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B i o g r a p h y
 (by MacKenzie Wilson)

One of America's most celebrated singers and songwriters, Suzanne Vega's incisive songwriting and cooly expressive vocals have helped her establish a large and loyal following. Her hushed, restrained folk-pop and highly literate lyrics (inspired chiefly by Leonard Cohen, as well as Lou Reed and Bob Dylan) laid the initial musical groundwork for what later became the trademark sound of Lilith Fair, a tour on which she was a regular. Moreover, her left-field hit singles "Luka" and "Tom's Diner" helped convince record companies that folk-styled singer/songwriters were not a thing of the past, paving the way for breakthroughs by Tracy Chapman, Michelle Shocked, Shawn Colvin, Edie Brickell, the Indigo Girls, and a host of others. Vega's early commercial success helped open doors for a wealth of talent, as she scored a platinum album with 1987's Solitude Standing, and she would maintain a strong and dedicated cult following. Her association with -- and marriage to -- experimental producer Mitchell Froom during the '90s resulted in two intriguing albums, 1992's 99.9 F and 1996's Nine Objects of Desire. Following their painful divorce, Vega returned in 2001 with her first album in five years, Songs in Red and Gray, which was greeted with her strongest reviews in a decade. She explored jazzy arrangements on 2007's Beauty and Crime, and wrote a one-woman musical that was documented on the 2016 album Lover, Beloved: Songs from an Evening with Carson McCullers. Vega blended her thoughtful singer/songwriter material with a variety of pop accents and even a dash of new wave on 2025's Flying with Angels. Suzanne Vega was born July 11, 1959, in Santa Monica, California; her parents divorced shortly thereafter, and after her mother (a jazz guitarist) remarried the Puerto Rican novelist Ed Vega, the family moved to Manhattan. A shy and quiet child, Vega nonetheless learned to take care of herself growing up in the tough neighborhoods of Spanish Harlem. Her parents often sang folk songs around the house, and when she began playing guitar at age 11, she found herself attracted to the poetry of singer/songwriter music (Dylan, Cohen), and found a refuge from New York's chaos in traditional folk (Woody Guthrie, Pete Seeger, Judy Collins, Joan Baez). At age 14, she made her first attempts at writing songs; however, when she attended the High School for the Performing Arts as a teenager, it was to study dance, not music. She subsequently enrolled at Barnard College as a literature major, and during this time, she began playing at coffee houses and folk festivals on the West Side and near Columbia University; she soon moved up to the Lower East Side/Greenwich Village folk clubs, including the famed Folk City club where Bob Dylan started out. In 1979, Vega attended a Lou Reed concert, and the effect was a revelation: here was an artist chronicling the harsh urban world Vega knew, with the detail and literacy of a folk artist. Vega discovered a new voice and sense of possibility for her original material, and her writing grew rapidly.

Vega graduated from college in 1982 and held down several low-level day jobs while quickly becoming the Greenwich Village folk scene's brightest hope. Record companies were reluctant to take a chance on a singer/songwriter steeped in folk music, however, since they saw little chance of any commercial returns. After three years of rejections, Vega and her managers Ron Fierstein and Steve Addabbo finally convinced A&M (which had turned her down twice) to give her a shot, and she signed a contract in 1983. Former Patti Smith Group guitarist Lenny Kaye was brought in to co-produce the debut with Addabbo and lend it a smoother, more contemporary flavor. Titled simply Suzanne Vega, it was released in 1985 to much critical applause. Thanks in part to the single "Marlene on the Wall," the album was a genuine hit in Britain, where it eventually went platinum; while it didn't duplicate that success in America, the album's sales of 200,000 strong still came as a shock to A&M (and Vega). For the 1987 follow-up, Vega overcame writer's block to craft an eclectic batch of new material, and drew upon a backlog of songs that hadn't fit the debut. Again produced by Kaye and Addabbo, Solitude Standing was Vega's finest achievement; the richness and variety of its compositions were complemented by the lusher full-band arrangements and more accessible (albeit less folky) production. The album's lead single, "Luka," was a haunting first-person account of child abuse, whose terse (and fictional) lyrics struck a chord with American radio listeners. As a result, the album was an instant hit on both sides of the Atlantic; it debuted at number two in the U.K. and went gold within three months in the U.S., peaking at number 11 and eventually going platinum. "Luka" hit number three on the American pop charts -- unheard of for a singer/songwriter in the '80s prior to Vega -- and was nominated for three Grammys. As record companies rushed to fill a market niche they hadn't known existed (and uncovering some major talent in the process), Vega spent almost a year on the road touring in support of the record; exhausted, she returned to New York to take some time off, and also tracked down her biological father for the first time.

When the time came to record her third album in 1989, Vega decided to co-produce it herself with her keyboardist/boyfriend Anton Sanko (longtime bassist Michael Visceglia also had input). Vega began to experiment with her lyrics, pushing beyond the narrative story-songs that dominated her first two records, and had minimalist composer Philip Glass contribute a string arrangement. The result, Days of Open Hand, was released in 1990, but it didn't produce another hit single and was somewhat lost in the shuffle of new female singer/songwriters; though it did sell respectably, reviews were somewhat mixed. Even though the album didn't recapture Vega's 1987 popularity, she was still -- indirectly -- involved in one of '90s most bizarre hit singles. Two British dance producers working under the alias DNA took the a cappella Solitude Standing track "Tom's Diner" and set it to an electronic dance beat, releasing the result as a bootleg single called "Oh Suzanne." When A&M discovered the piracy, Vega decided to allow the single's official release under its original title, and it became a substantial hit in the U.S., U.K., and elsewhere. The following year, Vega gathered a number of other unsolicited versions of the song and compiled them as Tom's Album. Intrigued by the success of "Tom's Diner," Vega began looking for ways to open up her musical approach. She hooked up with producer Mitchell Froom, best known for his work on '90s albums by Elvis Costello, Richard Thompson, and Crowded House. Froom applied his trademark approach -- dissonant arrangements, clanging percussion -- to Vega's 1992 album, and while 99.9 F° didn't reinvent her as a dance artist (as some expected), the synth-centered sound of the record was unlike any of her previous work. Froom and Vega began dating several months after the record's completion, and they wound up marrying; their daughter, Ruby, was born in 1994, and Vega naturally took some time off from music. She returned in 1996 with Nine Objects of Desire, again with Froom in the producer's chair, though his approach was somewhat less radical this time out; in terms of Vega's subject matter, there was a newfound physical sensuality borne of her marriage and childbirth experiences.

All was not well for long, however; Froom began seeing Ally McBeal singer Vonda Shepard, and he and Vega split up in August 1998. In 1999, Vega released the best-of retrospective Tried and True, taking stock of her past career (she had also split with longtime manager Ron Fierstein); she also published her first book, The Passionate Eye, a collection of poems, lyrics, essays, journalistic pieces, and the like. Vega began playing shows with bassist Michael Visceglia again, and worked on material addressing the breakup of her marriage. Songs in Red and Gray was released in the fall of 2001 and marked a return to the more direct sound of Suzanne Vega and Solitude Standing; it also garnered her the best reviews since those records. Retrospective: The Best of Suzanne Vega arrived in 2003, followed by the Live at Montreux 2004 DVD/CD in 2006 and the all-new Beauty & Crime in 2007. In 2010, Vega released Close Up, Vol. 1 and Close Up, Vol. 2 -- the first half of a proposed four-volume collection of re-recorded versions of songs from her catalog, all featuring stripped-down, unadorned arrangements that highlight the lyrics and melodies -- and followed the first two installments of the series with Close Up, Vol. 3 in 2011. The final release in the sequence, Close Up, Vol. 4: Songs of Family, appeared a year later in 2012 and included two previously unheard tracks -- "The Silver Lady" and "Brother Mine" -- which had been written by Vega over 30 years earlier. In early 2013 she demo'ed new material with the help of Gerry Leonard, her live musical director. This resulted in the album Tales from the Realm of the Queen of Pentacles, which was released in February 2014. In 2011, Vega staged a one-woman theater piece in which she performed a song cycle about the life and work of novelist Carson McCullers, written in collaboration with Duncan Sheik. In 2016, as the show was being revived in Los Angeles, Vega released an album of its songs, Lover, Beloved: Songs from an Evening with Carson McCullers. The album was released through Vega's own label, Amanuensis Productions. In early 2019, she performed a residency at New York's Café Carlyle, singing a mix of originals and covers informed by life in New York City. A live album from the Café Carlyle engagement, An Evening of New York Songs and Stories, was slated for release in 2020. In 2025, Vega released her first album of new songs in 11 years, Flying with Angels. Produced by Gerry Leonard, the album added subtle pop and R&B melodic touches to Vega's trademark sound, and one song, "Chambermaid," was adapted from the melody of Bob Dylan's classic "I Want You." Two of the tracks from the album were previewed with animated videos. "Rats" was a spunky new wave-influenced tune inspired by New York life, and "Speakers' Corner" was about the impact social media has upon public discourse during difficult times.




Suzanne Vega
- 1985-05-01 -

Cracking
Freeze Tag
Marlene On The Wall
Small Blue Thing
Straight Lines
Undertow
Some Journey
The Queen & The Soldier
Knight Moves
Neighborhood Girls



Solitude Standing
- 1987-04-01 -

Tom's Diner
Luka
Ironbound / Fancy Poultry
In The Eye
Night Vision
Solitude Standing
Calypso
Language
Gypsy
Wooden Horse
Tom’s Diner (Reprise) (Instrumental)




Days Of Open Hand
- 1990-04-10 -

Tired Of Sleeping
Men In A War
Rusted Pipe
Book Of Dreams
Institution Green
Those Whole Girls
(Run In Grace)
Room Off The Street
Big Space
Predictions
Fifty-Fifty Chance
Pilgrimage



99.9F
- 1992-09-08 -

Rock In This Pocket
Blood Makes Noise
In Liverpool
99.9F
Blood Sings
Fat Man & Dancing Girl
(If You Were) In My Movie
As A Child
Bad Wisdom
When Heroes Go Down
As Girls Go
Song Of Sand
Private Goes Public



Nine Objects Of Desire
- 1996-09-10 -

Birth-Day (Love Made Real)
Headshots
Caramel
Stockings
Casual Match
Thin Man
No Cheap Thrill
World Before Columbus
Lolita
Honeymoon Suite
Tombstone
My Favorite Plum



Songs In Red And Gray
- 2001-09-25 -

Penitent
Widow'
s Walk
(I'll Never Be) Your Maggie May
It Makes Me Wonder
Soap And Water
Songs In Red And Gray
Last Year'
s Troubles
Priscilla
If I Were A Weapon
Harbor Song
Machine Ballerina
Solitaire
St. Clare
Golden



Beauty & Crime
- 2007-07-17 -

Zephyr & I
Ludlow Street
New York Is A Woman
Pornographer's Dream
Frank & Ava
Edith Wharton's Figurines
Bound
Unbound
As You Are Now
Angel's Doorway
Anniversary
Obvious Question



Tales From The Realm Of The Queen Of Pentacles
- 2014-02-18 -

Crack In The Wall
Fool's Complaint
I Never Wear White
Portrait Of The Knight Of Wands
Don't Uncork What You Can't Contain
Jacob And The Angel
Silver Bridge
Song Of The Stoic
Laying On Of Hands / Stoic 2
Horizon (There Is A Road)



Lover, Beloved
- 2016-10-14 - Songs From An Evening With Carson McCullers

Carson's Blues
New York Is My Destination
Instant Of The Hour After
We Of Me
Annemarie
12 Mortal Men
Harper Lee
Lover, Beloved
The Ballad Of Miss Amelia
Carson'
s Last Supper



Flying With Angels
- 2025-05-02 -

Speakers' Corner
Flying With Angels
Witch
Chambermaid
Love Thief
Lucinda
Last Train From Mariupol
Alley
Rats
Galway

Non Albums Tracks
- Misc -

Book & A Cover
Buy And Sell
Luka
(Spanish Version)
Rosemary
Saint Clare
Streets Of Laredo
The Marching Dream
Walk On The Wild Side
Woman On The Tier (I'll See You Through)

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Suzanne Vega

Cracking

It's a one-time thing
It just happens a lot
Walk with me
And we will see what we have got

My footsteps are ticking
Like water dripping from a tree
Walking a hairline
And stepping very carefully

My heart is broken
It's worn out at the knees
Hearing muffled, seeing blind
Soon it will hit the deep freeze

And something is cracking
I don't know where
Ice on the sidewalk
Brittle branches in the air

The sun is blinding
Dizzy golden, dancing green
Through the park in the afternoon
Wondering where the hell I have been

Freeze Tag

We go to the playground
In the wintertime
The sun is fading fast
Upon the slides into the past
Upon the swings of indecision
In the wintertime

In the dimming diamonds
Scattering in the park
In the tickling
And the trembling
Of freeze tag
In the dark

We play that we're actors
On a movie screen
I will be Dietrich
And you can be Dean

You stand
With your hand
In your pocket
And lean against the wall
You will be Bogart
And I will be
Bacall

And we can only say yes now
To the sky, to the street, to the night

Slow fade now to black
Play me one more game
Of chivalry
You and me
Do you see
Where I've been hiding
In this hide-and-seek?

We go to the playground
In the wintertime
The sun is fading fast
Upon the slides into the past
Upon the swings of indecision
In the wintertime
Wintertime, wintertime
Wintertime, wintertime

We can only say yes now
To the sky, to the street, to the night
We can only say yes now
To the sky, to the street, to the night

Marlene On The Wall

Even if I am in love with you
All this to say, what's it to you
Observe the blood, the rose tattoo
Of the fingerprints on me from you

Other evidence has shown
That you and I are still alone
We skirt around the danger zone
And don't talk about it later

Marlene watches from the wall
Her mocking smile says it all
As she records the rise and fall
Of every soldier passing
But the only soldier now is me
I'm fighting things I cannot see
I think it's called my destiny
That I am changing
Marlene on the wall

Well, I walk to your house in the afternoon
By the butcher shop with the sawdust strewn
"Don't give away the goods too soon"
Is what she might have told me

And I tried so hard to resist
When you held me in your handsome fist
And reminded me of the night we kissed
And of why I should be leaving

Marlene watches from the wall
Her mocking smile says it all
As she records the rise and fall
Of every soldier passing
But the only soldier now is me
I'm fighting things I cannot see
I think it's called my destiny
That I am changing
Marlene on the wall

Marlene watches from the wall
Her mocking smile says it all
As she records the rise and fall
Of every soldier passing
But the only soldier now is me
I'm fighting things I cannot see
I think it's called my destiny
That I am changing
Marlene on the wall

And even if I am in love with you
All this to say, what's it to you?
Observe the blood, the rose tattoo
Of the fingerprints on me from you

Other evidence has shown
That you and I are still alone
We skirt around the danger zone
And don't talk about it later

And I tried so hard to resist
When you held me in your handsome fist
And reminded me of the night we kissed
And of why I should be leaving

Marlene watches from the wall
Her mocking smile says it all
As she records the rise and fall
Of every man who's been here
But the only one here now is me
I'm fighting things I cannot see
I think it's called my destiny
That I am changing
Changing, changing
Changing, changing

Marlene watches from the wall
Her mocking smile says it all
As she records the rise and fall
Of every soldier passing
But the only soldier now is me
I'm fighting things I cannot see
I think it's called my destiny
That I am changing
Marlene on the wall

Small Blue Thing

Today I am
A small blue thing
Like a marble
Or an eye
With my knees against my mouth
I am perfectly round
I am watching you

I am cold against your skin
You are perfectly reflected
I am lost inside your pocket
I am lost against your fingers
I am falling down the stairs
I am skipping on the sidewalk
I am thrown against the sky
I am raining down in pieces
I am scattering like light
Scattering like light
Scattering like light

Today I am
A small blue thing
Made of china
Made of glass
I am cool and smooth and curious
I never blink
I am turning in your hand
Turning in your hand

I am cold against your skin
You are perfectly reflected
I am lost inside your pocket
I am lost against your fingers
I am falling down the stairs
I am skipping on the sidewalk
I am thrown against the sky
I am raining down in pieces
I am scattering like light
Scattering like light
Scattering like light

Today I am
A small blue thing
Like a marble
Or an eye
I am cool and smooth and curious
I never blink
I am turning in your hand
Turning in your hand
Turning in your hand
Small blue thing
Turning in your hand

Turning in your hand

Straight Lines

There's a sound
Across the alley
Of cold metal
Touching skin
And you can see
If you look in her window
That she has gone and cut
Her hair again
In straight lines
Straight lines

Those soft golden lights in the morning
Are now on her wooden floor
The wind has swept them through the apartment
She won't need them
Any more
Any more
Any more

She's cut down
On her lovers
Though she still dreams
Of them at night
She's growing straight lines
Where once were flowers
She is streamlined
She is taking the shade down
From the light
To see the straight lines
Straight lines

She wants to cut through the circles
That she has lived in before
She wants to finally kill the delusions
She won't need them
Any more
Any more
Any more

But there's a sound
Across the alley
Of cold metal
Too close to the bone
And you can see
If you look in her window
The face of a woman
Finally alone
Behind straight lines
Straight lines
Behind straight lines
Straight lines

Undertow

I believe right now if I could I would swallow you whole
I would leave only bones and teeth
We could see what was underneath
And you would be free then

Once I thought only tears could make us free
Salt wearing down to the bone
Like sand against the stone
Against the shoreline

I am friend to the undertow
I take you in, I don't let go
And now I have you

Wanted to learn all the secrets from the edge of a knife
From the point of a needle, from a diamond
From a bullet in flight
I would be free then

I am friend to the undertow
I take you in, I don't let go
And now I have you
I am friend to the undertow
I take you in, I don't let go
And now I have you

I wanted to see how it would feel to be that sleek
And instead I find this hunger's made me weak
I believe right now if I could I would swallow you whole
I would leave only bones and teeth
We could see what was underneath
And you would be free then
Free then

I am friend to the undertow
I take you in, I don't let go
And now I have you
I am friend to the undertow
I take you in, I don't let go
And now I have you

Some Journey

If I had met you on some journey
Where would we be now
If we had met on some eastbound train
Through some black sleeping town
Would you have worn your silken robes
All made of royal blue
Would I have dressed in smoke and fire
For you to see through

If we had met in some darkened room
Where people do not stay
But shadows touch and pass right through
And never see the day
Would you have taken me upstairs
And turned the lamplight low
Would I have shown my secret self
And disappeared like the snow

Oh, I could have played your little girl
Or I could have played your wife
I could have played your mistress
Running danger down through your life
I could have played your lady fair
All dressed in lace like the foam from the sea
I could have been your woman of the road
As long as you did not come back home to me

But as it is, we live in the city
And everything stays in place
Instead we meet on the open sidewalk
And it's well I know your face
We talk and talk, we tell the truth
There are no shadows here
But when I look into your eyes
I wonder what might have been here
'Cause if I had met you on some journey
Where would we be now

The Queen & The Soldier

The soldier came knocking upon the queen's door
He said, "I am not fighting for you any more"
And the queen knew she'd seen his face someplace before
And slowly she let him inside

He said, "I've watched your palace up here on the hill
And I've wondered who's the woman for whom we all kill
But I am leaving tomorrow and you can do what you will
Only first I am asking you why"

And down the long narrow hall he was led
Into her room with her tapestries red
And she never once took the crown from her head
She asked him there to sit down

He said, "I see you now, and you are so very young
But I've seen more battles lost than I have battles won
And I've got this intuition says it's all for your fun
And now will you tell me why"

Well the young queen, she fixed him with an arrogant eye
She said, "You won't understand, and you may as well not try"
But her face was a child's and he thought she would cry
But she closed herself up like a fan

And she said, "I have swallowed a secret burning thread
It cuts me inside and often I've bled"
And he laid his hand then on top of her head
And he bowed her down to the ground

"And tell me how hungry are you? How weak you must feel
As you are living here alone and you are never revealed
But I won't march again on your battlefield"
And he took her to the window to see

And the sun, it was gold, though the sky, it was gray
And she wanted more than she ever could say
But she knew how it frightened her and she turned away
And would not look at his face again

And he said, "I want to live as an honest man
To get all I deserve and to give all I can
And to love a young woman who I don't understand
Your highness, your ways are very strange"

But the crown, it had fallen, and she thought she would break
And she stood there ashamed of the way her heart ached
And she took him to the doorstep and she asked him to wait
She would only be a moment inside

And out in the distance her order was heard
And the soldier was killed still waiting for her word
And while the queen went on strangling in the solitude she preferred
The battle continued on

Knight Moves

Watch while the queen in one false move
Turns herself into a pawn
Sleepy and shaken
And watching while the blurry night
Turns into a very clear dawn

Do you love any, do you love none
Do you love many, can you love one
Do you love me
Do you love any, do you love none
Do you love twenty, can you love one
Do you love me

One false move, and a secret prophecy
Well, if you hold it against her, first hold it up and see
That it's one side stone, one side fire
Standing alone among all men's desire
They want to know

Do you love any, do you love none
Do you love many, can you love one
Do you love me
Do you love any, do you love none
Do you love twenty, can you love one
Do you love me

And if you wonder what I am doing
As I am heading for the sink
I am spitting out all the bitterness
Along with half of my last drink
I am thinking of your woman
Who is crying in the hall
It's like drinking gasoline to quench a thirst
Until there's nothing there left at all

Do you love any, do you love none
Do you love many, can you love one
Do you love me
Do you love any, do you love none
Do you love twenty, can you love one
Do you love me

And "Walk on her blind side" was the answer to the joke
It's said there isn't a political bone in her body
Well, she would rather be a riddle
But she keeps challenging the future
With a profound lack of history

Do you love any, do you love none
Do you love many, can you love one
Do you love me
Do you love any, do you love none
Do you love twenty, can you love one
Do you love me

Watch while the queen in one false move
Turns herself into a pawn
Sleepy and shaken
And watching while the blurry night
Turns into a very clear dawn

Do you love me
Do you love me
Do you love me

Do you love me
Do you love me
Do you love me

Neighborhood Girls

"We had our neighborhood girl
She used to hang out in front of McKinsey's Bar
And we were interested in her and her clientele
We just wonder where she's gone"
"Oh, she's gone?"
"Yes, she's gone, gone, gone"
"Yes, she's gone, gone, gone"

"I think I know your neighborhood girl
She lives on my street now with eyes of ice
I've seen her in the morning when she is walking in the sun
And I always thought that she looked kind of nice
She spoke to me once at a party, I think
And I thought at the time that she had had too much to drink
Because she said to me, 'There's a backbone gone
And I've got to get it back before going on'"

"Well, your neighborhood girl, she seems to have resigned
She was looking out at people from the back of her mind
And before she went off she spoke to me again
She came up and said, 'You have the eyes of a friend
And there's a razor's edge that I have lost somewhere
And I would like it back so if you've seen it anywhere
I've been out for a while but I'll be back in a bit
I am just walking through the smoke finding out if this is it'"

"'Cause I've got this feeling that things are going grey
And I'd like to hear a straight line to help me find my way'
I looked at her and I did not know what to say
She had long black hair"

"Must be a different neighborhood girl
'Cause ours had blonde hair in front of McKinsey's Bar
And we were interested in her and her clientele
We just wonder where she's gone"
"Oh, she's gone?"
"Yes, she's gone, gone, gone"
"Yes, she's gone, gone, gone"

 

Solitude Standing

Tom's Diner

I am sitting in the morning
At the diner on the corner
I am waiting at the counter
For the man to pour the coffee
And he fills it only halfway
And before I even argue
He is looking out the window
At somebody coming in

"It is always nice to see you"
Says the man behind the counter
To the woman who has come in
She is shaking her umbrella
And I look the other way
As they are kissing their hellos
And I'm pretending not to see them
And instead I pour the milk

I open up the paper
There's a story of an actor
Who had died while he was drinking
It was no one I had heard of
And I'm turning to the horoscope
And looking for the funnies
When I'm feeling someone watching me
And so I raise my head

There's a woman on the outside
Looking inside, does she see me?
No, she does not really see me
'Cause she sees her own reflection
And I'm trying not to notice
That she's hitching up her skirt
And while she's straightening her stockings
Her hair has gotten wet

Oh, this rain, it will continue
Through the morning as I'm listening
To the bells of the cathedral
I am thinking of your voice
And of the midnight picnic once upon a time
Before the rain began...
And I finish up my coffee
And it's time to catch the train

Luka

My name is Luka
I live on the second floor
I live upstairs from you
Yes, I think you've seen me before

If you hear something late at night
Some kind of trouble, some kind of fight
Just don't ask me what it was
Just don't ask me what it was
Just don't ask me what it was

I think it's 'cause I'm clumsy
I try not to talk too loud
Maybe it's because I'm crazy
I try not to act too proud

They only hit until you cry
After that, you don't ask why
You just don't argue anymore
You just don't argue anymore
You just don't argue anymore

Yes, I think I'm okay
I walked into the door again
If you ask that's what I'll say
And it's not your business anyway

I guess I'd like to be alone
With nothing broken, nothing thrown
Just don't ask me how I am
Just don't ask me how I am
Just don't ask me how I am

My name is Luka
I live on the second floor
I live upstairs from you
Yes, I think you've seen me before

If you hear something late at night
Some kind of trouble, some kind of fight
Just don't ask me what it was
Just don't ask me what it was
Just don't ask me what it was
And they only hit until you cry
And after that you don't ask why
You just don't argue anymore
You just don't argue anymore
You just don't argue anymore

Ironbound / Fancy Poultry

In the Ironbound section near Avenue L
Where the Portuguese women come to see what you sell
The clouds so low, the morning so slow
As the wires cut through the sky

The beams and bridges cut the light on the ground
Into little triangles and the rails run round
Through the rust and heat
The light and sweet coffee color of her skin

Bound up in iron and wire and fate
Watching her walk him up to the gate
In front of the Ironbound school yard

Kids will grow like weeds on a fence
She says they look for the light, they try to make sense
They come up through the cracks like grass on the tracks
She touches him goodbye

Steps off the curb and into the street
The blood and feathers near her feet
Into the Ironbound market

In the Ironbound section near Avenue L
Where the Portuguese women come to see what you sell
The clouds so low, the morning so slow
As the wires cut through the sky

She stops at the stall, fingers the ring
Opens her purse, feels a longing
Away from the Ironbound border

Fancy poultry parts sold here
Breasts and thighs and hearts
Backs are cheap and wings are nearly
Fancy poultry parts sold here
Breasts and thighs and hearts
Backs are cheap and wings are nearly free
Nearly free
Nearly free
Nearly free

In The Eye

If you were to kill me now right here
I would still look you in the eye
And I would burn myself into your memory
As long as you were still alive

I would live inside of you
I'd make you wear me like a scar
And I would burn myself into your memory
And run through everything you are

I would not run
I would not turn
I would not hide
I would not run
I would not turn
I would not hide

I would live inside of you
I'd make you wear me like a scar
And I would burn myself into your memory
And run through everything you are

I would not run
I would not turn
I would not hide
I would not run
I would not turn
I would not hide

In the eye

If you were to kill me now right here
I would still look you in the eye
And I would burn myself into your memory
As long as you were still alive

I would not run
I would not turn
I would not hide
I would not run
I would not turn
I would not hide

In the eye
In the eye
Look me in the eye

In the eye
In the eye
In the eye

Night Vision

By day give thanks
By night beware
Half the world in sweetness
The other in fear

When the darkness takes you
With her hand across your face
Don't give in too quickly
Find the thing she's erased

Find the line
Find the shape through the grain
Find the outline
And things will tell you their name

The table, the guitar
The empty glass
All will blend together
When the daylight has passed

Find the line
Find the shape through the grain
Find the outline
And things will you their name

Now I watch you falling into sleep
Watch your fist uncurl against the sheet
Watch your lips fall open and your eyes dim
In blind faith

I would shelter you
And keep you in light
But I can only teach you
Night vision
Night vision
Night vision

Solitude Standing

Solitude stands by the window
She turns her head as I walk in the room
I can see by her eyes she's been waiting
Standing in the slant of the late afternoon

And she turns to me with her hand extended
Her palm is split with a flower, with a flame

Solitude stands in the doorway
I'm struck once again by her black silhouette
By her long cool stare and her silence
I suddenly remember each time we've met

And she turns to me with her hand extended
Her palm is split with a flower, with a flame

And she says, "I've come to set a twisted thing straight"
And she says, "I've come to lighten this dark heart"
And she takes my wrist, I feel her imprint of fear
And I said, "I never thought of finding you here"

And I turn to the crowd as they're watching
They're sitting all together in the dark, in the warm
And I wanted to be in there among them
I see how their eyes are gathered into one

And she turns to me with her hand extended
Her palm is split with a flower, with a flame

And she says, "I've come to set a twisted thing straight"
And she says, "I've come to lighten this dark heart"
And she takes my wrist, I feel her imprint of fear
And I said, "I never thought of finding you here"

Solitude stands in the doorway
I'm struck once again by her black silhouette
By her long cool stare and her silence
I suddenly remember each time we've met

And she turns to me with her hand extended
Her palm is split with a flower, with a flame

Calypso

My name is Calypso
And I have lived alone
I live on an island
And I waken to the dawn
A long time ago
I watched him struggle with the sea
I knew that he was drowning
And I brought him into me
Now today
Come morning light
He sails away
After one last night
I let him go

My name is Calypso
My garden overflows
Thick and wild and hidden
Is the sweetness there that grows
My hair blows long
As I sing into the wind
I tell of nights
Where I could taste the salt on his skin
Salt of the waves
And of tears
And though he pulled away
I kept him here for years
Now I let him go

My name is Calypso
I have let him go
In the dawn he sails away
To be gone forever more
And the waves will take him in again
But he'll know their ways now
I will stand upon the shore
With a clean heart and my song in the wind
The sand may sting my feet
And the sky will burn
It's a lonely time ahead
I do not ask him to return
I let him go
I let him go

Language

If language were liquid
It would be rushing in
Instead here we are
In a silence more eloquent
Than any word could ever be

These words are too solid
They don't move fast enough
To catch the blur in the brain
That flies by and is gone
And is gone

And is gone, gone
Gone, gone
And is gone

I'd like to meet you
In a timeless, placeless place
Somewhere out of context
And beyond all consequences
Let's go back to the building (Words are too solid)
On little West Twelfth (They don't move fast enough)
It is not far away and the river is there
And the sun and the spaces (To catch the blur in the brain)
Are all laying low
And we'll sit in the silence (That flies by and is gone)
That comes rushing in
And is gone

And is gone, gone
Gone, gone
And is gone

I won't use words again
They don't mean what I meant
They don't say what I said
It's just the crust of the meaning
With realms underneath
Never touched, never stirred
Never even moved through

If language were liquid
It would be rushing in
Instead here we are
In a silence more eloquent
Than any word could ever be

And is gone, gone
Gone, gone
And is gone

And is gone
And is gone
And is gone
Gone, gone
And is gone
And is gone
Gone

Gypsy

You come from far away
With pictures in your eyes
Of coffee shops and morning streets
In the blue and silent sunrise
But night is the cathedral
Where we recognized the sign
We strangers know each other now
As part of the whole design

Oh, hold me like a baby
That will not fall asleep
Curl me up inside you
And let me hear you through the heat

You're the jester of this courtyard
With a smile like a girl's
Distracted by the women
With the dimples and the curls
By the pretty and the mischievous
By the timid and the blessed
By the blowing skirts of ladies
Who promise to gather you to their breast

Oh, hold me like a baby
That will not fall asleep
Curl me up inside you
And let me hear you through the heat

You have hands of rain and water
And that earring in your ear
The wisdom on your face
Denies the number of your years
With the fingers of the potter
And the laughing tale of the fool
The arranger of disorder
With your strange and simple rules
Yeah, now I've met me another spinner
Of strange and gauzy threads
With a long and slender body
And a bump upon the head

Oh, hold me like a baby
That will not fall asleep
Curl me up inside you
And let me hear you through the heat

With a long and slender body
And the sweetest softest hands
And we'll blow away forever soon
And go on to different lands
And please do not ever look for me
But with me you will stay
And you will hear yourself in song
Blowing by one day

But now, hold me like a baby
That will not fall asleep
Curl me up inside you
And let me hear you through the heat

Wooden Horse

I came out of the darkness
Holding one thing
A small white wooden horse
I'd been holding inside

And when I'm dead
If you could tell them this
That what was wood became alive
What was wood became alive

And in the night the walls disappeared
In the day they returned
"I want to be a rider like my father"
Were the only words I could say

And when I'm dead
If you could tell them this
That what was wood became alive
What was wood became alive

Alive
And I fell under
A moving piece of sun
Freedom

I came out of the darkness
Holding one thing
I know I have this power
I am afraid I may be killed

And when I'm dead
If you could tell them this
That what was wood became alive
What was wood became alive
And when I'm dead
If you could tell them this
That what was wood became alive
What was wood became alive
Alive

 

Days Of Open Hand

Tired Of Sleeping

Oh Mom, the dreams are not so bad
It's just that there's so much to do
And I'm tired of sleeping

Oh Mom, the old man is telling me something
His eyes are wide and his mouth is thin
And I just can't hear what he's saying

Oh Mom, I wonder when I'll be waking
It's just that there's so much to do
And I'm tired of sleeping
Oh Mom, I wonder when I'll be waking
It's just that there's so much to do
And I'm tired of sleeping

Oh Mom, the kids are playing in pennies
They're up to their knees in money
In the dirt of the churchyard steps

Oh Mom, that man he ripped out his lining
Tore out a piece of his body
To show us his "clean quilted heart"

Oh Mom, I wonder when I'll be waking
It's just that there's so much to do
And I'm tired of sleeping
Oh Mom, I wonder when I'll be waking
It's just that there's so much to do
And I'm tired of sleeping

Oh Mom, the bird on the string is hanging
Her bones are twisting and dancing
She's fighting for her small life

Oh Mom, I wonder when I'll be waking
It's just that there's so much to do
And I'm tired of sleeping
Oh Mom, I wonder when I'll be waking
It's just that there's so much to do
And I'm tired of sleeping
Oh Mom, I wonder when I'll be waking
It's just that there's so much to do
And I'm tired of sleeping

Men In A War

Men in a war
If they've lost a limb
Still feel that limb
As they did before

Men in a war
If they've lost a limb
Still feel that limb
As they did before

He lay on a cot
He was drenched in a sweat
He was mute and staring
But feeling the thing
He had not

I know how it is
When something is gone
A piece of your eyesight
Or maybe your vision
A corner of sense
Goes blank on the screen
A piece of the scan
Gets filled in by hand
You know that it was
And now it is not
So you just make do with
Whatever you've got

Men in a war
If they've lost a limb
Still feel that limb
As they did before

If your nerve is cut
And you're kept on a stretch
You can't feel your will
You can't find your gut

And she lay on her back
She made sure she was hid
She was mute and staring
Not feeling the thing
That she did

I know how it is
When something is gone
A piece of your eyesight
Or maybe your vision
A corner of sense
Goes blank on the screen
A piece of the scan
Gets filled in by hand
You know that it was
And now it is not
So you just make do with
Whatever you've got

Men in a war
If they've lost a limb
Still feel that limb
As they did before

Men (Men men)
In a war (War war)
If they've lost (Lost lost)
A limb (Limb limb)
Still feel (Feel feel)
That limb (Limb limb)
As they did (Did did)
Before

Rusted Pipe

Now the time has come to speak
I was not able
And water through a rusted pipe
Could make the sense that I do
Gurgle and mutter
Hiss and stutter
Moan the words like water
Rush and foam and choke
Having waited
This long of a winter
I find I only
Croak and sigh

Somewhere deep within
Hear the creak that lets the tale begin
Somewhere deep within
Hear the creak that lets the tale begin

Now the time has come to move
I was not able
Water through a rusted pipe
Could make the moves that I do
Stagger and stumble
Trip and fumble
Creep along and trickle
Freeze and cough and grip
Having waited
This long of a winter
I fear I only
Slip and slide

Somewhere deep within
Hear the creak that lets the tale begin
Somewhere deep within
Hear the creak that lets the tale begin

Gurgle and mutter
Hiss and stutter
Moan the words like water
Rush and foam and choke
Having waited
This long of a winter
I fear I only
Croak and sigh

Somewhere deep within
Hear the creak that lets the tale begin
Somewhere deep within
Hear the creak that lets the tale begin
Somewhere deep within
Hear the creak that lets the tale begin
Somewhere deep within
Hear the creak that lets the tale begin

Book Of Dreams

In my book of dreams
In my book of dreams
In my book of dreams

I took your urgent whisper
Stole the arc of a white wing
Rode like foam on the river of pity
Turned its tide to strength
Healed the hole that ripped in living

In my book of dreams
In my book of dreams
In my book of dreams

The spine is bound to last a life
Tough enough to take the pounding
Pages made of days of open hand

In my book of dreams
In my book of dreams
In my book of dreams

Number every page in silver
Underline in magic marker
Take the name of every prisoner
Yours is there, my word of honor

I took your urgent whisper
Stole the arc of a white wing
Rode like foam on the river of pity
Healed the hole that ripped in living

In my book of dreams
In my book of dreams
In my book of dreams
In my book of dreams

In my book of dreams
In my book of dreams
In my book of dreams
In my book of dreams
In my book of dreams

Institution Green

Institution green
The walls are cracked and dim
And we are standing in a line
Waiting for our faces to be seen

Institution green
Watch the floor and count the hours
None will meet my eyes
Private people in this public place

I wonder if they'll take a look
Find my name inside that book
Lose me on the printed page
Where to point the aimless rage?
I cast my vote upon this earth
Take my place for what it's worth
Hunger for a pair of eyes
To notice and to recognize

Institution green
A woman stands behind a table
She will call my name
After that I'll be admitted in

I wonder if they'll take a look
Find my name inside that book
Lose me on the printed page
Where to point the aimless rage?
I cast my vote upon this earth
Take my place for what it's worth
Hunger for a pair of eyes
To notice and to recognize

Institution green
Teach me how to pull the lever
Push the curtain closed
Take what's needed then just let me go
Take what's needed then just let me go

Take what's needed then just let me go
Take what's needed then just let me go
Just let me go
Just let me go
Just let me go

Those Whole Girls (Run In Grace)

Those whole girls
Hurl down words
Run in packs
With bloom to spare

They know health
Know it well
Skim the cream
And fill the brim

Drip with news
Spin intact
Blaze and stun
And feel no lack

Breathe with ease
Need no mercy
Move in light
Run in grace

Run in grace
Run in grace
Run in grace
Run in grace

Run in grace
Run in grace
Run in grace
Run in grace

Run in grace
Run in grace
Run in grace
Run in grace

Run in grace
Run in grace
Run in grace

Room Off The Street

Somewhere in a room with a poster on a wall
Of a man with his hand in a fist
Is a woman who's drinking and her dress is so tight
You can see every breath that she takes

Every sigh, every sway
You can hear everything that they say
Something's begun like a war or a family
Or a friendship or a fast love affair

The man on the wall is his symbol of freedom
It means he has brothers who believe as he does
She is moved by the thing that she sees in his face
When he talks of the cause

Every sigh, every sway
You can hear everything that they say
Something's begun like a war or a family
Or a friendship or a fast love affair

Every sigh, every sway
You can hear everything that they say
Something's begun like a war
Or a family or a friendship or a fast love affair

She leans against him, her dress is so red
They talk of the salt and the truth and the bread
The night goes along, the fan goes around
In the room off the street at the end of the town

Every sigh, every sway
You can hear everything that they say
Something's begun like a war or a family
Or a friendship or a fast love affair
Every sigh, every sway
You can hear everything that they say
Something's begun like a war or a family
Or a friendship or a fast love affair

Big Space

He said you stand in your own shoes
I said I'd rather stand in someone else's
He said you look from your direction
I said I like to keep perspective

Close to the middle of the network
It seems we're looking for a center
What if it turns out to be hollow?
We could be fixing what is broken

Between the pen and the paperwork
I know there's passion in the language
Between the muscle and the brain work
There must be feeling in the pipeline
Between the pen and the paperwork
I know there's passion in the language
Between the muscle and the brain work
There must be feeling in the pipeline

Beyond the duty and the discipline
I'm sure there's anger in a cold place
All feelings fall into the big space
Swept up like garbage on the weekend

Between the pen and the paperwork
I know there's passion in the language
Between the muscle and the brain work
There must be feeling in the pipeline
Between the pen and the paperwork
I know there's passion in the language
Between the muscle and the brain work
There must be feeling in the pipeline

All feeling
Falls into the big space
All feeling
Swept into the
Avenues of angles

Between the pen and the paperwork
I know there's passion in the language
Between the muscle and the brain work
There must be feeling in the pipeline
Between the pen and the paperwork
I know there's passion in the language
Between the muscle and the brain work
There must be feeling in the pipeline

Predictions

Let's tell the future
Let's see how it's been done
By numbers, by mirrors, by water
By dots made at random on paper
By salt, by dice
By meal, by mice
By dough of cakes
By sacrificial fire
By fountains, by fishes
Writings in ashes
Birds, herbs
Smoke from the altar

A suspended ring or the mode of laughing
Pebbles drawn from a heap
One of these things
Will tell you something

Let's tell the future
Let's see how it's been done
By dreams, by the features, by letters
By dropping hot wax into water
By nails reflecting the rays of the sun
By walking in a circle
By red hot iron
By passages in books
A balanced hatchet

A suspended ring or the mode of laughing
Pebbles drawn from a heap
One of these things
Will tell you something

Let's tell the future
Let's see how it's been done
By numbers, by mirrors, by water
By dots made at random on paper
By salt, by dice
By meal, by mice
By dough of cakes
By sacrificial fire
By fountains, by fishes
Writings in ashes
Birds, herbs
Smoke from the altar

Let's tell the future
Let's see how it's been done
Let's see how it's been done
Let's see how it's been done

Fifty-Fifty Chance

Fifty-fifty chance
The doctor said
In the cardiac room
As she's lying in bed

There's a pan on the floor
Filled with something black
I need to know
I'm afraid to ask

I hug you
I hum to you
I've come to you
I touch you

I tell you
I love you
I sing to you
Bring to you
Anything

Her little heart
It beats so fast
Her body trembles
With the effort to last

I hug you
I hum to you
I've come to you
I touch you

I tell you
I love you
I sing to you
Bring to you
Anything

She's going home
Tomorrow at ten
The question is
Will she try it again

Pilgrimage

This line is burning
Turning to ash as it hits the air
Every step is a day in the week
It's a Sunday or Monday
March over months of the year

This life is burning
Turning to ash as it hits the air
Every death is an end in the race
It's a stopping and starting
March over millions of years

Travel, arrival
Years of an inch and a step toward a source
I'm coming to you
I'll be there in time

This land is burning
Turning to ash as it hits the air
Every line is a place on a map
It's a city or valley
Mark on these miles of fields

Travel, arrival
Years of an inch and a step toward a source
I'm coming to you
I'll be there in time
Travel, arrival
Years of an inch and a step toward a source
I'm coming to you
I'll be there in time

Take this mute mouth
Broken tongue
Now this dark life
Is shot through with light
Take this mute mouth (Travel, arrival)
Broken tongue
Now this dark life
Is shot through with light
Take this mute mouth (Travel, arrival)
Broken tongue
Now this dark life
Is shot through with light
Take this mute mouth (Travel, arrival)
Broken tongue
Now this dark life
Is shot through with light

Travel, arrival
Years of an inch and a step toward a source
I'm coming to you
I'll be there in time
Travel, arrival
Years of an inch and a step toward a source
I'm coming to you
I'll be there in time

This line is burning (Travel, arrival)
Turning to ash as it hits the air
(Years of an inch and a step toward a source)
Every step is a day in the week (I'm coming to you)
It's a Wednesday or Thursday (I'll be there in time)
March over millions of years

(This line in burning)
I'm coming to you
(Turning to ash as it hits the air)
I'll be there in time
(Every step is a day in the week)
(It's a Wednesday or Thursday)
I'm coming to you
(March over millions of years)
I'll be there in time

 

99.9F

Rock In This Pocket

Excuse me
If I may
Turn your attention
My way
One moment
I won't plead
It isn't much
It's what I need

And what's so small to you
Is so large to me
If it's the last thing I do
I'll make you see

If you turn from me
You darken my sun
You snap that thin thread
I call my horizon
And I'd like to remind you
Of something small
That the rock in this pocket
Could cause your fall

And what's so small to you
Is so large to me
If it's the last thing I do
I'll make you see
So small to you
And so large to me
If it's the last thing I do
I'll make you see

I might be out like a light
Extinguished in the throw
But I'll hit my mark
And you'll know
'Cause I'm really well acquainted
With the span of your brow
And if you didn't know me then
You'll know me now
You'll know me now

And what's so small to you
Is so large to me
If it's the last thing I do
I'll make you see
So small to you
And so large to me
If it's the last thing I do
I'll make you see
Make you see
Make you see

Thank you
Thanks

Blood Makes Noise

I'd like to help you doctor
Yes I really, really would
But the din in my head
It's too much and it's no good
I'm standing in a windy tunnel
Shouting through the roar
And I'd like to give the information
You're asking for

But blood makes noise
It's a ringing in my ear
Blood makes noise
And I can't really hear you in the thickening of fear

I think that you might want to know
The details and the facts
But there's something in my blood
Denies the memory of the acts
So just forget it, Doc
I think it's really cool that you're concerned
But we'll have to try again
After the silence has returned

'Cause blood makes noise
It's a ringing in my ear
Blood makes noise
And I can't really hear you in the thickening of fear

I'd like to help you doctor
Yes I really, really would
But the din in my head
It's too much and it's no good

Blood makes noise
It's a ringing in my ear
And I can't really hear you in the thickening of fear
Yes, blood makes noise
It's a ringing in my ear
And I can't really hear you in the thickening of fear

Blood makes noise
Blood makes noise
Blood makes noise
Blood makes noise
Blood makes noise

In Liverpool

In Liverpool on Sunday
No traffic on the avenue
The light is pale and thin like you
No sound, down in this part of town

Except for the boy in the belfry, he's crazy
He's throwing himself down from the top of the tower
Like a hunchback in heaven
He's ringing the bells in the church for the last half an hour
He sounds like he's missing something or someone
That he knows he can't have now
And if he isn't, I certainly am

Homesick for a clock that told the same time
Sometimes you made no sense to me
If you lie on the ground in somebody's arms
You'll probably swallow some of their history

And the boy in the belfry, he's crazy
He's throwing himself down from the top of the tower
Like a hunchback in heaven
He's ringing the bells in the church for the last half an hour
He sounds like he's missing something or someone
That he knows he can't have now
And if he isn't, I certainly am

I'll be the girl who sings for my supper
You'll be the monk whose forehead is high
He'll be the man who's already working
Spreading a memory all through the sky

In Liverpool on Sunday
No reason to even remember you now

Except for the boy in the belfry, he's crazy
He's throwing himself down from the top of the tower
Like a hunchback in heaven
He's ringing the bells in the church for the last half an hour
He sounds like he's missing something or someone
That he knows he can't have now
And if he isn't, I certainly am

In Liverpool
In Liverpool

99.9F

Ninety-nine point nine Fahrenheit degrees
Stable now, with rising possibilities
It could be normal but it isn't quite
Could make you want to stay awake at night

You seem to me
Like a man
On the verge of burning
Ninety-nine point nine Fahrenheit degrees

Pale as a candle
And your face is hot
And if I touch you
I might get what you've got

You seem to me
Like a man
On the verge of running
Ninety-nine point nine Fahrenheit degrees

Something cool against the skin
Is what you could be
Something cool against the skin
Is what you could be needing
Ninety-nine point nine Fahrenheit degrees

You seem to me
Like a man
On the verge of burning
Ninety-nine point nine Fahrenheit degrees

Something cool against the skin
Is what you could be
Something cool against the skin
Is what you could be needing
Ninety-nine point nine Fahrenheit degrees

Ninety-nine point nine Fahrenheit degrees

Blood Sings

When blood sees blood of its own
It sings to see itself again
It sings to hear the voice it's known
It sings to recognize the face

One body split and passed along the line
From the shoulder to the hip
I know these bones as being mine
And the curving of the lip

And my question to you is:
How did this come to pass?
How did this one life fall so far and fast?

Some are lean and some with grace, and some without
Tell the story that repeats
Of a child who had been left alone at birth
Left to fend and taught to fight

See his eyes and how they start with light
Getting colder as the pictures go
Did he carry his bad luck upon his back
That bad luck that we've all come to know

And my question to you is
How did this come to pass
How did this one life fall so far and fast

When blood sees blood of its own
It sings to see itself again
It sings to hear the voice it's known
It sings to recognize the face

Fat Man & Dancing Girl

I stand in a wide flat land
No shadow or shade of a doubt
Where the megaphone man met the girl with her hand
That's covering most of her mouth

Fall in love with a bright idea
And the way a world is revealed to you
Fat man and dancing girl
And most of the show is concealed from view

Monkey in the middle
Keeps singing that tune
I don't wanna hear it
Get rid of it soon

MC on the stage tonight
Is a man named Billy Purl
He's the international fun boy
And he knows the worth of beautiful girl

Stand on the tightrope
Never dreamed I would fall

Monkey in the middle
Keeps doing that trick
It's making me nervous
Get rid of it quick

I stand in a wide flat land
No shadow or shade of a doubt
Where the megaphone man met the girl with her hand
That's covering most of her mouth

Does she tell the truth? Does she hide the lie
Does she say it so no one can know
Fat man and the dancing girl
And it's all part of the show, you know

Stand on the tightrope
Never dreamed I could fall

Monkey in the middle
Keeps singing that tune
I don't wanna hear it
Get rid of it soon
Monkey in the middle
Keeps doing that trick
It's making me nervous
Get rid of it quick

(If You Were) In My Movie

If you were in my movie
I'd have you as the doctor
Small black bag
And a big black coat
I'd have you make a house call
To the woman
You could lay your diagnostic hand
Upon her belly and her throat

If you were in my movie
You could be the detective
You could sit behind the desk
With a question on your lip
Examine her for motive
Investigate the scene
In the ever present danger
Keep the holster at your hip

If you were in my movie
If you were in my movie
If you were in my movie

If you were in my movie
You could be the priest
Long black frock
White collar at the neck
You could come to the confession
You could give a girl a thrill
You could save her from her passion
Keep her body in check

If you were in my movie
If you were in my movie
If you were in my movie

If you were in my movie
You could be the gangster
Double-breasted pinstriped
Man with the cigarette
Go running down the alley
With a double-crossing blonde
Explaining to the jury
That you hadn't done anything yet

If you were in my movie
If you were in my movie
If you were in my movie
If you were in my movie

If you were in my movie
If you were in my movie
If you were in my movie
If you were in my movie

If you were in my movie
If you were in my movie
If you were in my movie

As A Child

As a child
You have a doll
You see this doll
Sitting in her chair
You watch her face
Her knees apart
Her eyes of glass
In a secretive stare

She seems to
She seems to
She seems to
Have a life
She seems to
She seems to
She seems to
Have a life

Pick up a stick
Dig up a crack
Dirt in the street
Becomes a town
All of the people
Depend on you
Not to hurt them
Or bang the stick down

And they seem to
They seem to
They seem to
Have a life
They seem to
They seem to
They seem to
Have a life

As a child
You see yourself
And wonder why
Can't seem to move
Hand on the doorknob
Feel like a thing
One foot on the sidewalk
Too much to prove

And you learn to
You learn to
You learn to
Have a life
You learn to
You learn to
You learn to
Have a life

Bad Wisdom

Mother, the doctor knows something is wrong
'Cause my body has strange information
He's looked in my eyes and knows I'm not a child
But he doesn't dare ask the right question

Mother, my friends are no longer my friends
And the games we once played have no meaning
Gone serious and shy and they can't figure why
So they've left me to my own daydreaming

What price to pay for bad wisdom
What price to pay for bad wisdom
Too young to know too much too soon
Bad wisdom
Bad wisdom

Mother, you've taught me the laws are so fine
If I'm good that I will be protected
I've fallen through the crack and there's no getting back
And I'll never trust whoever gets elected

Mother, your eyes have gone suddenly cold
And it wasn't what I was expecting
Once I did think that I'd find comfort there
And instead you've gone hard and suspecting

What price to pay for bad wisdom
What price to pay for bad wisdom
Too young to know too much too soon
Bad wisdom
Bad wisdom

Mother, I'm cut at the root like a weed
'Cause there's no one to hear my small story
Just like a woman who walks in the street
I will pay for my life with my body

What price to pay for bad wisdom
What price to pay for bad wisdom
Too young to know too much too soon
Bad wisdom
Bad wisdom

When Heroes Go Down

When heroes go down
They go down fast
So don't expect any time to
Equivocate the past

When heroes go down
They land in flame
So don't expect any slow and careful
Settling of blame

I heard you say
You look out for the feet of clay
That someone will be falling next
Without the chance for last respects
You feel the disappointment

When heroes go down
Man or woman revealed
You can't expect any kind of mercy
On the battlefield

I heard you say
You look out for the feet of clay
That someone will be falling next
Without the chance for last respects
You feel the disappointment

When heroes go down
Man or woman revealed
Do you show any kind of mercy
On the battlefield

When heroes go down
When heroes go down
When heroes go down

As Girls Go

Two three

You make a really good girl
As girls go
Still kind of look like a guy
I never thought to wonder why
If I could pull this off
Would I know for certain
The real situation
Behind the curtain?

So beautiful
Damsel in distress
Not exactly natural
Stunning none the less
What happened to you
To make you more girl than girls are
Would you ever show or tell
'Cause you're so good so far

You make a really good girl
As girls go
As girls go
As girls go
As girls go
As girls go

Let's chronicle
The dark side of the life
Did you ever keep the date
With the steel side of the knife?
Doesn't matter to me
Which side of the line
You happen to be
At any given time

You make a really good girl
As girls go
You make a really good girl
As girls go
As girls go
As girls go
As girls go

Song Of Sand

If sand waves were sound waves
What song would be in the air now
What stinging tune
Could split this endless noon
And make the sky swell with rain

If war were a game that a man or a child
Could think of winning
What kind of rule
Can overthrow a fool
And leave the land with no stain

If sand waves were sound waves
What song would be in the air now
What stinging tune
Could split this endless noon
And make the sky swell with rain?

Private Goes Public

Smile no smile
On this face today
Jerk like a thing on a string
And go join the parade

Code will keep your privacy in
It won't help to win friends
Influence strangers
Or otherwise be in the swim

Mask will keep your features in check
'Cause face is the place
Where the private goes public
And steps through the gate

Take your last kick now
At any regime
Smile no smile
See if they see what you mean

 

Nine Objects Of Desire

Birth-Day (Love Made Real)

One thing I know
This pain will go
Step through all that's left to feel
Wait to meet my love made real

Don't move, don't touch
Don't talk so much
Strip and find the place to kneel
Wait to meet my love made real

One thing I know
This day will go
Don't touch, don't talk, crawl the wall
She's the ticket to the future, don't listen down the hall
You can say your prayer to the head of this bed
When it begins at your knees and goes right to your head
Birth-day

Strap me down from wrist to heel
Wait to meet my love made real

One thing I know
This day will go
Shaking all over like an old sick dog
There's a needle here, needle there, a tremble in the fog
It's a tight squeeze vice grip, ice and fire
She's a hot little treasure and the wave goes higher
Birth-day

Birth-day

Headshots

The sign said "Headshots"
And that was all
A picture of a boy
And a number you could call
Two eyes in the shade
A mouth so sad and small
Strange the way a shadow
Can fall across a wall
And make the difference
In what you see

He's just a poster
But he's everywhere
A face under a street lamp
Ripped and hanging in the air
Turn the corner
And he's still there
Watching all the people
Who are passing unaware
Is there a judgment
Of what he sees

On a day
As cold
And gray
As today

The sign says "Headshots"
It's all I see
A boy becomes a picture
Of guilt and sympathy
And so I think of you
In memory
Of the days we were together
And I knew that you loved me
That was the difference
In what we see
But that's history

Caramel

It won't do
To dream of caramel
To think of cinnamon
And long for you

It won't do
To stir a deep desire
To fan a hidden fire
That can never burn true

I know your name
I know your skin
I know the way
These things begin

But I don't know
How I would live with myself
What I'd forgive of myself
If you don't go

So goodbye
Sweet appetite
No single bite
Could satisfy

I know your name
I know your skin
I know the way
These things begin

But I don't know
How I would live with myself
What I would give of myself
If you don't go

It won't do
To dream of caramel
To think of cinnamon
And long for you

Stockings

I don't care for tights, she says, and does not tell me why
She hikes her skirt above her knee revealing one brown thigh
"I see", I say, and wonder at her slender little fingers
How cleverly they pull upon the threads of recent slumbers

Do you know where friendship ends and passion does begin
It's between the binding of her stocking and her skin
Oh yeah

She stayed up so late I thought she'd ask me to go dance
But something in the way she laughed told me I had no chance
The fiction in her family was that she was never nice
I'd say she was very, I just did not see the price

Do you know where friendship ends and passion does begin
When the gin and tonic makes the room begin to spin
Oh yeah
Oh yeah, yeah

There may be attraction here but it will never flower
So I'm assigned to read her mind, now in this witching hour
Here's no game for those who claim to be easily bruised
But how can I complain when she's so easily amused?

Do you know where friendship ends and passion does begin
When she does not show you the way out on the way in
It's between the binding of her stocking and her skin

Oh yeah
Oh yeah, yeah
Oh yeah
Oh yeah, yeah

Casual Match

I only turned to see
What hand had set this inner field alight
Against the flame I see
The outline of a man against the night

Take back your sympathy
I do not need to drink that bitter stuff
I'd rather break the thread
That bound us close, and say we called a bluff

Casual match in a very dry field
What could be the season's yield
Casual match in a very dry field
What could be the season's yield

My eyes have gone to coal
It's nothing I would be concerned about
Observe the moment
When the heat of love becomes the chill of doubt

Casual match in a very dry field
What could be the season's yield
Casual match in a very dry field
What could be the season's yield

Casual match in a very dry field
Fire and ash is the season's yield
We look for the sign but it is not revealed
Fire and ash is the season's yield

Thin Man

He is not my friend, but he is with me
Like a shadow is with a foot that falls
His hand is on my back when I step from the sidewalk
Or when I'm walking down these darkened halls

He's the thin man
With a date for me
To arrive at some point
I don't know when it will be, oh

I can feel his eyes when I don't expect him
In the back seat of a taxi down Vestry Street
His arm is around my waist and he pulls me to him
And he whispers things into my ear that sound so sweet

He's the thin man
With a date for me
To arrive at some point
I don't know when it will be, oh

He is not my friend, but he is with me
And he promises a peace I never knew
But I cannot give in, no, I must refuse him
Could I really be the one to resist that kiss so true?

He's the thin man
With a date for me
To arrive at some point
I don't know when it will be, oh

No Cheap Thrill

Ante up, don't be shy
Who is that man who is catching my eye?
What's underneath all of the deadpan face
Sitting so pretty with a criminal grace?

Lamebrain Pete wants to spit in the sea
He's got a cool hand but it isn't for me
Butcher Boy thinks he'll be splitting the pot
I've seen what he's got and it isn't a lot

I'll see you, I'll call you, I'll raise you
But it's no cheap thrill
It'll cost you, cost you, cost you
Anything you have to pay

I limit the straddles and you shuffle and deal
When will the dealer reveal how he feels?
The lucky beginner just a five-card stud
Is this winning streak going to be nipped in the bud?

I'll see you, I'll call you, I'll raise you
But it's no cheap thrill
It'll cost you, cost you, cost you
Anything you have to pay
Anything you have to pay

Ante up, don't be shy
Who is that man who is catching my eye?
What's underneath all of the deadpan face
Sitting so pretty with a criminal grace?

I'll see you, I'll call you, I'll raise you
But it's no cheap thrill
It'll cost you, cost you, cost you
Anything you have to pay
I'll match you, I'll bet you, I'll play you
But it's no cheap thrill
It'll cost you, cost you, cost you
Anything you have to pay
Anything you have to pay

World Before Columbus

If your love were taken from me
Every color would be black and white
It would be as flat as the world before Columbus
That's the day that I lose half my sight

If your life were taken from me
All the trees would freeze in this cold ground
It would be as cruel as the world before Columbus
Sail to the edge and I'd be there looking down

Those men who lust for land
And for riches strange and new
Who love those trinkets of desire
Oh they never will have you

And they'll never know the gold
Or the copper in your hair
How could they weigh the worth
Of you so rare

If your love were taken from me
Every light that's bright would soon go dim
It would be as dark as the world before Columbus
Down the waterfall and I'd swim over the brim

Those men who lust for land
And for riches strange and new
Who love those trinkets of desire
Oh they will never have you

And they'll never know the gold
Or the copper in your hair
How could they weigh the worth
Of you so rare

Lolita

Lolita
Almost grown
Lolita
Go on home
Lolita
Almost grown
Lolita
Go on home

Hey, girl
Don't be a dog all your life
Don't beg for
Some little crumb of affection
Don't try
To be somebody's wife
So young
You need a word of protection

Lolita
Almost grown
Lolita
Go on home

Hey, girl
I've been where you are standing
Leaning in the doorway
In your mother's black dress
So hungry
For the one understanding
Looking for a token
Of blood or tenderness

Lolita
Almost grown
Lolita
Go on home
Lolita
Almost grown
Lolita
Go on home

Lolita
Lolita

Honeymoon Suite

The ceiling had a painting on it
In our room in France
So we were living underneath
Some angels in a dance
My husband was not feeling well
And so we went to bed
He woke up complaining
Of an aching in his head

He said a hundred people
Had come through our room that night
That one by one the old and young
Asked if he was all right
One by one the old and young
Lined up to touch his hand
He spent the night explaining
They had come to the wrong man

The concierge was less than helpful
When we asked her the next day
With our coffee and a magazine
We went to the desk to pay
"What happened in that room?" he asked
"A death or something strange"
She smiled at him politely
And returned to him his change

Well, what I'd like to know
And this will be a mystery
Is with all the people in that room
Why none appeared to me
When we sleep so close together that
Our hair becomes entwined
I must have missed that moment
In the gateway to his mind

Tombstone

Once more
One two three four

I like a tombstone 'cause it
Weathers well
And if it stands or if it crumbles
Only time will tell
And you can carve my name in marble
You must cut it deep
There'll be no dancing on the gravestone
You must let me sleep

And time is burning, burning, burning
'Til it burns away

I don't need to see the gates of
Famous men
But I do try to see the kingdom
Every now and then
And if you ask me where it is, it's on a
Humble map
And I know that to enter in the doorway
Show your handicap

And time is burning, burning, burning
'Til it burns away

I like a tombstone 'cause it
Weathers well
And if it stands or if it crumbles
Only time will tell
And you can carve my name in marble
You must cut it deep
There'll be no dancing on the gravestone
You must let me sleep

And time is burning, burning, burning
'Til it burns away
And time is burning, burning, burning
'Til it burns away

Burns away
Burns away

My Favorite Plum

My favorite plum
Hangs so far from me
See how it sleeps
And hear how it calls to me
See how the flesh presses the skin
It must be bursting with secrets within
I've seen the rest, yes
And that is the one for me

See how it shines
It will be so sweet
I've been so dry
It would make my heart complete
See how it lays languid and slow
Never noticing me here below
I've seen the best, yes
And that is the one for me

Maybe a girl will take it
Maybe a boy will steal it
Maybe a shake of the bough
Will wake it and make it fall

My favorite plum
Lies in wait for me
And I'll be right here
Longing endlessly
You'll say that I'm foolish to trust
But it will be mine and I know that it must
'Cause I've had the rest, yes
And that is the one for me
I've seen the best, yes
And that is the one for me

 

Songs In Red And Gray

Penitent

Once I stood alone so proud
Held myself above the crowd
And now I'm low on the ground
From here I look around to see
What avenues belong to me
I can't tell what I've found

Now what would you have me do
I ask you please
I wait to hear

The mother and the matador
The mystic, each were here before
Like me to stare you down
You appear without a face
Disappear but leave your trace
I feel your unseen frown

Now what would you have me do
I ask you please
I wait to hear

Your voice
The word
You say
I wait
To see your sign
Would I
Obey

I look for you in heathered moor
The desert and the ocean floor
How low does one heart go
Looking for your fingerprints
I find them in coincidence
And make my faith to grow

Forgive me all my blindnesses
My weakness and unkindnesses
As yet unbending still
Struggling so hard to see
My fist against eternity
And will you break my will

Now what would you have me do
I ask you please
I wait to hear

Your voice
The word
You say
I wait
To see your sign
Would I
Obey?

Now what would you have me do
I ask you please
I wait to hear

Your voice
The word
You say
I wait
To see your sign
Could I
Obey

Widow's Walk

Consider me a widow, boys, and I will tell you why
It's not the man but it's the marriage that was drowned
So I walk the walk and wait with watchful eye up to the sky
Looking for a kind of vessel I have never found

Though I saw it splinter I keep looking out to sea
Like a dog with little sense I keep returning
To the very area where I did see the thing go down
As if there's something at the site I should be learning

That line is the horizon
We watch the wind and set the sail
But save ourselves when all omens
Point to fail

And if I tell the truth then I would have to tell you this
Though I grieve and I believe I feel it truly
But I knew the ship was empty by the time it hit the rocks
'Cause we could not hold on when fate became unruly

So consider me a widow, boys, and I have told you why
Does the weather say a better day is nearing
And I'll set my house in order now and wait upon the will
'Cause it's clear that I need better skill in steering

That line is the horizon
We watch the wind and set the sail
But save ourselves when all omens
Point to fail
That line is the horizon
We watch the wind and set the sail
But save ourselves when all omens
Point to fail
Point to fail
Point to fail

(I'll Never Be) Your Maggie May

I'll never be your Maggie May
The one you loved and left behind
The face you see in light of day
Then you cast away
That isn't me in that bed you'll find

I'd rather take myself away
Be like those ladies in Japan
I'd rather paint myself a face
Conjure up some grace
Or be the eyes behind a fan

And so you go
No girl could say no
To you

Oh, there's the way I may appear
But that will change from day to night
Could you ever see within
Underneath the skin
Could I believe you had that sight

And so you go
No girl could say no
To you

I'll never be your Maggie May
The one you loved and then forgot
I'll love you first and let you go
'Cause it must be so
And you'll forgive or you will not

And so a woman leaves a man
And so a world turns on its end
So I'll see your face in dreams
Where nothing's what it seems
Still you appear some kind of friend

And so you go
No girl could say no
To you

It Makes Me Wonder

The Virgin Mary on a chain
Has hit me in the mouth again
As we explore the carnal score
Of sacred and profane

Sulky boy won't drink his milk
So mother's breast beneath the silk
Remains untouched, it's way too much
Reject all of that ilk

I have to say it makes me wonder
If you are holding me
To the same blue flame that you are under
'Cause I feel you scolding me

It makes me wonder
It makes me wonder

Your Virgin Mary's in the way
Hallucinate her face by day
Obscure the view in front of you
It's me here made of clay

You're playing near that line so thin
Austerity or just give in
To endless appetite
Embrace that white oblivion

I have to say it makes me wonder
If you are holding me
To that cold blue flame that you are under
When you are holding me

And why so high the expectation
Who could live up to this
And there's no time now for explanation
Cool as an angel's kiss

And I have to say it makes me wonder
If you are holding me
To that cold blue flame that you are under
When you are holding me

It makes me wonder
(I have to say)
It makes me wonder
(I have to say)
It makes me wonder
(I have to say)
It makes me wonder
(I have to say)

Soap And Water

Soap and water
Take the day from my hand
Scrub the salt from my stinging skin
Slip me loose of this wedding band

Soap and water
Hang my heart on a line
Scour it down on a wind of sand
Bleach it clean to a vinegar shine

Daddy's a dark riddle
Mama's a headful of bees
You are my little kite
Carried away in a wayward breeze

Soap and water
Wash the year from my life
Straighten all that we trampled and tore
Heal the cut we call husband and wife

Daddy's a dark riddle
Mama's a handful of thorns
You are my little kite
Caught up again in the household storms
Daddy's a dark riddle
Mama's a headful of bees
You are my little kite
Carried away in the wayward breeze

Songs In Red And Gray

The reproach on your daughter's most beautiful face
Made me wonder just how she could know
Of that something that happened between you and me
So much more than a long time ago
Her mother, I can see, lives within her still
'Cause she looked at me with her eyes
Though I had only just met her right then
I feel that she peeled back my guilty disguise

Did I break the thread or did you break the thread
Well, at this point we could ask who cares
As for the promises broken and frayed
Well, it's nineteen years late for repairs
The gray pewter vase held the deep red rose
One piece of coral shone white
By the brass candlestick near your red velvet coat
Is everything I can recall of one night

Will you please tell me why I remember these things
After all of this time, I don't know
I must have left all those feelings inside
'Cause that year I had no courage to show
Was I the name you could never pronounce?
Did I even figure at all?
All of this happened before she was born
Did I shadow her young pencil marks on the wall

Still, I am sure I was only but one
Of a number who darkened that door
Of your home and your hearth and your family and wife
Who'd been darkened so often before
And the red leaf, it looks to the hard gray stone
To each other they know what they mean
Somewhere their future is still yet to come
In ways that are yet as of now unforeseen

Last Year's Troubles

Last year's troubles
Last year's troubles

Last year's troubles are so old fashioned
The robber on the highway, the pirate on the seas
Maybe it's the clothing that's so entertaining
The earrings and the swashbuckling blouses that please

Here we have heroes of times that have passed now
But nobody these days has that kind of chin
Over there the petticoats of ladies of virtue
You can hardly tell them from the petticoats of sin

Last year's troubles
Last year's troubles

Look at all the waifs of Dickensian England
Why is it their suffering is more picturesque?
Must be 'cause their rags are so very Victorian
The ones here at home just don't give it their best

Last year's troubles they shine up so prettily
They gleam with a luster they don't have today
'Cause here it's just dirty and violent and troubling
Et cetera (Et cetera, et cetera, et cetera)

Last year's troubles
Last year's troubles

Trouble is still trouble and evil still evil
Sometimes we wonder is there more now, or less?
But if we had a tool or could tally the handfuls
Measure for measure, it's the same would be my guess

Last year's troubles
Last year's troubles

Last year's troubles
Last year's troubles

Priscilla

She'd come to my house
And dance in the hall
With the music up loud
Against the light on the wall
And I danced beside her
Feeling no shame
We were in costume
And this was a game

She'd put on her skirt
Of layers of chiffon
The top of the umbrella had come off
So I put that on
And we danced together then
An awkward ballet
She's twenty years older than I was
But still we did play

She's twenty years older than me
Many times my size
It's her little feet I remember
The look in her eyes
And once when I saw her
She made me a doll
Of ribbon and paper and ink
And lace, I recall

I danced beside her
Feeling no shame
'Cause we were in costume
And this was a game
I think of her now that I'm older
I still love to dance
Something will shine through the body
If you give it a chance

(Still love to dance)
(Still love to dance)
(Still love to dance)
(Still love to dance)
(Still love to dance)
(Still love to dance)

If I Were A Weapon

If I were a weapon
You said I'd be a gun
Lethal at close range, I guess
With silencer and stun
I feel more like a needle
Always pulling on the thread
Always making the same point again
And wondering if you heard what I just said

If you were a weapon
A hammer's what you'd be
Blunt and heavy at the end
And coming down on me
I've concealed a weapon
Like a pocket knife attack
All folded up inside until you see the shine
And then you'll want it back

I've concealed a weapon
Like a pocket knife attack
All folded up inside until you see the shine
And then you'll want it back
Ooh, ooh ah
Ooh, ooh ah

If I were a weapon
You said I'd be a gun
Lethal at close range, I guess
With silencer and stun
If I am that weapon
I am pointing now at you
So just put down the hostage and we'll talk it down
Until we see this through

Talk it down until we see this through

Harbor Song

I dreamed you were a rich man
And that I had no place to go
I came to you to see if you would take me in
Through golden curtains you told me you'd let me know

Well, you drink for ten and you smoke for twenty
And your fickle heart will never be true
But still I feel the wind in from the harbor
That's when I know the longing for you
That's when I know the old longing for you

I saw you in my mind's eye
You were laid out on your final day
I stood in line to see that handsome face once more
Had been so dear to me, I kissed you as you lay
You were so dear to me, I kissed you as you lay

Now whenever I do travel
If to England, Portugal or Spain
As I do walk by the shipyards and the harbors
I smell the salt and the bay rum of your ghost again
I know the salt and the bay rum, you beside me again

Machine Ballerina

Am I an afternoon's pastime
A thing on a string
To be thrown and retrieved
Like a phone call received
On somebody's birthday
To tease and delight
And then say goodnight
Then just say goodbye

Am I a toy on a tray
A soft piece of clay
Queen or clown for the day
Machine ballerina
Soldier of tin
Standing so loyal
While you sit so royal
Then I'm put away

For your approval
Perusal
And your possible
Refusal
I'm amusing
I'm a puppet for your play

Am I your Mad Magazine
Skin trampoline
Pin-up pinball machine
Your fantasy girl
Of puzzling parts
But none fits or starts
We match wits but not hearts
I'm heard but never seen

For your approval
Perusal
And your possible
Refusal
I'm amusing
I'm a puppet for your play

Solitaire

Black on the red and red on the black
It's a tic of a tired mind
Come and sit down, won't you try your luck
And see if you unwind
Never use your threes and twos
Follow superstition
Otherwise you are going to lose
Compulsion makes you listen

Take what's wrong and make it go right
You can weave it like a prayer
Wonder if you'll spend the night
Playing solitaire

Just doing it again, when you find you're all done
Like an idiot savant
Shuffle up your luck, you see, you almost won
Now wrestle down what you want
Jack on the Queen, and the ten on the Jack
It's a happy repetition
You and your fate in a kind of checkmate
You're your only competition

Take what's wrong and make it go right
You can weave it like a prayer
Are you going to spend the night
Playing solitaire

Take what's wrong and make it go right
You can weave it like a prayer
Are you going to spend the night
Playing solitaire

St. Clare

Call on that saint
And the candle that burns
Keeping her safe
Until her return
Plaster and paint
Holding the fire
A poor woman's saint
Holding all man's desire

Bold little bird
Fly away home
Could I but ride herd
On the wind and the foam
And all of the souls
That curl by the fire
They never know
All man's desire

Watercress clings
To the banks of the stream
In the first grip of spring
When the snow melts to green
Barefoot and cold
And holding a lyre
By the side of the road
Holding all man's desire

Call on the saint
When the white candle burns
Keeping her safe
Until her return

Golden

In my heart's currency you are golden
You are shining like the sun upon a cold gray sea
Here's what I do not know
How I come to love you so
And in time all you'll be worth to me

Once your words they fell like pennies to the sidewalk
And they shone for everyone but they did not for me
Pennies disappear
I still hold you dear
And golden's what you came to be

You couldn't know
What I wouldn't show
How you brought to me a deeper kind of pleasure
It moves sweet glow of light
It's the meaning of delight
And you came to be my treasure without measure

In my heart's currency you are golden
And you sparkle like the foam upon a cold gray sea
Bubbles disappear
I still hold you near
Golden's what you are to me

You are golden
Shining like the sun
You are golden
Yes, golden's what you are to me
You are golden
Shining like the sun
You are golden
Yes, golden's what you are to me
You are golden
Shining like the sun
You are golden
Yes, golden's what you are to me

Beauty & Crime

Zephyr & I

Zephyr and I stand out on West End Avenue
Talking about the things that all of us used to do

And the wind kicks up with the smell of rain
And the kids are gone but their souls remain

Zephyr and I sort out our long-term memories
"Do you remember," he says, "the 1970s?"

This was a youth mall of America on this street
All of us hanging here like underage cops on a beat

And the wind kicks up in the smell of rain (Smell of rain)
Now the kids are gone but their souls remain (Souls remain)
The graffiti goes but the walls retain (The walls retain)
And the flowers go but the earth must still remain

In spring the tide in Riverside
Will wash away the cold and frozen
River rain will clean the stain
And wash away, wash away downstream

Out on the corner by the fireman's monument
That was the place where all the fatherless teenagers went

Well, the wind kicks up in the smell of rain (Smell of rain)
And the kids are gone but their souls remain (Souls remain)
The graffiti's gone and the walls complain (The walls complain)
And the flowers go but the earth must still remain

Ludlow Street

Love is the only thing that matters
Love is the only thing that's real
I know we hear this every day
It's still the hardest thing to feel

This time when I go back to Ludlow Street
I find each stoop and doorway's incomplete
Without you there

Another generation's parties
And it is still the same old scene
I can recall each morning after
Painted in nicotine

This time when I go back to Ludlow Street
I find each stoop and doorway's incomplete
Without you there

All of the people I once knew
All of the ones I was close to

Love is the only thing that matters
Love is the only thing that's real
And when I think about you now
Love is the only thing I feel

This time when I go back to Ludlow Street
I find each stoop and doorway's incomplete
Without you there
Tim, this time when I go back to Ludlow Street
I find each stoop and doorway's incomplete
Without you there

New York Is A Woman

New York City spread herself before you
With her bangles and her spangles and her stars
You were impressed
With the city so undressed
Had to go out cruising all the bars

Your business trip extended through the weekend
Suburban boy here for your first time
From the twenty-seventh floor
Above the Midtown roar
You were startled by her beauty and her crime

And she's every girl you've seen in every movie
Every dame you've ever known on late-night TV
In her steam and steel is the passion you feel
Endlessly

New York is a woman
She'll make you cry
And to her you're just another guy

Look down and see her ruined places
Smoke and ash still rising to the sky
She's happy that you're here
But when you disappear
She won't know that you're gone to say goodbye

New York is a woman
She'll make you cry
And to her you're just another guy

And she's every girl you've seen in every movie
Every dame you've ever known on late-night TV
In her steam and steel is the passion you feel
Desperately

New York is a woman
She'll make you cry
And to her you're just another guy

Pornographer's Dream

She's a pornographer's dream, he said
I knew what he meant
But it made me imagine what kind of a dream
He would have that hadn't been spent

Would he still dream of the thigh, of the flesh upon high?
What he saw so much of?
Wouldn't he dream of the thing that he never
Could quite get the touch of

It's out of his hands, over his head
Out of his reach, under this real life
Hidden in veils, covered in silk
Dreaming of what might be
It's out of his hands, over his head
Out of his reach, under this real life
Hidden in veils
Dreaming of mystery

Bettie Page is still the rage
With her legs and leather
She turns to tease the camera and please us at home
And we let her

Who's to know what she'll show of herself
In what measure?
If what she reveals or what she conceals
Is the key to our pleasure

It's out of our hands, over our heads
Out of our reach, under this real life
Hidden in veils, covered in silk
Dreaming of what might be
It's out of our hands, over our heads
Out of our reach, under this real life
Hidden in veils
Dreaming of mystery

Under this real life
Dreaming of what might be
Under this real life
Dreaming of mystery

She's a pornographer's dream, he said
I knew what he meant
And it made me imagine what kind of a dream
He would have

Frank & Ava

On the way to the bidet
Is when the trouble used to start
It didn't mean she wasn't queen
Of the tinderbox that was his heart
Her fire, his desire
Meant that everything must come undone
And so now we know
That it's not enough to be in love

Not enough to be in love
Not enough to be in love

He's so true, she is too
She says, "I love you, Frank," and then they drank
All night, what a fight
He says, "It isn't me you're thinking of"
She's cool, it makes him cruel
And they needle 'til the jewels
Go raining down upon the ground
She says it's not enough to be in love

It's not enough, it's not enough
It's not enough to be in love
(Not enough to be in love)
It's not enough, it's not enough
It's not enough to be in love

They woke up and they broke up
They were so volatile and all the while
Life passed, and it went fast
And yet they never could forget
Their chemistry, like you and me
It proved to keep them both apart for life
And so, now we know
That it's not enough to be in love

Not enough to be in love
Not enough to be in love
(Not enough to be in love)
Not enough to be in love

Edith Wharton's Figurines

Edith Wharton's lovely figurines
Still speak to me today
From their mantelpiece in time
Where they wrestle and they play
With passions and with prudences
Finances and fears
Her face and what it's worth to her
In the passing of the years

See the portrait come to life
See the vanity behind
'Cause in the struggle for survival
Love is never blind

Now, Olivia lies under anesthesia
Her wit and wonder snuffed
In a routine operation
Her own beauty not enough
Her passions and her prudences
Finances and fears
Her face, what it's worth to her
In the passing of the years

See the portrait come to life
See the vanity behind
'Cause in the struggle for survival
Love is never blind

Edith Wharton's lovely figurines
Still speak to me today
From their mantelpiece in time
Where they wrestle and they play
We lie under anesthesia
Our wit and wonder snuffed
In our routine operations
Our own beauty not enough

Bound

The way of the world
Has taken its toll
Ravaged my body
And bitten my soul

I'm ruined by rain
Weathered by wind
Been invaded
Without and within

And I ask
I am asking you
Asking you if you might still want me
And I ask
Asking you
Asking you if you might still want me

Once you said
I'm made of fine stuff
I've been corrupted
And taken enough

Now you appear
Making your claim
Inside my heart
Is the sign of your name

And I ask
I am asking you
Asking you if you might still want me
And I ask
Asking you
Asking you if you might still want me

All these words
Like darling and angel and dear
Crowd my mouth
In a path to your ear

The way of the world
Has taken its toll
It's ravaged my body
And bitten my soul

And I ask
I am asking you
Asking you if you might still want me
And I ask
Asking you
Asking you if you might still want me

When I said
"I am bound to you forever"
Here's what I meant:
I am bound to you forever

Unbound

I knew a plant whose roots were bound
And then returned into the ground
Every day I watched it grow
Every day it struggled so

Roots were bound, the roots were bound
The roots were bound into the ground
Watched it grow, watched it grow
Watched it as it struggled so

I dug it up, I cut the twine
And so like this I made it mine
I watched it drink and watched it feed
And grow beyond its simple need

Cut the twine, I cut the twine
Cut the twine and made it mine
Watched it feed, watched it feed
Watched it feed the simple need

Unbound roots unbound
Unbound into the ground
Unbound roots unbound
Unbound into the ground

I was once tied at the root
Confined with twine, both mind and foot
I cut it loose and now am free
As anything alive can be

At the root, bound at the root
At the root, both mind and foot
Am free, now am free
As anything alive can be

Unbound roots unbound
Unbound into the ground
Unbound roots unbound
Unbound into the ground

Unbound roots unbound
Unbound into the ground
Unbound roots unbound
Unbound into the ground

As You Are Now

I will take up all your tears
Salty tissues through the years
Spread them in the sun to dry
Diamonds from each time you cry

I will treasure all your teeth
Your laughter and the pearls beneath
Keep them in a cardboard box
Through the tickings and the tocks

I will gather all your hair
Floating in the sultry air
We will make a braid of gold
For you to keep when you are old

Now I kiss your milky skin
Sheet of silk and soul within
Put this kiss upon your brow
Treasure you as you are now

Angel's Doorway

Angel comes home
His clothes in a cloud
Of the dust and the dirt and destruction

She waits inside
She knows he's arrived
She feels this with no introduction

At Angel's door
You have to leave it on the floor
Don't bring it in (Don't bring it in)
He can't show
What she doesn't want to know
Those things he's seen

She knows the smell
Of that life he can't tell
Of the fires and the flesh and confusion

Inside his brain
It's never the same
Though he tries to maintain the illusion

At Angel's door
You have to leave it on the floor
Don't bring it in (Don't bring it in)
He can't show
What she doesn't want to know
Those things he's seen

Angel comes home
His clothes in a cloud
Of the dust and the dirt and destruction

Anniversary

Fall in all attendant memories
Crowd the day with unrelated histories
Each year leaves its unresolving fantasies
To hang around each corner
Hang around each street

Thick with ghosts, the wind whips 'round in circuitries
Carrying words as strangers exchange pleasantries
Do they intrude upon your private reveries?
As they meet you on each corner
They meet you on each street

Watch for daily braveries
Notice new found courtesies
Finger sudden legacies
As they clean up every corner
Wash down every street

Mark the month and all its anniversaries
Put away the draft of all your eulogies
Clear the way for all your private memories
As they meet you on each corner
They meet you on each street
Make the time for all your possibilities
They live on every street

Obvious Question

I am sitting over here
The line is safety drawn
The obvious question is
How long does this go on

Alcohol danced upon his nerves
Played upon his skin
Made him mad inside
Broke everything within

And now it does the same to me
In needlepoints of fire
Wreathed around my neck
The spirits take the man
And leave behind a wreck

I am sitting over here
The line is safety drawn
The obvious question is
How long does this go on

Tales From The Realm Of The Queen Of Pentacles

Crack In The Wall

A crack appeared inside a wall
And a door sprang up around it
Each of these so finely drawn
I could not believe I found it
A wildish wind blew it open wide
My childish mind followed on outside
And so I found myself among
My heart's delight surrounded

A world of wonder lay without
It was all of nature's calling
With field and forest, clouds and sun
Cascades of salt water falling
With heights and valleys, dark ravines
Ivy thick and wild, deep and thorny scenes
And yet each thing did love its place
In the lap of all of nature's sprawling

And so and so it goes
And so and so it goes

I asked the one whose land it was
If I could have a token
To take with me back to the other side
To have and to keep unspoken
I asked three times and was thrice denied
I asked again without my pride
And found I'd lost that world I'd lived
Returned as one now broken
To a crumb, a rag, a withered leaf
In the chilly winds of cold relief
I knew myself as I had been
As from a dream awoken

And so and so it goes
And so and so it goes (And so it goes)
And so and so it goes (And so it goes, and so it goes, and so it goes)
And so and so it goes (And so it goes, and so it goes)

But then a crack appeared inside a wall
And a door sprang up around it

Fool's Complaint

How I hate the Queen of Pentacles
Sitting on her golden throne
In her domestic tyranny
All roads lead back to her alone

The whole wide world is a great big drain
With the vortex as her heart
Her needs and wants and wishes and whims
All take precedence on this chart

But what do I know
My card's The Fool, The Fool, The Fool
That merry rootless man
With air beneath my footstep
And providence as my plan
Providence as my plan

Oh, it's such expensive innocence
Never knowing any cost
She throws around her finery
For us to fetch when it gets lost

But what do I know
My card's The Fool, The Fool, The Fool
That merry rootless man
With air beneath my footstep
And providence as my plan
Providence as my plan
What do I know
My card's The Fool, The Fool, The Fool
That merry rootless man
With air beneath my footstep
And providence as my plan
Providence as my plan

I Never Wear White

I never wear white
White is for virgins
Children in summer
Brides in the park

My color is black, black, black
Black is for secrets
Outlaws and dancers
For the poet of the dark

Black is the truth
Of my situation
And for those of my station in life
All other colors lie

I never wear white
White is too blinding
Always reminding
Of the innocent who fall

My color is black, black, black
For the crone and the bastard
The schoolgirl in uniform
The servant in the hall

Black is the truth
Of my situation
And for those of my station in life
All other colors lie
My color is black, black, black
Like the gangster and widow
It's the shade and the shadow
It's the depth into your eye

My color is black, black, black, black, black

Portrait Of The Knight Of Wands

He stood upon the last bastions of the place
Looked out on the ruins with thunder in his face
An introverted spectacle in the flowers on the rocks
The daisies on the ramparts blowing free

His heart was divided, clouds gathered in the sky
The belfry made of wood and steel was silenced in its cry
Something must have happened, but what, he wouldn't say
Shown within the wider lens of history

His mission
The transmission
Of technology

One cannon trained upon the church, this one caught his eye
"To keep the bishop in his place," he muttered with a sigh
His mood was melancholy, his attitude severe
His inner burdens weighed upon him mightily

A bird as never seen in books flew in overhead
A kind of dove it might have been but not a sound was said
All the ancient knowledge lay in pieces on the ground
The cause of all his suffering was not for love of me

His mission
The transmission
Of technology

Don't Uncork What You Can't Contain

A man finds a bottle on the bottom shelf
Forgotten and covered in dust
The label is already half torn off
But open it up he must
As the corkscrew into the cork it goes
He hears the weird refrain

"Do what you like but never uncork
Uncork what you can't contain
Do what you like but never uncork
Uncork what you can't contain"

Pandora had a pretty little box
And wisely she kept it hid
'Til one day she couldn't resist
Playing around with the lid
As the shadows grew, the demons flew
This song went around her brain:

"Do what you like but never uncork
Uncork what you can't contain
Do what you like but never uncork
Uncork what you can't contain"
The shadows grew and the demons flew
And the song went around her brain
"Do what you like but never uncork
Uncork what you can't contain"

Macklemore went to the thrift shop
Looking to pop some tags
Found an ancient oil lamp
Hidden among the rags
And he picked it up, he rubbed it down
Thought he'd gone insane

'Cause a genie flew out singing, "Never uncork
Uncork what you can't contain"
Genie flew out singing, "Never uncork
Uncork what you can't contain"
He picked it up, he rubbed it down
Thought he'd gone insane
Genie flew out singing, "Never uncork
Uncork what you can't contain"

Sometimes though you have to
Let out what you're keeping inside
If you keep it all in then your head will spin
And your mouth is all tongue tied
Gotta find the way to say what you say
Get it down on the page or the stage
It's the cage for that tiger rage that you can't contain
Yes, the page and the stage is the cage
For that tiger rage that you can't contain, for real
The page and the stage is the cage
For that tiger rage, what it is that you feel

So do what you like but you'd better uncork
Uncork what you can't contain
Do what you like but you'd better uncork
Uncork what you can't contain
'Cause the page and the stage is the cage
For that tiger rage that'll cause you pain
Do what you like but you'd better uncork
Uncork what you can't contain

Jacob And The Angel

The angel came to Jacob
The room began to glow
Jacob asked the angel
"Are you friend or are you foe"

The angel never answered
Smote him on the thigh
They wrestled through the darkness
'Til morning filled the sky

This thing between us has wings, it has teeth
It has got horns and feathers and sinews beneath
Angel or demon, to the truth I am bound
And so this thing between us must be wrestled down

Jacob held on to the angel
Who turned to fly and to flee
He said, "I must have your blessing
Before I let you leave me"

Angel never answered
But smote him on the thigh
They wrestled through the darkness
'Til morning filled the sky
And in the light
He knew his other name
As he struggled and surrendered
To the next part of the game

This thing between us has wings, it has teeth
It has got horns and feathers and sinews beneath
Angel or demon, to the truth I am bound
And so this thing between us must be wrestled down
This thing between us has wings, it has teeth
Has got horns and feathers and sinews beneath
Angel or demon, to the truth I am bound
So this thing between us must be wrestled down

Silver Bridge

My heart is full today
For the recently departed
Of sorrow and of sympathy
Into that land uncharted

The old man turned away from me
The stairway he ascended
I heard his struggle through the night
With Saturn's hand extended

All those nights when you can't sleep
Your heart and mind is racing
Are you standing on that bridge
Which way are you facing

I stared upon his body as
My soul was filled with wonder
Stood there frozen in one place
Could not be pulled asunder

All those nights when you can't sleep
Your heart and mind is racing
Are you standing on that bridge
Which way are you facing

I'd sent him upstairs with a kiss
He lay in light of silver
It seemed to me I saw that bridge
That he had taken over

Should I make the move to him
He wasn't mine for claiming
I witnessed all there was to see
Withdrew without the naming

When I knew that he had been
So much more than sleeping
I stayed with him the afternoon
In a kind of vigil keeping

All those nights when you can't sleep
Your heart and mind is racing
Are you standing on that bridge
Which way are you facing

My heart is full today
For the recently departed
Of sorrow and of sympathy
Into that land uncharted

Song Of The Stoic

I am a man
I've been working all my days
This is my accounting
Of my means and of my ways
More years are behind me now
Than years that are ahead
Looking back I feel
This is my story to be said

I faced my father down
Inside the hallway of our home
Eighteen years of pain
Upon my body to the bone
Demons lived inside of him
They forced him to the act
The layers of the bruises
To my body was the fact

I grew and went into the world
I learned to know its code
Of spoken and unspoken
I learned to love the road
I shoulder every burden
A mule with a heavy pack
Every coin I earn's another
Knot within my back

Ecstasy and pleasure come
At much too great a cost
I keep myself upon the earth
But measure what I've lost
Winged things they brush against me
Never mine to hold
I keep my eyes upon the ground
And carry on as old

I knew a woman
She had the gifted touch
Her hands were wise with healing
And with wonder and all such
As the fates would have it
Each to others we are wed
Confine ourselves to friendship
We stay out of the bed

Now I turn around and face
The specter of my age
My soul it fights my body
Like a bird will fight its cage
I see that last horizon
I hope it brings me peace
I look forward to the day
At last my body knows release

Laying On Of Hands / Stoic 2

Mother Theresa
Understood the laying on of hands
What I often wondered
Is how she kept from hearing love's demands
If in her loneliness
She ever dreamed of following earthly commands, oh yeah
Mother Theresa
Understood the laying on of hands

Touch is a language
What is it you have to say to me
Come and talk about it
Tell me where you're locked and where you're free
Brutality or tenderness
Our bodies are exchanged in all eternity, oh yeah
Touch is a language
What is it you have to say to me

In this wilderness
Do we hurt or heal within our daily plans, oh yeah
Mother Theresa
Understood the laying on of hands
Mother Theresa
Understood the laying on of hands
Mother Theresa
Understood the laying on of hands

Epictetus probably slept with hands above the covers
Lost no sleep in counting sheep or numbers of ex-lovers
The thing about a stoic is he's always understated
I don't know about happiness but virtue's overrated

Horizon (There Is A Road)

There is a road beyond this one
It's called the path we don't yet take
I can feel how it longs to be entered upon
It calls to me with a cry and an ache
As we go along this one and we live the way we do
Love pulls us on to that distant horizon so true

I knew a man, he lived in jail
And his tale is often told
He dreamed of that line that we call the divine
When he was free he led his country
Yes, he taught the way of love and he lived in that way, too
Love pulled him on to that distant horizon so true

There is a road beyond this one
It's called the path we don't yet take
I can feel how it longs to be entered upon
Calls to me with a cry and an ache
As we go along this one and we live the way we do
Love pulls us on to that distant horizon
Love pulled him on to that perfect horizon
Love pulls us on to that distant horizon so true

Lover, Beloved

Carson's Blues

A wounded sparrow
Timid and shy
A fallen deer, that's what they call me
But I'm an iron butterfly

A childish liar
A devilish bitch
I can be innocent and charming
And suddenly switch

But you've got to understand
Understand, understand
That I've never belonged

I can be sweet
I can be wise
I've got everyone of you mirrored
In my deep, sad eyes

I know where you've been to
And who you're afraid to be
'Cause nothing that is human
Is alien to me

I talk to strangers, strangers, strangers
One at a time

A wounded sparrow
Timid and shy
A fallen deer, that's what they call me
But I'm an iron butterfly

I know where you've been to
And who you're afraid to be
'Cause nothing that is human
Is alien to me

I talk to strangers, strangers, strangers
One at a time

New York Is My Destination

New York is my destination
New York is where I will be from
New York is made for grander things
Just. Like. Me

I will lunch at the Algonquin
Swing by the Plaza, waltz on in
The Three Arts Club, I'll live there
Indefinitely

New York is made for grander things
Just. Like. Me

Literati
Yes, they will love me
Paparazzi
Well, could it be
Glitterati
Will they know of me
New York's waiting for me

All of the tales of seduction
Glittering on the horizon
Mountains of fame. And fortune. And snow
Finally

New York is made for grander things
Just. Like. Me

Literati
Yes, they will love me
Paparazzi
Well, could it be
Glitterati
Will they know of me
New York's waiting for me

Practice at the Parnassus
Cram for Columbia classes
Ride the 5th Avenue busses
Weave some tale about us

I lost all my money for Juilliard
I hid in the phone booth at Macy's
I slept in a brothel, on the way to
Destiny

New York is made for grander things
Just. Like. Me

Literati
Yes, they will love me
Paparazzi
Well, could it be
Glitterati
Will they know of me
New York's waiting for me

New York is made for grander things
Just. Like. Me

Instant Of The Hour After

That's enough. Out of you
Tonight. My darling
This show is over for now
The monkey is dead
I detest all this drunken brawling
Now, let's see if you can make it into this bed

How I love you
How I loathe you

It's a sharp, quick love. I feel. My darling
You're not as drunk as you seem. So why pretend
On your cheek, that sweet shadow falling
The pulse in your neck, how I'll know it, right to the end
How I love you. How I loathe you

All you can say is:
"Reverberating vacuity."
"Lousy simile."
"Vacant majesty."

In the instant of the hour after

But right now, it's you and me
My darling
Trapped here inside of this bottle, drowning like flies
When the frenzy's over
We're crawling
Specimens. Spent and exhausted
We press to the sides

How I love you
How I loathe you

We Of Me

My squeezed heart divides
Into two wide wings
The world is
A sudden place
If you don't
Belong to anything

Noah may have got it wrong
There's one more
That could belong

This must be the
Irony of Fate
That I and the world
Are always separate

All other people
Have a we to claim
Except for me
And my own name

I belong to be
With the two of you
And we make three
As a family
That is why
You're the we of me
We of me

I belong to be
With the two of you
And we make three
As a family
That is why
You're the we of me
We of me

Noah's ark admitted, only two by two
We know this isn't always true
Noah may have got it wrong
There's one more that could belong

I belong to be
With the two of you
We make three
As a family
That is why
You are the we of me
The we of me

That is why
You are the we of me
The we of me

That is why
You are the we of me
The we of me

Annemarie

I saw your face
I knew you'd haunt me
For all of my life
Rising above me
If you could want me, I'd be
No man's wife

Everyone sees you
Everyone knows you
How can I possibly compare?
Who could attain you
With all of your pain
Who could possibly hold one so fair

Terror, pity, love
Annemarie

Brilliant and stormy
Her perfect beauty
She moves through the world
With money and family
She glitters with trouble
She's that kind of girl

Everyone loves you
Everyone wants you
How can I possibly compete
Who can explain you
With all of your pain
Who could possibly make you complete

Terror, pity, love
Annemarie

If I could see God
His face would be sacred
Like yours, Annemarie
But God's face is hidden and
Your face is suddenly
All I can see

Everyone needs you
Everyone worships you
How can I possibly complain
Who could contain you
With all of your pain
Could I gather up
All that you remain

Terror, pity, love
Annemarie

12 Mortal Men

Where I'm from
There's poverty
All kinds of inequality

Nobody comes here
Nobody leaves

Don't have to go far
Even to see
The Whipping Report
In the library
Hear one voice
Start singing
In the dirt
Twelve picks are ringing

Nobody comes here
Nobody leaves

Don't have to go far
Even to see
12 mortal men bound
In a song of liberty

Don't have to go far
The music I hear
Is 12 mortal men singing
In ecstasy and fear

In my heart
I see a crowd
A thousand, souls marching and proud

Everyone gathered
Each one is loved

Harper Lee

Virginia Woolf
She leaves me cold
I recognize the genius
But I'm twice as bold

I have more to say
Than Hemingway
Lord knows, compared to Faulker
I say it in a better way

Graham Greene
He loves me
He loves my poetic
Sensibility

Katherine Anne Porter
Might be the best one now
But in about a year
I'm gonna show her how

Yes I will

Said to Reeves the other day
Proust really is the man
Who comforts me in a way
No other writer can

The timeless quality of the work
The length! Is very long
Believe me Marcel Proust goes on
And on and on and on. 7 volumes

Oh, Harper. Harper
Lee. Lee. Lee
She only wrote that one book
I've written more than three

Darling Tennessee Williams
It's anybody's guess
Why "Streetcar" made millions
And "Wedding" so much less

I will forever be pondering that one

Oh, Harper. Harper
Lee. Lee. Lee
Why do they always compare her to me
To me

Won't even talk about
Eudora Welty
As for F. Scott, my Sad Cafe
Is greater than his Gatsby
I'm just telling you
What someone told me they read
I never look at my reviews
They might give me the big head
Now Truman Capote was hypnotized
Mesmerized. 'Cause he realized
That I knew that he knew
That he had plagiarized

My cadences!
Imagine his surprise,
You'll see it in his eyes
When I win that Nobel Prize

Thank you. Thank you so very much

Harper. Harper
Lee. Lee. Lee
Why do they always compare her to me
To me

She always seems to be receiving
More than she deserves
Honey, she's poaching on
My literary preserves

Yes from Harper Lee
We have seen and we've heard and
I'd like to kill more than just
That mocking bird

You know, sometimes I really would
So you just wait until next year

Lover, Beloved

Lover, beloved
Behold each of these
The lover pursues
The beloved one flees

Lover, beloved
From countries apart
Each one alone
In the land of the heart
Each one alone in the land of the heart

Lover, beloved
Forever stripped bare
Turn in the night
And it's he who is there

Liar and lover
And hero, and thief
Turn in the night
And he brings no relief
Brother, or husband
He brings no relief

The man across the Styx will send
Flowers from beyond the end
The man across the Styx will be
Her lover for eternity

Lover, beloved
Her brave cavalier
All of his love
Raising hatred and fear

Lover, beloved
Each craving the touch
Each bears the burden
Of loving too much
Each bears the burden
Of loving too much

The man across the Styx will send
Flowers from beyond the end
The man across the Styx will be
Her lover for eternity

Lover, beloved
Behold both of these
Lover pursues
Beloved one flees

Lover, beloved
From countries apart
Each one alone
In the land of the heart
Each one alone in the land of the heart

The Ballad Of Miss Amelia

On any southern afternoon
If anyone would care to look
A face appears inside a house
A terrible face
It is sexless
And white
It is dim
Like the faces
In dreams

It's Miss Amelia
She's waiting by the window
Remembering the laughing
In the café down below

Once Miss Amelia
Married a man
She married Marvin Масу
No one could understand

She must have done it for the presents
'Cause she didn't like him much
And even on their wedding night
She wouldn't let him touch

Well, he hung around the doorways
Acting foolish with bliss
Until he came too close one day
She swung once with her fist

Miss Amelia was a strong woman
She was big and tall
Swung once and Marvin Масу
Well he fell against the wall

Now Miss Amelia is
Sitting by the shutters
Remembering the laughing
In the café long ago...

After Marvin Масу
Had long gone away
A little hunchback came to town
And this is strange to say

That Miss Amelia who had never loved
She fell in love with him
He was a skipping little troublemaker
Still she took him in

And so they lived together
And were happy for a time
Everybody came around
And they would drink and dine

Miss Amelia made a whiskey
It was fine and it was rare
Would warm a man into his soul
And show the writing there

Miss Amelia's story
Is simple and sad
Marvin Масу, he returned to town
With all the evil that he had

The skipping little hunchback
He was quite impressed
With Marvin Macy's history
Of robbery and the rest

I will not get specific
But just let it now be said
There was terrible fight one night
And Miss Amelia was ahead
Until the little hunchback
Jumped in on Marvin Macy's side

Everybody all agreed
That's the night the café died

On any southern afternoon
If anyone would care to look
A face appears inside a house
A terrible face
It is sexless and white
It is dim
Like the faces
In dreams

It's Miss Amelia
She's waiting by the window
Remembering the laughing
In the café down below

It's Miss Amelia
Sitting by the shutters
Remembering the laughing
In the café long ago...

Carson's Last Supper

I love the world
Sometimes it loves me
The love of my life

Is humanity
The rich and the poor
The broken and whole
All come together
Feeding the soul
Each one belongs at this feast

Drink to the pleasures!
Drink for the pains
Drink for the losses
Drink to the gains!
The humble the twisted
The proud and the grand

Sinner and sinned against
This is my stand
Each one belongs at this feast

Come and be at this table
Come and take what is mine to share with you
And if you are able
You must give what is thine to give
Thine to give, forever
We'll be as one solid body together

Drink for the sorrows
Drink to the bliss
Drink to the raptures of Eros Urst kiss
One strong true purpose
No thought of return
No rest or hope of rest
The visions still burn
Each one belongs at this feast

Come and be at this table
Come and take what is mine to share with you
And if you are able
You must give what is thine to give
Thine to give, forever
We'll be as one solid body together

Come and be at this table
Come and take what is mine to share with you
And if you are able
You must give what is thine to give
Thine to give, forever
We'll be as one solid body together

I love the world
Sometimes it loves me
The love of my life

Is humanity

Flying With Angels

Speakers’ Corner

I have a newfound sympathy
For the madman in the square
Who rants and raves his rhetoric
Into the midday air

His heartfelt pleas and arguments
But the sense no longer there
The sound ascends to heaven
Like the incense in a prayer

The speakers' corner, there it stands
In politics or song
For trying everything you feel
Whether it is right or wrong

The doomsday prophet
Whose words have all come true
The naysaying soothsayer
So cynical and blue

Has now become more like a child
Bewildered and confused
But I keep on believing
It’s what I know how to do

The speakers' corner, there it stands
In politics and song
When it's time to tell your tale
Don’t wait too long

All those full of wind and air
Who howl and rant and rave
Screaming out distorted facts
About the souls they save

Promising the miracles
And pocketing the cash
Pretending they have principles
Preaching only ash

And it grieves me when I see
The people on parade
Parroting the things they hear
Never think to be afraid

The speakers' corner, there it stands
In politics and song
I guess we better use it now
Before we find it gone

Flying With Angels

I'm flying with angels
Hovering low then going high
Don't know how it happened
Suddenly I am in the sky

I'm flying with angels
I can feel them all around
I see them so clearly
Got no idea when I'll touch down

I'm over your head
And over my own, in fact
Someone is flying this plane
Whispering how to act
I'm in a heightened state
Everything has to wait

Flying with angels
Suddenly we're all in a pack
I know they're with me
'Cause I can feel them at my back

I've got to be careful
I can't go left and won't turn right
I'm flying with angels
I thought they would know I hate the height

I'm over your head
And over my own, in fact
Someone is flying this plane
Whispering how to act
I'm in a heightened state
Everything has to wait

I'm aching with patience
I'm glad I'm not flying all alone
I hope they stay with me
Until I can get you home

I'm flying with angels
Flying with angels

Witch

Going along our usual path
My love and I on an ordinary day
Suddenly before me I see
A person turn, I begin to pray
She stares me in the eye so bold

She sees him, then she makes her pitch
I feel the air become bone cold
In the light of other ages is the witch

What witch hit this switch
Striking him down not only once but twice
Life divides into two sides
Before and after with a terrible price

What witch sent this glitch
Into the brain, a cranial surprise
Struck down, his stuttering frown
She's hitting him twice as he tries again to rise

What fate decreed this state
Of blunt and shocked despair
You mute the man because you can
Leaving everybody all stunned and standing there

She points the wand, cuts the bond
Suddenly speech is a show of absurdity
Hand-to-hand he's fighting to stand
We're living in a state of a permanent emergency
Suddenly speech is a show of absurdity
Living in a state of a permanent emergency

What witch sent this glitch
Into the brain? A cranial surprise
Struck down, his stuttering frown
She's hitting him twice as he tries again to rise
What fate decreed this state
Of blunt and shocked despair
You mute the man because you can
Leaving everybody all stunned and standing there

What witch hit this switch
Striking him down not only once but twice
Life divides into two sides
Before and after with a terrible price

Chambermaid

I'm the great man's chambermaid
I've seen where his hallowed head is laid
I revere the places he has stayed
And clean crumbs from his typewriter
He is good to me
There's nothing he doesn't see
And he knows where l'd like to be
But it doesn't matter

On my day off I haunt the docks
Keep to myself, I go for walks
I just make sure the lock still locks
As my ship is coming in
My mind and hands they are my trade
I finger sentencеs he's made
I follow evеry curving of his brain

You want to know, did I ever steal
He never leaves anything out that's real
I took nothing he would miss
But only once I stole a kiss

I used to pretend that I was queen
But over time I quit that scene
Costs too much to even dream
In that direction
I think of comfort and of peace
I long for pleasure and release
Oh, how I wish the din would cease
I could do with some protection

You want to know, did I ever steal
He never leaves anything out that's real
I took nothing he would miss
And only once I stole a kiss

Yes, I'm the great man's chambermaid
I've seen where his hallowed head is laid
I revere the places he has played
And clean crumbs from his typewriter
He often gives me sage advice
When I dream of him at night
He slips his pen into my hand
And says, "Don't forget to write"

Love Thief

I love him
I love her too
And I love you
Yes
Loving everybody these days
Like it's some kind of craze
Love is a wide bright net
I'll take what I can get

I am the love thief
And I'm coming for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I am the love thief
And I'm coming for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I don't mean sex
Or even money
Sugar, thyme or honey, no
I mean your heart
And your consciеnce too
To these things bе true
Tell me, how can you lose

I am the love thief
And I'm coming for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I am the love thief
And I'm coming for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I know you have it rough
You know enough is enough
All this hatred and stuff
I'm going to make you hang tough
I'm here to call your bluff
Gonna pull you through
Pull it out of you
Make you feel it too
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah

I am the love thief
And I'm coming for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I am the love thief
And I'm coming for you (I'm coming for you)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah (I'm coming for you)
I am the love thief
And I'm coming for you (I'm coming for you)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Lucinda

She's a Dusty Springfield of the south
Leathery pants and a pale pink mouth
Beehive bleached blond shoulder length straw
Voice is sweet but mostly raw

Watch her and she'll mesmerize
What's in those black rimmed eyes
Traveling preacher, born fighter
Work that brimstone and hellfire

Two sides has Lucinda
At the very least
She's a kind of angel, sometimes a beast
Luce is when she holds the light
Cinders, what comes after
Holding both inside her soul
All the rage and laughter

Lucinda
Lucinda

Late bloomer, outlaw child
She can be kind, not afraid to get wild
Cowboy slouch, stage star amble
I love her 'cause she's blunt and humble

Two sides has Lucinda
At the very least
She's a kind of angel, sometimes a beast
Luce is when she holds the light
Cinders, what comes after
Holding both inside her soul
All the rage and laughter

Leathery pants, rhinestone tail
Strong and proud, just a little bit frail
With a cowboy slouch of stage star amble
I love her 'cause she's blunt and humble

Lucinda
Lucinda
Lucinda
Lucinda

Last Train from Mariupol

There's a last train from Mariupol
Mariupol, oh, Mariupol
Last train from Mariupol
See how the platform is heaving

Who's on the train from Mariupol
Mariupol, Mariupol
Who's on the train from Mariupol
All of humanity fleeing

I heard God himself was on the last train
Mariupol, Mariupol
God himself was on the last train
Frightened by all he was seeing

There's a last train from Mariupol
Mariupol, Mariupol
Last train from Mariupol
All of humanity grieving

Alley

One day you'll find me
Ascending the alleys
Of the city that raised me
Tending toward the sun
All gravity undone
And I'm free

One day you'll see me
Floating through the air
Rising like a prayer
On its journey, so easily
Finally unpinned
Like a feather in the wind
And I'm free

I will be high above city rooms
I'll fly into the sky
My hair all covered in blooms

One day you'll know me
Shimmering above
Like Marc Chagall in love
I'll be moving, be sailing around
Unchained and unbound
Be a mile off the ground
And I'm free

I will be high above city rooms
I'll fly into thе sky
My hair all covered in blooms

For now I am grounded
I'm hеre and astounded
I'm here and the earth is my home

One day you'll find me
Ascending the alleys
Of the city

Rats

Who has seen the biggest rat
People wanna know
I saw 'em in the basement
A long time ago
Jimmy said he saw a rat
Bigger than his head
It fell down from the ceiling
It ran across the bed

They’re swarming in Barzini's
They've got nothing to eat
Like the gangs in West Side Story
They’re fighting in the street
Part of COVID landscape
Ambulances peal
Underneath it all
Hear the rodent population squeal

Rats are on the warpath
Rats are on parade
Come and see them running through
The apocalypse man-made
Welcome to this urban life
Welcome to my city
Survival of the fittest
Is never very pretty

The rats came through the bottom
Of the Prius in the street
Attacked it with their yellow teeth
And ate up the back seat
Jimmy said he saw a rat
Bigger than his head
It fell down from the ceiling
It ran across the bed

Rats are on the warpath
Rats are on parade
Come and see them running through
The apocalypse man-made
Welcome to this urban life
Welcome to my city
Survival of the fittest
Is never very pretty

A terrifying sight
Feeling so much fright
Step over them in the evening
Hear them running through tunnels in the subway in the night

Rats are on the warpath
Rats are on parade
Come and see them running through
The apocalypse man-made
Welcome to this urban life
Welcome to my city
Survival of the fittest
Is never very pretty

Rats are on the warpath
Rats are on parade
Come and see them running through
The apocalypse man-made
Welcome to this urban life
Welcome to my city
Survival of the fittest
Is never very pretty

Oh no, oh no
Rats, rats, rats
Oh no
Welcome to this urban life

Galway

"I want to take you to the west coast of Ireland
To Galway to play in the spray and the sea
I've dreamed about you," yes, that's what he told me
He said, "I will take you if you'll come with me"

I laughed and I said, "Now you wait just a minute
There's somebody else I am fighting with now
I've seen my future and you aren't in it
But I'll let you know if it changes somehow"

We know the winds of time hold a mystery
Who knows the workings of fate and of destiny
We look back on it and see that it's history
Now

A couple months later, I saw him again
He was across the room in a bar in thе crowd
I said hello and he said without warning
"I'll take you to Galway," hе said this out loud

We know the winds of time hold a mystery
Who knows the workings of fate and of destiny
We look back on it and see that it's history
Now

Somebody else took up my hand that night
He said, "He's too young," as though he had that right
So Mr. Galway, he faded from view
And the other man took up the game for two


Months after that, across the whole country
In a hotel hallway I went for some ice
I saw a man and his face was familiar
My eyes met his, and I stared at him twice

I said, "Is it you?" And he said, "It is me"
He said, "I am asking again if you're free"
"Well, you won't believe this but I'm to be wed
I said, "I'm so sorry not to share your bed
So I can't join you for the spray and the sea
And the romance of Galway there waiting for me"

We know the winds of time hold a mystery
Who knows the workings of fate and of destiny
We look back on it and see that it's history
Now

I tease my daughter and sometimes I say
"Your dad could have been Irish but he's not," anyway
Sometimes at night in my dreams I do hear
The gray and the spray of Galway so near
And the roar of the sea
And the things that could be
And I will take you if you'll come with me
Yes, I will take you if you'll come with me

 

NON ALBUMS TRACKS 

 Book & A Cover

(Tried & True: The Best of Suzanne Vega" LP)

What's that they told you
About a book and a cover
Don't judge so quickly
Is it too much to remember
'Cause pictures lie
You know
I'll show
It's so
Just give it one thought

What's that they taught you
To revere a kind of beauty
To paint on that pretty veneer
And try and hide whatever's dirty
'Cause faces lie
You'll see
No sympathy
Just give it one thought

Come here and I will whisper true
About the things I know of you
And you will recognize them always
As near to you as breath and bone
So dear to me and yours alone
And I will love you for them always

What's that they tell you
About a book and a cover
Don't judge so quickly
They'll tell you one thing and then another
But see what lies
Within
Under the skin
Just give it one thought

Come here and I will whisper true
About the things I know of you
And you will recognize them always
As near to you as breath and bone
So dear to me and yours alone
And I will love you for them always

What's that they told you
About a book and a cover
Is it too much to remember
'Cause you hear one thing and then another
About a book and a cover

Buy And Sell

(Laura Nyro Cover)

Cocaine and quiet beers
Sweet candy and caramel
Pass the time and dry the tears
On a street called buy and sell

Life turns like the endless sea
Death tolls like a vesper bell
Children laugh and lovers dream
On a street called buy and sell

Ladies dress calico style
Beware your heart
When they smile
And their men walk shamelessly
Aimlessly by
Cinders in the daylight
Junkyards in the sky
Buy and sell
Sell my goods to buy my roof
My bed, my bed

Two pennies will buy a rose
Three pennies and who can tell
On a street that comes and goes
By the name of buy and sell

Luka (Spanish Version)

One two
One two three

Me llamo Luka
El niño del piso dos
Con mis padres vivo yo
Tal vez conoces ya mi voz

Si oyes ruidos en la noche
Alguien gritando algún reproche
No preguntes lo que fue
No preguntes lo que fue
No preguntes lo que fue

Creo que soy un poco torpe
Y no hablo muy alto
Creo que estoy medio loco
A nadie le falto el respeto

Te castigan, hasta que lloras
Y después, casi sin demora
Ya no quieres protestar
Ya no quieres protestar
Ya no quieres protestar

Nada le pasó a mi ojo
Jugando ayer me lastimé
Eso es lo que les diré
No es asunto de la ley

Me gustaría pasar un rato
Sin nadie herido ni nada roto
No preguntes como estoy
No preguntes como estoy
No preguntes como estoy

Me llamo Luka
El niño del piso dos
Con mis padres vivo yo
Tal vez conoces ya mi voz

Si oyes ruidos en la noche
Alguien gritando algún reproche
No preguntes lo que fue
No preguntes lo que fue
No preguntes lo que fue
Te castigan, hasta que lloras
Y después, casi sin demora
Ya no quieres protestar
Ya no quieres protestar
Ya no quieres protestar

Rosemary

Do you remember when you walked with me
Down the street into the square?
How the women selling rosemary
Pressed the branches to your chest
Promised luck and all the rest
Put their fingers in your hair?

I had met you just the day before
Like an accident of fate
In the window there behind your door
How I wanted to break in
To that room beneath your skin
But all that would have to wait

In the Carmen of the Martyrs
With the statues in the courtyard
Whose heads and hands were taken
In the burden of the sun
I had come to meet you
With a question in my footsteps
I was going up the hillside
And the journey just begun

My sister says she never dreams at night
There are days when I know why
Those possibilities within her sight
With no way of coming true
'Cause some things just don't get through
Into this world, although they try

In the Carmen of the Martyrs
With the statues in the courtyard
Whose heads and hands were taken
In the burden of the sun
I had come to meet you
With a question in my footsteps
I was going up the hillside
And the journey just begun

And all I know of you
Is in my memory
And all I ask is you
Remember me

Saint Clare

(Jack Hardy Cover)

Call on that saint
And the candle that burned
Keeping her safe
Until her return
Plaster and paint
Holding the fire
A poor woman's saint
Holding all man's desire

Bold little bird
Fly away home
Could I but ride herd
On the wind and the foam?
And all of the souls
That curl by the fire
They never know
All man's desire

Watercress clings
To the banks of the stream
In the first grip of spring
When the snow melts to green
Barefoot and cold
Holding a lyre
By the side of the road
Holding all man's desire

Call on the saint
When the white candle burns
Keeping her safe
Until her return

Streets Of Laredo

As I walked out on the streets of Laredo
As I walked out on Laredo one day
I spied a young cowboy all wrapped in white linen
Wrapped in white linen as cold as the clay

"I can see by your outfit that you are a cowboy"
These words he did say as I boldly walked by
"Come and sit down beside me and hear my sad story
I'm shot in the breast and I know I must die"

"It was once in the saddle, I used to go dashing
Once in the saddle, I used to go gay
It was first to the card-house and down to old Rosie's
But I'm shot in the breast and I'm dying today"

"So beat the drum slowly, play the fife lowly
Play the dead march as you carry me along
Take me to the valley, lay the sod o'er me
I'm a young cowboy, I know I've done wrong"

"Six jolly gamblers to carry my coffin
Six dance-hall maidens to bear up my pall
Throw bunches of roses all over my coffin
Roses to deaden the clods as they fall"

"Then go write a letter to my gray-haired mother
Please send the same to my sister so dear
Please not one word of all this would you mention
When others should ask for my story to hear"

"There is another more dear than a sister
She'll bitterly weep when she know that I'm gone
If some other man ever wins her affection
Don't mention my name and my name will pass on"

When thus he had spoken, the hot sun was setting
The streets of Laredo grew cold as the clay
We took the young cowboy down to the green valley
There stands his marker we made to this day

We beat the drum slowly, played the fife lowly
Bitterly wept as we bore him along
Down in the green valley we laid the sod o'er him
Just a young cowboy who'd surely gone wrong

The Marching Dream

I have dreamed that many men
Have marched across this field
I have wished that I could take each man
And hold him against the flame in my heart

I had a dream that my face was old
And all the children came to see
First they laughed and then they ran
And I slammed the door behind them

And as the tears began to rise
You climbed the stairs
You came into my room
Where I was waiting there

Now I have dreamed of all men's arms
But this time it was you
I drew the curtains and it was dim
And it was strange and it was new

I have wished that I could hear
Each secret told
By lovers in the battle
With each shade of red and gold

I have wished that I could take each man
And hold him to the flame
And read the secret writing there
And know each one by name

I have dreamed that many men
Have marched across this field
I have wished that I could pour
My life into each one
Listening
Listening
Listening

Walk On The Wild Side

(Lou Reed Cover)

Holly came from Miami, F.L.A.
Hitch-hiked her way across the U.S.A.
Plucked her eyebrows on the way
Shaved her legs and then he was a she
She says, "Hey, babe
Take a walk on the wild side."
"Hey, babe
Take a walk on the wild side."

Candy came from out on the Island
In the back room she was everybody's darling
But she never lost her head
Even when she was giving head
She says, "Hey, babe
Take a walk on the wild side."
"Hey, babe
Take a walk on the wild side."
And the colored girls go
"Doo do doo do doo do do doo..."

Little Joe never once gave it away
Everybody had to pay and pay
A hustle here and a hustle there
New York City's the place
Where they said, "Hey, babe
Take a walk on the wild side."
I said, "Hey, Joe
Take a walk on the wild side."

Sugar Plum Fairy came and hit the streets
Looking for soul food and a place to eat
Went to the Apollo
You should've seen them go, go, go
They said, "Hey, babe
Take a walk on the wild side."
"Hey, sugar
Take a walk on the wild side."
All right

Jackie is just speeding away
Thought she was James Dean for a day
Then I guess she had to crash
Valium would have helped that bash
She said, "Hey, babe
Take a walk on the wild side."
Said, "Hey, honey
Take a walk on the wild side."
And the colored girls say
"Doo do doo do doo do do doo..."

Woman On The Tier (I'll See You Through)

( Dead Man Walking Soundtrack )

Too hot. No air
Loud fan and a big tin can
Wait here. Steer clear
They've gone to get your man

10 AM
Through gate 3
With a picture ID
This old billfold
Experiences security

I hear the click. These men are hard
I'll see your face through space and guard
You're new to me. I'm new to you
I see your fate. I'll see you
You through

Ice within
And it's all cement in the government
Approved? Then move
To the plywood booth where the prisoner's sent

You read in red
The letters on the door
And you know what they're for
You feel unreal
And the rattling chain's coming over the floor

I hear the clock. These walls are green
I see your face through tin and screen
You're new to me. I'm new to you
I see your fate. I'll see you
You through

Too hot. No air
Loud fan and a big tin can
Wait here. Steer clear
They've gone to get your man

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