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B I o g r a p h y Polly
Scattergood – and what a name that is - is that rare talent, a musician and
songwriter who can make the disturbing sound delightful. She might sing on her
eagerly anticipated debut album about suicidal tendencies, sadness in the air,
spitting on her French knickers and being called a whore, but she does so in
such an idiosyncratically alluring, soft little-girl voice, one of ravaged
innocence, and she places her startling images in such pretty pop contexts, that
you can’t help being seduced. |
Polly Scattergood
I Hate The
Way
I hate the way I cry when you say you miss me
But I love the way you hold me when I sleep
I hate the way I bleed each time you kiss me
But you say "Hey, sleeping beauty, go back to sleep"
We had pennies in our pockets
We had hope in our eyes
He said "Girl, you've got a million different faces
So why do you put on that disguise"
Well, take what you want 'cause I have got nothing
Pass me some pills, I'll go to bed
But, however much I toss and turn
I feel a dark place up ahead
Some nights I just sit back here
I remember, I just remember
Before it all got lost up in the mess
He said "Not all men are bad
And I am not like your dad
And I will hold you even though you're slightly mad
‘Cause I am not a man who will ever break you"
We had pennies in our pockets
We had hope in our eyes
He said "Girl, you've got a million different faces
So why'd you put on that disguise"
Well, take what you want 'cause I have got nothing
Pass me some pills, I'll go to bed
But, however much I toss and turn
I feel a dark place up ahead
Do do do do do do do do do
My doctor said I've got to sing a happy tune
Do do do do do do do do do
A do do do but my body gave up too soon
Do do do do do do do do do
You know what
I am just fine until I'm on my own
Do do do do do do do do
And do do do do oh somebody please come home
I hate the way I tremble when you touch me
You're like a needle slowly piercing my skin
I hate the way my stomach aches
And I really hate these loveless mistakes
‘Cause I'm screaming for my rock who never picks up
Why do you never pick up
We had pennies in our pockets
We had hope in our eyes
He said "Girl, you've got a million different faces
So why'd you put on that disguise"
Well, take what you want 'cause I have got nothing
Pass me some pills, I'll go to bed
But, however much I toss and turn
I feel a dark place up ahead
Do do do do do do do do
My doctor said I'd got to sing a happy tune
Maybe if I skip my dinner
Make myself pretty and thinner
Maybe then he'll love me and stop looking at the other girls
So you said I'm paranoid, I'm paranoid
Well I nearly choked, and no more of that crap
You cannot break someone who’s just been broken
You can't break somebody who’s just been broken
So take me now I'm naked
As you watch, I'll let you take it
Maybe then you'll love me and stop looking at the other girls
You said I'm paranoid, well paranoid
Well, I nearly choked
And no more of that crap
You cannot break someone who’s just been broken
You can't break somebody who’s just been broken
Then I think he'll love me
And he’ll stop looking at those other girls
Other Too Endless
Just a little, just a little too late
He said "I made the biggest mistake
And I never ever ever ever meant to cause you harm"
And then she said "Darling, you don't understand
It was the black sambucas and it got out of hand
And I really don't remember which side of the bed I got out on
No, I've forgotten"
So, it can't be real
No, it can't be real
If I close my eyes
Then maybe I won't feel this
It can't be real
No, it can't be real
If I close my eyes
Then maybe I won't feel
I'm another too endless
So do you think I should end this
And you lie lie lie and now you want me back
Because you'd die die die if you don't get that
And everybody's off their pills, they're playing games
Drawing pictures in my mind, trying to feel my pain
Well, it can't be real
No, it can't be real
If I close my eyes
Then maybe I won't feel this
It can't be real
No, it can't be real
If I close my eyes
Then maybe I won't feel
I'm another too endless
So do you think I should end this
And I will always bring you lots of do-you-good soup
Because I am, because I am kind
And I will always share with you a few good memories
Because I am love-blind
And I gave you my body
And when I said "I did", I meant it
And you gave me your anger
And for that, I'm still trying to vent it
And that hurts
I give up
It can't be real
No, it can't be real
If I close my eyes
Then maybe I won't feel this
It can't be real
No, it can't be real
If I close my eyes
Then maybe I, I won't feel
I'm another too endless
So do you think I should end this
It can't be real
No, it can't be real
If I close my eyes
Then maybe I won't feel this
It can't be real
No, it can't be real
If I close my eyes
Then maybe I won't feel
I'm another too endless
So do you think I should end this
Untitled 27
I miss you x9
Where are you x3
I'm lost x4
Where are you x4
I'm lost x4
Suicidal tendencies
Dream creativity
Auto-pilot
Numb the music
Sick
Sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep…
I love you x8
And I don't want to disappoint you all
Because you hold me up
Before I fall
You're my unconditional lovers
You're my eyes and you're my sunny days
But when my pen hit the paper
I tried to mould and sculpt and shape her
And make her lovely
It wasn't good enough
It wasn't good enough
But when my pen hit the paper
I tried to mould and sculpt and shape her
And I tried to numb it
But it still hurts to touch
It still hurts to touch
And it hurts to touch
And it hurts to touch
And it hurts to touch
And it hurts
To touch
And it hurts to be here
I don't want to be here
And it hurts to be here
Tonight
And it hurts to be here (suicidal tendencies)
I don't want to be here (dream creativity)
And it hurts to be here
Tonight
And it hurts to be here (suicidal tendencies)
I don't want to be here (dream creativity)
Good night
My love
Please don't touch
Can't play pretty tunes
My hair is always messy
And I can't walk in a straight line
My path is always always gritty
And I like to play piano
But it's often out of tune
And there are lots of broken fingers
In the dark parts of my room
Please don't touch
Please don't stop and stare
Yes I thank you for your kindness
But there's sadness in the air
Please don't touch
‘Cause it makes me jitter
And although I lost my mind sir
I think you lost yours quicker
Please don't touch
Love me tender, love me true
Show your colours black and blue
Make another cupper on the sofa eating marmalade
And I hate to pry now its forgotten
Feeling strange and looking rotten
Fighting like a soldier over skinny jeans and pick'n' mix
Please don't touch
Please don't stop and stare
Yes I thank you for your kindness
But there's sadness in the air
Please don't touch
‘Cause it makes me jitter
And although I lost my mind sir
I think you lost yours quicker
Please don't touch
Fickle like a fruit machine
Playing with the cruise ship queen
Taking all his apples
And then going to play hide and seek
And unless you feel me please don't break me
Please don't let that rat man take me
‘Cause he thinks I'm weird
Well what's a girl to do
Please don't touch
Please don't stop and stare
Yes I thank you for your kindness
But there's sadness in the air
Please don't touch
‘Cause it makes me jitter and
Although I lost my mind sir
I think you lost yours quicker
Please don't touch
Don't stop
Stop and stare
Yes I thank you for your kindness
But there's sadness in the air
Please don't touch
I am strong
I am strong
I am not weak
I am not in a place
Where I can talk to you
I am not hot
I am not cold
I am not for sale
for I am sold
I am strong
I am not weak
I am not in a place
Where I can talk to you
I am not hot
I am not cold
I am not for sale
I am sold
I built this house, it took quite long
Sticks and stones, I made it strong
I locked it up, I gave you a key
But you didn't come home to me
I am strong
I am not weak
I am not in a place
Where I can talk to you
I am not hot
I am not cold
I am not for sale
I am sold
I am unaffected
Yet quite confused
I'm in a state of numb security
Of numb security
I laugh a lot before I cry
I don't understand how you could lie to me
How you could lie to me
I am strong
I am not weak
I am not in a place
Where I can talk to you
I am not hot
I am not cold
I am not for sale
I am sold
I am not a prisoner yet I'm not free
I lost my mind, but I can see
I feel a witch upon my back
She stole my soul, I want it back
I am strong
I am not weak
I am not in a place
Where I can talk to you
I am not hot
I am not cold
I am not for sale
For I am sold
I am sold
I am sold

Unforgiving Arms
Harm you to fall into my unforgiving arms
Into my unforgiving arms
He’s a typical writer
Always in love with what is gone
And I am a, a typical sinner
With a knife inside my back jean pocket
And a weather girl
With a pretty little pearl or two
To keep him happy
In a unforgiving world
Full of cheats and creeps
Who lick the crumbs up
They lick the crumbs up
And steal the magic
So would it
Harm you to fall into my unforgiving arms
Into my unforgiving arms
Into my unforgiving arms
Would it
Harm you to fall into my unforgiving arms
Into my unforgiving arms
Into my unforgiving arms
I’m a typical bitch some day’s
I hate to say that I'm sorry
So I just I just go away
'Cause I try my best to make him happy
But it’s not a piece of cake
When you feel so bitter
You’re still untwisting
Like something that you ain’t
Trying to turn things round an make life easier
Today
So would it
Harm you to fall into my unforgiving arms
Into my unforgiving arms
Into my unforgiving arms
Would it
Harm you to fall into my unforgiving arms
Into my unforgiving arms
Into my unforgiving arms
He's like a second hand bookshop
He won't let me in in case I crease his pages
So I get I get all stuck up
'Cause he thinks I don't care when I want to fix things
Today
So would it
Harm you to fall into my unforgiving arms
Into my unforgiving arms
Into my unforgiving arms
Would it
Harm you to fall into my unforgiving arms
Into my unforgiving arms
Into my unforgiving arms
Poem Song
I try not to let my insecurities
Dictate who I am, and who I want to be
I gave you all my words, and my words are my soul, so
Please try to be kind if you are in control
Because
Time takes, time takes, times takes
Time takes many tears away
If I had some elegance, some airs or grace
Or if I had buttons made of silver
Or tops made of lace
Then I’d be that girl you want
I'd ooze with charm and I’d have
Diamonds on my fingers and you on my arm
But
Time takes, time takes, times takes
Time takes many tears away
Everybody seems to just turn a blind eye
On the one five nine to Brixton, when a blonde girl cries an so
I will always be that girl you never quite kissed
And I'll have ribbons on my fingers and cuts on my wrist
Because
Time takes, time takes, times takes
Time takes many tears away
If I was brave enough I’d get onto my knees
And I would ask for you to try again to love me please
Because I have never felt that unconditionally
And learning takes some time but don't give up on me
Because
Time takes, time takes, times takes
Time takes many tears away.
Time takes, time takes, time take courage!
And time, time takes many tears away
Black and blue my petals fall on broken glass
Please teach me how to love and to forget the past
‘Cause tiny steps I take each day, but most days I crawl
Please try to be kind because I often fall
‘Cause
Time takes, time takes, times takes
Time takes many tears away
Bunny Club
Call me a fake, Sir
You can call me a fraud
You can spit on my french knickers
You can call me a whore
If you
Roll in, roll out
Roll up to the Bunny Club
You'll have the ride of your life
Underneath these pink fluorescent lights
And I hope that you
Roll in, roll out
Roll up to the Bunny Club
You'll have the ride of your life
Underneath these pink fluorescent lights
And I hope that there’s
No love lost there
"No Sir. There is no love left in here"
Just oh, just wander in
There’s no love lost
Knots in her hair
And all lines
All lines are stripped bare
Just oh, just wonderin'
There’s no love lost
Finger my pigtails as you
Deal me some cards
As you tell me what the sun set looks like
From your brother's back yard
But you see with me
They take one look and they run
I've got a dog and a gun
And I am living in London now
Living in London, so
Roll in, roll out
Roll up to the Bunny Club
You'll have the ride of your life
Underneath these pink fluorescent lights
And I hope that you
Roll in, roll out
Roll up to the Bunny Club
You'll have the ride of your life
Underneath these pink fluorescent lights
And I hope that there’s
No love lost there
"No Sir. There is no love left in here"
Just oh, just wonderin'
There’s no love lost
Knots in her hair
And all lines
All lines are stripped bare
Just oh, just wonderin'
There’s no love lost
Call me your princess as you do me a line
As you’re searching for my saviour
At the bottom of a packet of Tobacco, you say
With me they take one look and they run
I've got a dog and a gun
And I am living in London now
Living in London, so
Roll in, roll out
Roll up to the Bunny Club
You'll have the ride of your life
Underneath these pink fluorescent lights
And I hope that you
Roll in, roll out
Roll up to the Bunny Club
You'll have the ride of your life
Underneath these pink fluorescent lights
And I hope that there’s
No love lost there
"No Sir. There is no love left in here"
Just oh, just wonderin'
There’s no love lost
Knots in her hair
And all lines
All lines are stripped bare
Just oh, just wonderin'
There’s no love lost
You see
With me they take one look and they run
I've got a dog and a gun
And I'm living in London now
Living in London Town
Nitrogen pink
Nitrogen pink
And a whole load of Wednesdays
They're these sweet rotting memories
That keep you alive
Nitrogen pink please
Throw me a moment
Just to get my composure and to
Stamp on a fly
And the boys had their pearls
And the girls had tobacco
And everybody was laughing at you
Singing
"isn't it, isn't it, isn't it
Such a funny old world
The way tragedy strikes, Sir"
Nitrogen pink
And a whole load of Wednesdays
They're these sweet rotting memories
That keep you alive
Nitrogen pink, please
Throw me a moment
Just to get my composure and to
Stamp on a fly
And the blind man was seeing
Clouds all grey until
The weatherman blew his rain away
And nobody, nobody, nobody make a sound
Nitrogen pink
And a pill for my breakfast
And a bag full of ketchup
That he spilt on his tie
Nitrogen pink
For the unwritten bible
About this mad mad dogs survival
Till he kicked it up in the flames
And all the education, daddy
It never paid because
The fat man, he took my innocence away
And I thought, and I thought, and I thought
You said these streets were paved with gold
Nitrogen pink
For the real Captain Redbeard
For the unlikely pianist
The sad and the gay
Nitrogen pink
For the man in the corner
For the pig at the slaughterhouse
The sweet melody
Played slot machines
Got so rich then we lost it
Found a hole in my pocket
Crack a smile, an we're ok
That long drive home
Nothing much ever after
Nothing hurts me more than laughter
Man, I wish you could be here
Nitrogen pink
And a whole load of Wednesdays
They're these sweet rotting memories
That keep you alive
Nitrogen pink, please
Throw me a moment
Just to get my composure
And to wave you goodbye
Breathe In Breathe Out
You are constant
Constant to me
Though you're distant
You're my shadow
Constantly
Yeah, I'm ok
Thanks for asking
Wrote too many pointless love songs
Learn to breathe in
Learn to breathe out
Can't let you go
Can't let you go yet
Learn to breathe in
And then breathe out
Can't let you go
I can't let you go yet
I think I felt you disappear, disappear, disappear
I know it's awful but I'd already said my goodbyes
And nice to see you, maybe not
You lived such a little, but loved such a lot
Learn to breathe in
Learn to breathe out
Can't let you go
Can't let you go yet
Learn to breathe in
Learn to breathe out
Can't let you go
I can't let you go yet
Saw a sparkle
Felt a tremor
Then I thought that I saw you in the mirror
But I must be crazy, I must have lost my mind
‘Cause I'm running late over half the time

Corridor
Who knows
Will I meet you in a corridor
Who knows
If you wined up coming home
Yes I've been drinking to the evening
Who ever knows
Where do you go from here
I can run
I want to fly
Though I sing
I wish I could cry in front of you
And I dream of the sea
On the train
I'm back into the city
So come on
Open up
Show some love
No I'm not afraid of much
But when I'm cold
My hand shake
And when I hear you laugh
My heart breaks
I can run
I want to fly though
I can sing
I wish I could cry in front of you
Eyes close
The sun fades
They were good times
Had in dark days
We'd light up
We'd bed down
Fuck-up
Sleep around
I can run, I can run
But I want to fly
Though I sing
I wish I could cry in front of you
Crystal
Breaks
Didn't ever wonder why we never settled in
We drank too much gin, we drank too much gin
Didn't ever notice that the carpet there was thin
Been lived upon
Before we laid our heads down there
No I won't forget, but I’m getting stronger
There's a place in my heart, I will move on
I'll put it in a box, I’ll bury it so low
To sleep beneath the cliché love songs
We'll call this one letting go
I thought I’d shut you down
I thought I’d thrown away the key
But then stepping and tripping you ring my bell
You keep running back to me
No I won't forget, but I’m getting stronger
There's a place in my heart, I will move on.
I'll put it in a box, I’ll bury it so low
To sleep beneath the cliché love songs
And we'll call this one letting go
Even the best crystal breaks
It's not dishwasher safe if it's not what it said on the box
So we smash it up
Just get lost
And if skin and bones is not that pretty
I lost myself, but found something else
And I swear I could make you understand
If you'd just shut up and hold my hand
But no baby, no change
No, hearts did fade
And the bells they chime
???
And I swear I’ll lay this one to rest
With my skinny jeans and my purple vest
But
No I won't forget, but I’m getting stronger
There's a place in my heart, I will move on
I'll put it in a box, I’ll bury it so low
To sleep beneath the cliché love songs
And we'll call this one letting go
No I won't forget, but I’m getting stronger
There's a place in my heart, I will move on
I'll put it in a box, I’ll bury it so low
To sleep beneath the cliché love songs
And we'll call this one letting go
Just letting go
Hurt
( Nine Inch Nails Cover )
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
I try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stain of time
The feeling disappears
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
Kiss me
If you were to kiss me now
If you were too only making sound
If you were to kiss me now
I may just have stayed
If you were silent enough
Not listening to any of the stuff
If you were just man enough
You would have left me go
As I left the keys in the bowl
I knew this was the last letter I'd fold
As I left the keys in the bowl
I wished you would wake up and stop me
Now I'm just a girl on your street (?)
Following my own slidely wide feet
Liberation
Liberation
From my city
I close my eyes on
Whatever I want to be
Liberation
Liberation
From my city
Liberation
Ghostgirl
lovesick
Thought I kissed your kiss away
Thought I loved your love today
See the thing you see my way
thought I kissed your kiss away
Thought I kissed your kiss away
thought I loved your love today
See the thing you see my way
thought I kissed your kiss away
But I can't help about thinking
When you are away from me
That you are my, meant to be
Or am I lovesick, a broken mess
Lovesick, love me any less
Lovesick, kiss my kisses
Kiss my kisses away
Thought I kissed your kiss away
Thought I loved your love today
Can't I only wish and hope and pray
To never kiss your kiss away
Thought I kissed your kiss away
thought I loved your love today
See the thing you see my way
thought I kissed your kiss away
But I can't help about thinking
when you are away from me
That you are my, meant to be
Or am I lovesick, a broken mess
Lovesick, love me any less
Lovesick, kiss my kisses
Kiss my kisses
Lovesick, a broken mess
Lovesick, love me any less
Lovesick, kiss my kisses
Kiss my kisses away
Lovesick, a broken mess
Lovesick, love me any less
Lovesick, kiss my kisses
Kiss my kisses
Away
Number 24
Honesty is killing me
I feel you burning holes in me
And ripping open threads like I'm some
Big enchanting crossword
And I know I have to get back up
But when I cry, I cry a lot
And nothing much is going on
The poet and the vicars son
And so maybe next time
Likely never
So strip the whips
And you can burn that leather
And you can paint the keys sir
Hide the door
Because it's pretty damn quiet
At number 24
And I live in a bedsit in the south
So bite my nails and tape my mouth
And pretend life, life's so fucking sickly sweet
You've got these bitter eyes
You've got these rotting teeth
Fuck me up sir, fade away
Give me my own Polly day
And clean my boots or suck my toes
And pretend like nobody knows
And I'm okay, I'm okay
You're just fine
And one day we might have a good day
But maybe next time, likely never
So strip the whips and you can burn that leather
You can paint the keys sir, hide the door
Because it's pretty damn quiet
At number 24
And I live in a bedsit in the south
So bite my nails and tape my mouth
And pretend life, life's so fucking sickly sweet
You've got these bitter eyes
You've got these rotting teeth
If I was still seventeen
If I was twice as nice
If you were half as mean
Then I might give you a second chance
To feel the way it maybe should have been
Throw me a lead, suck my cherry
Say your love is dead and buried
And find a blonde, that one looks a bit like me
Maybe this time you just might get it
But then maybe next time, likely never
So you can strip the whips and you can burn that leather
And you can paint the keys sir, hide the door
Because it's pretty damn quiet
At number 24
And I live in a bedsit in the south
So bite my nails and tape my mouth
And pretend life, life's so fucking sickly sweet
You've got these bitter eyes
You've got these rotting teeth
Puff The Magic
Dragon
( Peter, Paul & Mary Cover )
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called honah lee,
Little jackie paper loved that rascal puff,
And brought him strings and sealing wax and other fancy stuff
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called honah lee
Together they would travel on a boat with billowed sail
Jackie kept a lookout perched on puff's gigantic tail,
Noble kings and princes would bow whenever they came
Pirate ships would lower their flag when puff roared out his name
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called honah lee
A dragon lives forever but not so little boys
Painted wings and giant rings make way for other toys
One grey night it happened, jackie paper came no more
And puff that mighty dragon, he ceased his fearless roar
His head was bent in sorrow, green scales fell like rain
Puff no longer went to play along the cherry lane
Without his life-long friend, puff could not be brave
So puff that mighty dragon sadly slipped into his cave
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called honah lee
