Your Beautiful Trees

How many times will you keep
Hitting your head against the wall
Till you realize
It just makes you fall

All your beautiful trees
Bring me to my knees
I wish I could stay here
And make a little heaven with you here

How many times will you go back with her
Till you realize it will never work
Now look what you've gone and done
Can't you see she's not the one

All your beautiful trees
Bring me to my knees

Now look what you've gone and done
Can't you see she's not the one

I wish I could stay here
Make a little heaven with you here

Baby I'm so good for you
And you know it's true

The End And The Beginning

This delay is what you gave me
But that was fine
Cause I would rather wait
Than go down that road
The road I know so well
Like mud or quicksand
I was stuck but now I'm in your hand

Is it getting cold
I could try to move it more
Are we getting old
I don't notice anymore

And what about the bones
Hidden in a box
If everything I owned
Turned this into rocks

Is this getting close
I could try to move it more
Are we going home
I can't stay here anymore

And how long will this go
Until it changes
How long before you know
That I love you
And how long till it goes
And turns to nothing

Safer Shores

This is not the time
This is not the place
We could never leave here
If we wanted to
Hold your tongue
Until we reach safer shores that's for sure
"You’re a liar" she said to him
And he stood there blankly
Saying nothing
How we came this far
I'll never know
I'll never know

Well what did you expect
Things don't turn the way
We want them to
So here it is
One last look
Now say good bye to all those dreams you had
"Liar" she said to him
And he stood there blankly
Saying nothing
How we came this far
I'll never know
I'll never know

Connected By A String

Two sisters apart
Connected by a string
Never mind the bombs in Tel Aviv
Never mind me chasing empty dreams
I will not go back there
And she will never leave
And so the only thing is our little string

The same stars above us
But miles in between
And so the only thing
Is our little string

Two sisters apart
Connected by a dream
I see her in my dreams
She's always in my dreams
She was once a tiny thing
Always running right to me
And I would run to her
Connected by a string

The same stars above us
But miles in between
And so the only thing
Is our little string

Stretch Our Your Arms

Lay down and stretch up your arms
There will be no one to harm us now
I am radiating in your hand
We're in the glass

Oh Lord tell me where to go
Show me and I will follow

And I’ll be good....

Lay down and stretch out your arms
So I can fit right on your chest
Wrap tight around me my love
It's gonna hurt when you see what you've done

And I’ll be there...

Oh Lord tell me where to go
Show me and I will follow
You could deepen my wounds
Or you could tell me that I am good

Lay down and stretch out your arms
Now I know that you meant me no harm
Here in the safety of my bed
How many times must I break...

Push The Heart

Lie To Me

You’re wasting all your time here
Riding around in the sun
Alone and idling
Come wander back to me
You know I’ll always be there
Lie to me
Lie to me
Make like you love me
Lie to me
Lie to me
Oh
With this one you never go
And this one you never show yourself
With this one you tell it all
And turn your world into a ghost town
Lie to me
Lie to me
Make like you love me
Lie to me
Come on it’s easy
Oh
Don’t think of what we can’t be lie to me
Lie to me
Make like you love me
Lie to me
Lie to me
Oh
Don’t think of what we can’t be
I know what you need and you know that you like it
The name you were born with
Your soul on your sleeve
Let me believe in something

A Secret Message To You

This is what I made
Made it just for you
It’s better than a letter
I’m sending it to you
It is made of wood
Mud and salt and glue
I wanted to build it big
And sail away with you
This is where the wood
Started to get loose
And this is where I painted little deer
A secret message to you
It’s tiny sail that I cut from a magazine
With the letters of your name
I want to see it go
It wishes it was in the sea tonight
And I weighed it with an anchor
Just an eraser
It is really much too small to use
I ran out glue
You could put it in the water
And pretend that I am there with you
Sailing in the sea together
Me and you…

Salty Seas

I'm not saying that
I felt like you cared
I'm not saying that
I want to go back
The salty sea behind the eyes
And it's the tears
That come and make me cry
The falling leaf that never tries
To hold on to what
Keeps it alive
I was so green
Nothing could touch me
I'm not saying that
This is good or bad
I'm not saying that
I wanna go
The salty sea behind the eyes
And it's the tears
That come and make me cry
The falling leaf that never tries
To hold on to what
Keeps it alive
The summer dream behind the eye
And it's the sleep that makes me alive
The sudden ease when you arrive
And it's you
That makes me try

Song For A Sleeping Girl

I had to taste
To see it close
But you’re already there
Right next to me
How could you ever find
A better place to be
You’re breathing slowly
I let you hold me
I left you so many times
While you were next to me
Your brown hair on the bed
I wanted you to see
This is a song
For a silent sleeping girl
She wants nothing
But to wake and find you there
The words you whisper
They fade in morning
And when I look at her
And her sleeping face
Her foot resting in mine
And then I know my place
This is a song
For a silent sleeping girl
She wants nothing
But to wake and find you there, you there

Distant Radio

They say you walk closely to the ground
To the ground
They say you hear voices
Singing wires ease your pain
Balancing on poles and chains
Distant waves on the radio
It’s the sound of the weeping
Distant waves on the radio
And their calling out your name
They say you walk close to the ground
To the ground
So that you can always hear
Distant whispers in your ear
Distant waves on the radio
It’s the sound of the weeping
Distant waves on the radio
And their calling out your name
And I’m leaving tonight
Gonna get what is mine
Voices lead to no good
Voices want to have you
Distant waves on the radio
It’s the sound of the weeping
Distant waves on the radio
And their calling out to you

Just One Breath

He’s all I know
And I know he needs me
Lips are a shore
Through a mouth into sea
Cause it makes no sense
To walk in the dark
Again and again
So I push the heart
It’s alright though
I could let go
With just one breath
I could wait there under water
Until the moment I release into air
He’s all I have
All I have in my mind
Wings are a path
On a back into sky
Then you circle above
Just to frame the view
And it makes no sense
But it’s clear to you
It’s alright though
I could let go
With just one breath
I could wait there under water
Until the moment I release into air

Moments

Moments and moments
That come
And take all the other moments
With them
Days, days
To the light, to the light
We dance, dance
Don’t know why
And wait, wait
For the moments
Never come
Meanwhile
Wanting to drop
All the moments of defeat
Just forget all the scenes
When you gave up control
Eyes and tears and aches and bones and gold and fire
And on the other side are all the things you want to have here
And all the mysteries that you keep to yourself
Are all the miseries that you hide from the world for
And you’d die just to get what you want
But what for
Moments and moments
That come
And take all the other moments with them
Color bars that follow
Waves of endless chords
All your tears tomorrow
Just to get what you want
Eyes and tears and aches and bones and gold and fire
And on the other side are all the things you want to have here
And all the mysteries that you keep to yourself
Are all the miseries that you hide from the world for
And you’d die just to get what you want…

If We Cannot See

You were born with a heart that can never be filled
And a head like snow that can never be still
There are streets paved with gold that shine so bright
But you force yourself to look away
If we can’t see now we might never see
We only kill ourselves more slowly
If you can’t find love than you will finally see
How we kill ourselves slowly
The words that fall from your mouth
They crystallize and break on the ground
And everything you want you don’t have
But you force yourself to look away
If we can’t see now we might never see
We only kill ourselves more slowly
If you can’t find love than you will finally see
How we kill ourselves….slowly
If you can’t find love
Than you can’t find me
If you close your eyes
Than you will finally see
That you’re already here with me

City Lights

Here, here
Let’s just stay here
You should love me here
Here, here
Let’s just stay here
I should love you dear
When the wind comes
And the sun again my love
I’ll be here
I found a way true
In silence with you
What do you hear
And what do you want to hear
Here, here
Get me out of here
Wake me under city lights
An apple and a kiss on my ear
Fly like days
Let time erase
All our mistakes
I found a way true
In silence with you
What do you hear
And what do you want to hear

Come Up

What did you mean
'There's too many angels here'
Is it the sweet ones that keep you here
Or did you mean that everyone you love
Is already gone, too early
Whatever you mean
I came to mine and realized
That it's all fake
But I love to dream
And to feel everything
Come up, come up
It's so hard to love when you know how it goes
Come up, come up
Waves of pleasure waves of control
And the waves run their course
Turn into foam
They start with a roar and then it's back home
Come up
It's at the shows
I feel so alive
And otherwise
There's a craving so bright
Well my friend with not many words
But it's just as well cause what are they for
You see through me you make me quiet
You know all the words so why should I hide it
When love starts up
You can't escape
You run and you hide
Duck under the waves
Come up, come up
And when you do it's there to greet you
Come up, come up
Water and sand and fish all around you
Come up

Non Albums Tracks

Ghost

( The Ghost In The Girl EP )

Even though I’m a ghost
I can see you I’m a ghost
Even though you’re in a different world
I'm a ghost
And a different kind of girl

I see the lovers
Is that what you want
If it is I’m gone

I love to float above you
Don't try to get too close cause

I see no reason
Is this what you want
If it is I’m gone

Happy home is waiting
For the ghost who knows that
One day he will find and bring her
Back to life

Here she comes

( Ribbons EP )

You took me home
You put me down
Oh to breath
And I see you
Behind closed windows
And screens
What could this mean
To you

Just outside
The sun was falling
And this beautiful day
That we can't say
Will be gone
Just like all the other days
To come

Well here she comes
I'd never thought I’d see her
Oh honestly
But that's the way it goes
Time can never stop
But someone always goes
I guess you know
I guess you know

Should we stare
Would it be
Just like any other day
To let her go
To let you know
That I love you
I guess you know
I guess you know

The smell of ink

( The Ghost In The Girl EP )

I look up high to light in my eyes
But it's not really there
Is there no flattering light for this girl
No sun that might lift her
No stars that might kiss her
Swimming through small spaces
And breathing under water
The nights I push play and sing myself to sleep
I mother myself and I’m comforted
In the thought that I am
I smell the ink on this paper and that too is comforting
A slave to music, a slave to sorrow, a slave to love
Biking through dirty water and I’m looking for that street
He appears, he's sorry, now he wants me
I ride through it all
Water, people, love, night, day
And that was a good dream
Such a sad girl, screaming in your face
But you can't hear, you're selfish
And you think she's trying to please you
A feeling is a mark, but waiting lasts forever
Thinking of reasons why
Oh the dream is better than the real thing
When the words just won't come
You're framed in lead
You've been hit hard
And you climb into bed
Go inside, into the halls, past all the walls,
Where nothing falls,
It's safe where you're small
Safe where you’re small
Safe when you're small

The way love talks

( Distant radio EP )

I don't want to wait an hour
I just want to come and tell you
Making up a scene for hours
I've been imagining me and you

I don't want just sitting in the dark
Waiting for your camera (?) To trick me
Maybe I am the way love talks
I know we walk and count in time (x3)

But if we're here for good
We'll hold our eyes and keep them shut
And then we'll never know

I don't want to wait for it to stop
I just want to run away with you
That is just the way love talks
Baby we're moving me and you

But the scene it isn't mine
And the one I want s'alone
And the one that I loves been bad
I know we walk and count in time (x3)

But if we're here for good
We'll hold our eyes and keep them shut
And then we'll never know
We'll never know(x3)

But if we're here for good
We'll hold our eyes and keep them shut
And then we'll never know